Thursday, November 19, 2009
Ok its thursday evening and I feel better. But I cant sleep at night, I am up 5 or more times. And during the day I try to nap with my girls because I am so tired, i lay down fall asleep for about 2 minutes and I am up!
I am frustrated
Well, theres tomorrow right LOL
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I dont understand what is going on with me, but this entire week i have had NO energy. I think I have gained back some weight, I have only exercised once this week.
I wish I could get over this lack of energy and get back to losing weight again. I do not want to gain back the 9 pounds that i've lost. It would be detrimental to me.
Any one know what I can do?
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I know it is the right thing to do. BUT. My poor chihuahua was NOT happy.
He just turned 1 in september and his name is Tigger. We named him that because he loves to bounce like the tigger from POOH.
So I couldn't feed him anything last night or this morning so I know he is starving. I get him to the humane society this morning at 7:30 am. I have an appointment, But had to still be checked in outside and fill out the papers OUTSIDE. My girls were freezing , it is 50 degrees, and I had to hold tigger the entire time because he is growling at everything person and animal around. There are ALL kinds of animals. He thinks he is a bull mastiff i swear!
So after standing outside for dern near 30 minutes while my girls, 3 and 4, myself and tigger were shivering and teeth chattering, they started allowing me and all the other 50 people inside. Inside e3veryone is basically shoulder to shoulder, and animals are stating to get restless. So I am still holding tigger and he is still growling!
The nurse came around to sign off on our paperwork and tigger started getting angry with her. So she decides he needs a muzzle (for there safety of course). Tigger is the smallest animal in the room, including being compared to CATS!, and he is the only one misbehaving so far. I was completely embarrassed. So the people at the desk started calling numbers, ours was 23. So finally, they called our number, we head for the desk, my 4 yr old hands in the paperwork for me ( she had to hold it because i was trying to keep tigger in my arms)
and we start the registration process. Then the nurse walks up and tries to take tigger, NOT.!! So i had to try to place the muzzle on him all by myself and he wasn't having any part of it. After about 3 minutes I got it!!! By this time my hands are shaking and i am darn near tears, the nurse tries to take him again. NOT. he is still flopping around and growling. So I had to hand him off backwards and she carried him off, mid air arms stretched all the way out.
So I finish taking the paperwork from the desk lady, my girls are upset asking to go with tigger, and I am shaking trying to listen to the lady so I will know when to pick him up in the morning. All the way out to the van the girls were like " mommy why are we leaving tigger?"
"I dont wanna leave tigger" So sad.............
I am not completely sure, But, I honestly think he knew what was going to happen. Poor fella, I feel so bad but i know it is the responsible thing to do. I just needed to vent. Thanks for reading my sob story.
Monday, November 16, 2009
One more day down, and so many to go.
I didn't do so well today on calories or my cholestoral or sodium intake.......and never do well with FAT intake. I always go over. My My My seems as though I did NOT realize that the bacon egg and cheese bagel from McDonalds has soooooooooooooooo many calories and cholesterol in it!
Thats one choice I wont make again thats for sure. Also I am not quite sure how to get my protein up. I am always really under in protein intake. Maybe I can buy some of the powder stuff to up it. Anywho, thats all the venting i will do today.
Have A Happy day all
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Wow it felt nice to rest today.
Me and the fam went to church, and the store and are getting ready for movies. Yea.
I have done well on calories too. But I dont want to get lazy So up and adam tomorrow morning to exercise!
Hope every one has a nice night
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