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Needing an Angel

Monday, February 08, 2010

I've kept the prayer going and it's now running a loop in my mind. Kind of like the background music to my daily thoughts...."Please, send an angel...Please, send an angel.....Thank you....."Please send an angel".... the hum keeps going.

Times are difficult for so many of us. Family and friends out of work, problems with children, difficulties with financial obligations, health issues, elderly parents,..and on and on and on.

Being hit over and over with trials and defeats can leave one's emotional and spiritual self bruised and battered. Escape....just wanting some form of relief from the fatigue of fighting the day to day grind...beckons. Does anyone out there hear, is anyone listening, does anyone even care?? What if I....

Then the prayer becomes louder, the plea more urgent....the voice more desperate. An angel....someone to step in....someone to bring hope...someone to just smile..someone to say, "Let me do that"...someone to say, "I thought of an idea and I think this might work"... someone to say " I know someone who needs your skills"...someone to say, "you're hired"..some one to say, "I love you,..... You're wonderful, ...You are amazing".

An angel has skin, a voice, a smile, a hand to offer. An angel is a baby, a child, a teenager, a young adult, an elderly neighbour. An angel lives next door, around the block, across town, in the next state, across the ocean. An angel can reach out by phone, an email, a text, a fax, a letter, a blog.

An angel brings a message, a light, a change of thought, a gift, a purpose..... to those with outstretched hands.

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HAPPY92003 2/15/2010 11:58AM

    Wow, that is beautiful! I pray we can be angels to those around us in whom we see a need also:-) Have a blessed day!

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    In expressing your need for an angel so beautifully you have become one, mine. Thanks for being here, for being real, for living and loving in this crazy world with the rest of us!

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DAS92687 2/8/2010 8:55PM

    Hoping you receive just exactly what you need most today emoticon

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    I have had angels in my life - real angels that I never saw but knew they were there and they kept me from harm.

One automobile accident that should have caused death and another averted when an angel carried me home with a flat tire.

Great blog!

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RHYNIC 2/8/2010 1:14PM


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LYNNANN43 2/8/2010 10:46AM

    Beautiful blog, Mary. And so very true if we only open our eyes, hands & heart.

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KUBAMAMMA 2/8/2010 10:37AM

    Awesome blog! Sometomes we forget that Angels are all around us. Sometimetimes we just do not want to reach out and find them. And sometimes we just need to ask for a angel like you just did!
Thanks for the reminder!

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CAZ_NR_HEATHROW 2/8/2010 10:28AM

    Many I'm here if you need me!
Beautiful blog, angels are all around us...if only we look
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TERJEGOLD 2/8/2010 9:58AM

    What a lovely blog post. Thank you!

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4ANEWME2DAY 2/8/2010 9:57AM

    emoticon emoticon emoticonwishes
You are not alone, I'm here for you.

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Finally, I Feel Like I'm Marathon Training!!

Sunday, January 17, 2010

At last the snow has given way to rain, and the rain has washed the sidewalks clear and the streets show their asphalt. It has been a month since I saw conditions like this. It had been 17 December since I last ran outside!! Today at last, that streak is broken!!

I'm running the 2010 Virgin London (UK) Marathon on 24 April (my 7th marathon and 3rd London) and training started 2 weeks ago! Well, it started with me spending time at the gym, doing various cardio and ST, not running the hilly roads around my village.

With conditions like today, I HAD to get out, I had to once again feel the wind in my face, the chill through my jacket and thrill through my soul. I am an outside runner and I have missed it. The run was an easier paced 4 mile up and down route, but it was a wonderful cloud-filled morning with temps near high 30s.

I can now put my training log to use and begin crossing off the miles that will bring me to that starting line in England's capital city 14 weeks from today! I am sooooooooooooo excited..I'm finally marathon training!!

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HEALTHY4JEANNE 2/7/2010 9:10AM

    I do like running on a dreadmill. I am a slow runner. I am starting to train for my first 10 k and I loved reading your blog for a good dose of inspiration!
Cant wait to hear about your training!

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FITNESSFOODIE 1/17/2010 8:20PM

    Your thrill and excitement comes through so clearly, lets hope the weather holds out for more training sessions like this one. Thanks for posting! emoticon

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DPHIEBARBIE 1/17/2010 4:18PM

    That's fantastic! Can't wait to hear more about your marathon training! Have fun!

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LYNNANN43 1/17/2010 4:08PM

    So glad you could return to running outside!!!


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DAS92687 1/17/2010 4:05PM

    That's great! It has warmed up here today, too :) emoticon

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RHYNIC 1/17/2010 1:04PM

    Wonderful!!! there is still snow on the ground here but the road is clear. I also had a wonderful run today. 12 miles at marathon pace. the shy is blue. temperature around -3C. Wind was light. It was a lovely lovely run. Just like yours. gail

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CAZ_NR_HEATHROW 1/17/2010 11:58AM

    So pleased for you Mary emoticon emoticon

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TERJEGOLD 1/17/2010 11:57AM

    You're FREE! Run, baby, run! I, too, love it when the weather clears up and people can return to the outdoors. Ahhh!

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Extreme and Amazed

Saturday, January 16, 2010

This is what I need, but not what I expected! What I had hoped for but didn't anticipate. Not only did I get on the BLC12 team BUT I got chosen for the Extreme Team!! WOW was all I could think and even uttered out loud as I read the news.

Being selected for this team has done a mind click for me. I've redone by page and profile pic to punch things uppa notch! I wanted to put my mind in a higher gear to match this new challenge.
I'm not the youngest or fittest but comparing myself to anyone else is NOT where my mind needs to be. Challenging myself to what I can become is where I am! That is what matters most.

Fellow teammates and sparkers let's all be extreme in our own particular, incredible, spectacular, beautifuly awesome way!

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DAS92687 1/16/2010 7:49PM

    Great attitude !! Love the updates on your page :)

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JACKLIN11 1/16/2010 6:51PM

    You are right on ! emoticon

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LYNNANN43 1/16/2010 6:00PM

    EXTREME, you ARE!!!!!


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TERJEGOLD 1/16/2010 5:41PM

    All you need to be is YOUR Extreme self. And, I"ve gotta say, you are definitely doing that!

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CAZ_NR_HEATHROW 1/16/2010 4:41PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon Mary

You are so right to only challenge yourself to be the best you can be and not compare yourself to anyone else.
I used to think I had to do more than someone else to be better- so not true- I challenge myself everyday to do the best I can do.
Continue to sparkle Mary you go girl!
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Look Beyond The Snow

Friday, January 08, 2010

Trying to look beyond the snow lately has been very hard. That’s because it is everywhere!! I mean EVERYWHERE!!(just look at the view of the UK from space!!) The side streets in my village are snow packed and almost sheets of ice in places. The gritters have only come down the main roads which thankfully our cottage is on. Having a 4x4 has also allowed us to get out and about during these 3 weeks of frigid temperatures and snow day after snow day. I have cleared snow off our car and our back garden countless times.
For the past several months my husband and I have gone over weekly to his parents so he can take his mom out grocery shopping and I stay with his 87 year old father who is in the earlier stages of Alzheimer’s. So today being Friday and grocery day we set off mid morning.
Having not been over since the last snow fall, I knew what would be waiting me….a driveway full of snow. Two weeks ago I cleared their driveway and I didn’t expect that they would have taken care of clearing the latest 5 inch accumulation. As we drove the 2 miles to their neighbourhood, the side streets in their area were as covered and packed with snow as ours. When we approached their house I could see the white soft 5 inch blanket of snow with several trails of footprints.
My husband and MIL left for the groceries and after I greeted my FIL I went back out to begin my task of clearing away the snow. I took on the task with the mindset of “Here we go again!” and wondered why didn’t some enterprising young kids that wanted to make some money come around and completed this job before we came over??? I could have been spared the discomfort of doing this.
I was making pretty good progress and had nearly half the driveway cleared when a neighbour came walking along the road, and as he passed he made the comment, “You’ve got a terrible job don’t you?” I just commented back something like it wasn’t even my house.
I continued shovelling and let my mind wander and it returned back to this stranger’s words….a terrible job….. Was it really? Was it really a terrible job? If I just looked at the all that snow, then yes it was a terrible job... a job that was going to take me over an hour to complete, a job that had me breaking out into a sweat, a job that caused me to shovel evenly from side to side as to not hurt my back. BUT, if I stopped and looked beyond the snow…..
If I looked at what each shovel of snow being removed symbolized it wasn’t a terrible job at all.. It was a job of freedom. Removing that snow was freeing my 87 year old in laws to walk out of their house without stepping through a snow drift to get to the road, it was enabling them to have people come to their house and walk on a cleared path. Once the snow was removed, freedom of movement could take place. But as I removed that snow, my mind also became free. Free from the negative thoughts of when I started and clear to see beyond the snow, to the clear path of freedom I had created.
So when I am faced with an obstacle that blocks my life-path, I will choose to look beyond that obstacle and see the freedom that moving that obstacle will provide me. I will not only be more free but also stronger and wiser from the experience.

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CAZ_NR_HEATHROW 1/9/2010 4:01AM

    Wonderful attitude and thoughts Mary- let's hope however that the snow goes soon

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JERIBERI1 1/8/2010 5:43PM

    Great blog!!

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RHYNIC 1/8/2010 5:14PM

    Hey buddy, those pictures could have been taken in my village. As I was reading your blog the snowplow was going up my side street sprinkling salt. it's been snowing here for a while but it hasn't (there goes the snowplow again.) been accumulating.

I was so happy to read about your change of snow shoveling perspective. Life is all about how you see it. When we had our last snow storm (34cm of snow) I crossed over and shoveled what the snowplow had landed in my neighbors driveway. My neighbors are in their late 70's early 80's, and he has a heart condition. it was sunny, beautiful and I enjoyed the exercise. While I was shovel their son (a pushing 50ish year old man - and one of 5 sons who all live locally) showed up and commented on why I would be shoveling while I had 2 adolescent sons at home. Well I was shoveling because I wanted to help out. But I did wonder why he wasn't there to shovel.

hang in there, only 10 weeks to spring.

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LLLAWSON 1/8/2010 4:40PM

    Wow. The pics of the snow are beautiful. I'm sure it's a pain to deal with. But what a way to look at it. I have been complaining about the cold. It's 21 with a wind chill of 7. At least we don't have the snow. Stay Warm..

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    Awesome way to make lemonade out of lemons!!! Plus the calories burned for shovling snow must be huge!!! emoticon emoticon

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She Smiled

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Today has been a relief from the past couple of days! I've been having to complete a major health and safety project for work. It meant going over what I had already submitted and supplying additional information, templates, records, etc etc.... and with a good friends critique I was pleased to email it off to the assessor last night!

I should have been able to relax this past week and enjoy being off for Christmas and the New Year. However, I HAD to get this project done because work tenders rely on it. Here's to praying I've submitted everything that was needed.

So back to the smiling woman.... I see her everyday and some days she just gives me a slight glance, or half a smile. A lot of the time lately I've been receiving a shrug or sigh and a shake of the head. I know she has been having a tough time lately and by the lack of energy at times she may even be sleep deprived. Stress with her work may have gotten to her or she might even be worrying about her children that don't live near by.

What made today different? Why the smile and praise? Could it be she caught up on her sleep? She's been able to relax a little? She heard from her family? She's been able to budget her time a little bit better? She was wearing some new Christmas gift clothes?
Not quite sure, could have been all of that, or none...but for one thing when I saw her smiling....I made sure I smiled back and it made me feel better too. After all, she lives in all the mirrors I look in, and she deserves all the smiles she gets!
Make sure you smile at your woman in the mirror!

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DPHIEBARBIE 1/5/2010 7:46PM

    Thanks for such a great post. I've been working so hard to find reasons to smile and sometimes i've just been smiling for no reason just to smile.

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CHBADILLO 12/30/2009 3:30PM

    this definitively put smile on my face :)

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BARBIET65 12/30/2009 1:29PM

    Oh... that was good!! Miss you hun!

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JILLWILSON2102 12/30/2009 11:59AM

    emoticon What beautiful smiles she shares with us. Mary you make my day always brighter!

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RHYNIC 12/30/2009 9:57AM

    I am not sure i will smile at the woman in the mirror...but the one on the other side of the big pond makes me smile.

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AAKROYD 12/30/2009 6:51AM

    Great post! Made me smile!

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