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Over and Over

Monday, June 02, 2014

I really don't know why I really thought that things would change. As I sit here in tears over and over again. They just don't care how they make people feel. I am really tired of going around in circles. I am tired of the ones who claim to care the most, treat me like their own personal punching bag. I can not take nor should I have to take this verbal abuse. I do not deserve this. I can not even ask a question without getting screamed at. I constantly feel like I m at the end of my rope. Nothing I do seems to be right or good enough. I just can't seem to win. They just want to fight. I am tired of being beaten down, fighting and crying.

  
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STEVEN2GO2 6/2/2014 3:31PM

    emoticon you are in this situation with it seems no where to turn to. I hope you seek help, maybe from a professional who treats people who receive verbal abuse too many times!

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EVIE4NOW 6/2/2014 11:28AM

  I would simply cut them off in the middle of their tirade and say "Let me know when you can have a decent conversation without berating me." Then I would turn on my heel and walk away. It will give them something to think about and let them know that you will no longer take their abuse.

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How Life Changes...

Monday, March 10, 2014

Okay my life has been thru the blender and spit out since I was last on this site. Needless to say I am trying to put all the pieces back into place. Not really quite sure what the total outcome will be, but then again who does?? So I am starting off with things that I can control, ME!! So I weighed in the morning. Only 3 lbs more than when I was on here last time, that's not too bad. But I feel all bloated and like a marshmallow. So anyway, I will be juicing my fruits and veggies and drinking water and eating healthy today. One step at a time. I will also be getting my butt back on the treadmill or walking outside. Okay well enough talk, time to walk the walk!!
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PATTYKLAVER 3/10/2014 8:23AM

    emoticon You reminded me that I am not alone in having a rough way to go. I am inspired by your getting motivated again.

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Starting Back AGAIN!

Monday, October 21, 2013

Okay so here I am back again! The good news is that I am down 5 lbs from when I was on Sparkpeople last! Okay well that is a good start. Life has been crazy since I left but I have decided that I need to take my life and control back. Today I am cleaning out the pantry and the fridge. Only healthy food and back to working out. I need to do this to make me happy for me! So I gotta stop writing and get moving! See ya! emoticon

  
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FITN2014-TSP 10/26/2013 4:12PM

    Glad that you are back...Congrats on the weight loss.... Keep on Sparking. emoticon

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GOODLUCKCHARLIE 10/22/2013 12:03AM

    I just came back about 5 days ago! Welcome back! You've got this! emoticon

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Everything is a Mess Again!

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Why is it that life is once again throwing me a bunch of curves? Why is it that people love to play games with my life? Why is it that people are full of lies and deceit? Why is it that people can not get along? Why is it that some people think they can feed people a line of sh*t. I really wish and feel that my life is over. People just say and do things to hurt me and I can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All I have done is cry today,,,,My life is over as I know it and I don't know where to go from here.........

I am sorry if you are reading this, but I needed to vent and this seemed like a safe place.

  
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JANBOYS2011 5/12/2013 12:13AM

    Stupid stuff happens in life, throws us tremendous curve balls and some days we want to just curl up and hide. I get it. But try to find the positive (even on the hardest day...maybe just that person that smiled at a store, or a little kid laughing. I have a lot on my plate as well, but I would sink if I did not find the small things in life to make me smile at least once a day....even if I feel like slapping people the rest of the day ;). emoticon

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Juicing!

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Okay so I finally got my juicer today! I used kale, spinach, carrot, celery, apple and strawberries. Poured it over ice because it is alot better when it is ice cold. Can't even begin to think of all the concoctions I can make with it. Anybody know any good recipes??

I also was on the treadmill today and did 4.5 miles at a 5.5% incline. So I guess today was a better good day. I also eat healthy and I am starting to feel more human.

Okay well time for a shower and off to bed. Goodnight!

  
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DTCATSPARK 4/13/2013 9:08AM

    I am looking to add a juicer as well.. Look forward to it. Good luck w/ yours.

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