Friday, June 15, 2012
Okay, I keep having weird dreams. I can remember them when I wake up but then they fade. Some of them are about friends that I knew in high school and some are about people I didn't particularly like in high school. Others are about people that I don't know. One night I dreamed that I had 5 guys fighting over me wanting to marry me. Now why would I dream something like this? First of all I never want to get married again, secondly, I am not currently dating anyone, haven't in over 7 years and thirdly it is not even a consideration and the last thing on my mind.
Other dreams I have. I dream that my son is always a small baby. When I dream of him, it is as a baby. He is 35. I think this could mean I want a baby? Maybe to play with, not to raise.
One thing that bothers me particularly is that I rarely dream of my Dad anymore. I know it is irrational but I feel abandoned by him. It is almost like losing him again. I use to dream about him alot. It was comforting most of the time. Is it because I am happier in life now and I don't need him as much. That is ridiculous, I always need my Dad. How can you will yourself to dream about someone? That is what we have left of him, our dreams and memories.
I would love to go to a psychic or a medium but I am afraid unless they are recommended. I had a real good one but she passed. I went to another one and she scared the bejeezus out of me with how accurate she was. I mean I was freaking. I lost track of her, I have no idea where she is. There are so many frauds out there. I was going to go see John Edwards show one time but what are your chances of getting picked out of the audience? Go to ebay and do a search and do an online reading. RIP OFF!!!!
So are there any dream analyst or psychics out in spark land? Let's hear from you? Or does anyone think I am totally off my rocker? My Mom does.