Friday, March 07, 2014
Today I have come through a long week and honestly am glad it is over. I just spent about 30 mins looking through my spark freinds and their pages. I felt a heavy heart to see that some haven't been on in weeks. This of course worries me because I honestly look at this as war. Every day we fight it all the choices that are laid before us that we have to make. We fight the thoughts of no we can't do this, see you messed up yet again, oh but if I just have one more cookie I will be ok, I am so tired I can't work out again today, etc,etc,. You know all things we let our brains and bodies tell us. It hurts to see them go it is like a fallin comrad in battle. Even though they are not here they are not forgotten. I am going to keep going and moving forward hoping they come back and succeed. I am going to keep going if nothing else that when they do come back I can hopefully be an inspiration to them.
I have a flip side to the coin. There a many of my comrads that are having great success! I look to them and all they have accomplished as inspiration. When I am feel low or just need a reminder I can do this I look at Indygirl's or Feb_showers16 both woman are a great inspiration to me. Both had a lot to go through to acheive thier goals. I am sure they had days they wanted to give up because they didn't see all they wanted. I say thank you to both of them for just not giving up and giving me the inspiration that I needed to not give up.
My challenge to those who know me and those who don't. If you read my blogs you know that I have my ups and downs just like everybody else. Stay with me and fight this with me. I will support you in whatever way I can and I know you will do the same. Sparkfriends lets help lift up the fallen comrads and encourage each other to not give up we can do this. The most important thing is we need each other. Love to all my fellow sparkers!