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the roller coaster

Monday, March 22, 2010

well i have done nothing for months unless you count eating like a depressed crazy person. I am ready to do this now. I guess i got scared and froze. long story. so here i sit motivated to do this. with no actual low fat cheese or bread etc in my fridge and no money to buy any. so i will try to make this work this week so that i can start.

i swear i need something to balance my emotions it has been a long ride these last few months. i feel almost out of control but in touch with reality enough that i can move forward.


Hard week

Saturday, April 18, 2009

This has been a hard week. But i have stayed true to myself and had control in one area in my life. Usually that is not the case when it comes to food but I have conquered this this week.
My whole family has been sick this whole vacation and it has been sooooo hard. We have done nothing but bonding over throw up and laundry. Feel very lonely this week.
Husband doesn't seem to get excited about my weight loss like I would hope. Maybe he is afraid this is a phase.
What he doesn't realize is i have done this for 4 weeks without struggle. This is a record for me. I feel like i have control and my goals are atainable.

Hoping for an easier week next week and to get some of my emotion under control. God place your peace on my life and heart. emoticon

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

PURPLELVR74 4/18/2009 9:09AM

    Good for you. Your husband is comfortable with you being overweight and is probably just scared of what will happen when you change that aspect of your life. Just be reassuring to him and he will come around.

I believe in me.

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