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Wednesday, May 01, 2013

I forgot to add, that I'm officially in my Birthday Countdown.

Turning 33 on May 11th.

yuckie. lol

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Over a year!!!

Wednesday, May 01, 2013

Time really does fly, doesn't it?

Ok so what's new? Uhmm..I got my bike license, and I ride a Harley :) How cool eh?! :)) super psyched about it. Jeff and I are working on our relationship and I couldn't be happier. He's currently doing the Body by Vi challenge and very excited about it. He's lost 5lbs so far :)

2 of my girlfriends decided TODAY, that we are going to keep each other accoutable for the 30 day Squat Challenge and the 30 Day Abs Challenge. Should be interesting! We're all totally excited about it, so let's hope it works out for us.

I was down to 123, shortly after Jeff and I split in January (I'm the opposite of an emotional eater) and since gained 11 lbs. *SIGH* I'm depressed about the weight gain, so I need to make a change again. I'm eating better, doing my shakes and having 1 good meal a day, and now doing the challenges :) Let's see where it brings me :)

I'll try to update (don't hold your breath though, my track record sucks! lol)

God Bless,


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Double Whammy!!

Monday, January 09, 2012

Not only did I get a workout at work (Bonus!) I got to sell A WEDDING DRESS!!!!

I got called into work today (My second job, I work at David's Bridal) and it got busy. So my manager asked if I wanted to sell dresses. O M G. DO I???? I've ALWAYS wanted to!! So, nervous and stressed, I went for it. My first client ended up being TWO clients. I had TWO brides! I SOLD A DRESS with my FIRST client!!! A $900 dress to boot!! YAY ME!! The rest, made me sweat! Oh my dear batman! I was running at 2 ends of the stores, carrying heavy gowns. One bride must have tried on 23 dresses!!! My arms, seriously, feel like they're about to fall off. I AM SORE!!
So not only did I RUN today, for 25 mins on the treadmill, I got to walk fast, for 5 straight hours, carrying gowns. BIG gowns. HEAVY gowns. My arms feel tight! lol

I work 2 jobs tomorrow again. Wednesday, If I don't get called in, I only work my full time job. I work Thursday both places. Friday I get the boys back. So Wednesday, I need to get on the ball with laundry and house cleaning.

I'm tired just thinking about all of it! lol

Alright, I need to rest! My WHOLE body.

God Bless,



Monday, January 09, 2012

Why is it that everytime I start back at the gym (I'm addicted to quitting apparently) I get emotional?

I walk to the gym, as it's inside my work (and it's FREE!! Where are the excuses for not going??) and I'm DREADING it. I HATE the gym. It petrifies me. I feel like at any moment, I'll crumble I'm so scared. But when I walk out of there, I'm proud, I feel brave, and I just want to bawl.

Anyone else feel that way?

I mean, I'm not overweight...I have a few extra pounds to lose....yet I feel like I weight 400lbs. I feel like everyone is staring at me, wondering why I'm even there!!
And to boot, all I have the "balls" to do, is the treadmill. You can't really screw up on the treadmill. Just run. It's not awkward, it's not rocket science...you just do it. I see people walking in and out of the weight room and I am overwhelmed with envy. I wish I could walk in there, mirror someone, without them noticing. If you saw the gym, you would know that it's impossible to do that.

I'm stuck somewhere. I'm giving myself credit for at least going to the gym. And I plan on going regularly. I NEED (for my own sanity) to lose 11 lbs. I WANT and NEED to see 125 on the scale again. I NEED to not feel restrained in my clothes!!! I can't believe how tight my pants are!! They're a size 8, but really, I should be in a 9-10. *cries*

I've been happy. That's why I've gained the weight. I'm the opposite of an emotional eater. Sounds lucky right? It's got its cons. I don't want to be a happy 140lb mother of 4 boys. I want to be a tight and fit 120lb LEAN mom of 4 boys. I want to be at my goal weight so I can GET my surgery. I want to feel sexy. Not like I got hit bay a MACK truck *cries*

I feel good. I went, I broke that ice, and I feel good. I wish I Was back at my old work, and still had my training buddy. I didn't know how good I had it, till it was gone. I should've. I could have learned a few things and maybe not be so scared of the weight room :(

Oh well....I'll figure it out.

Best of committment (I don't believe in luck) to you all!!



holy pain! Lol

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

It's that kind of pain that feels good hurt lol

I did good. No, I did GREAT yesterday. I'm excited for tomorrow. I'm SOOOO into it. I'm completely committed!


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IAMBLESSEDX4 5/18/2011 10:27AM

    Thanks Tree :)

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SMILINGTREE 5/18/2011 10:20AM

    I love the kind of pain that confirms I worked hard! It's nice to be made aware of your muscles getting stronger, even if it does hurt. Yay, you!

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