Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Soooooooooooooooo............. Im sick... been fighting this cold for about a week now.. its making me crazy!
My youngest is sick too and I have decided that she is staying home from school until she is better. She sounds like she is coughing up a lung, although the doc says her lungs are clear.
My Hands are getting raw with all the handwashing! OUCH
Being sick for us is NOT a good thing at this point as we can not be around my Dad with all these cold and flu bugs... it will bring him to his end at full speed if he catches something. The tumors are growing and he is having a hard time catching his breath... every day it seems a little bit worse. He is having a tough time talking because it takes the mikey out of him.
This is tough! I am picking the little things to blow up about lately cause I can't handle the big stuff right now.
I want to get back to the gym, but it just isn't happening right now.
I have decided that I WILL maintain my weight within 2 lbs until I can get back running on my journey full speed. Its really all I can comitt too right now as I am just overwhelmed with everything , my dad, my kids, my house, my job.... my friends. I am holding it together but I can feel a snap sitting at the surface.
The holidays are advancing upon us at warp speed and I am wishing we could postpone them for a few more months.
I just don't want to loose my Dad at Christmas... I don't know how we are all gonna cope with that.