Sunday, November 04, 2012
Okay venting here, feeling depression coming and feel it is well earned if it comes but don't want it here. lol
Started out a great day, got up barely able to put my socks on ( that scares me) then able to get my shoes on, allie and I went for med walk. Came home and did a bit then went for another walk, came home put her in her kennel and went back to bed. had a cuddle, oh back rub AHHH and then had shower cos we all went out for breakfast, dad, us, kids, grandkids - was fun. Thomas was good and coloured and sat in his chair, Eva fell asleep then just sat with mama.
Then dd, hubby and I went to the mall cos wanted some stuff at zellers 40% off as they are closing, got shelf liner, pr mitts etc but wasn't there long and wow serious hot flashes, big time. Need to take coat off, lean on wall. stop then look for a bit.
Got home walked dog, dd tried to figure what to do with all the boxes so we can sort better, we didnt' make much headway. I put a load of our laundry in. Then walked the dog. FINALLLY she is tired, I sat with tea and looked at a country magazine. but then started to get so depressed. My ENTIRE house is a shambles. I am not a super tidy person but this is really getting to me. My living room has 2 couches, ( we all know one stinks! LOL) boxes by one wall. recyled papers on my couch so dog can't get at them till recycle day tomorrow.
My hall doesnt have flooring or a fridge, but does have a vanity, the area to put it is full of stuff. still have flooring for hall and bathroom in diing room along with another vainity and toilet oh llighting fixtures, vainity fixtures.... my stairs going up have 4 boxes, dads bulliten board, a board across the base so allie doesnt go up. My dining room table is a mess ( that is normal LOL). welcome to my kitchen with a coffee table in it, so I can't get at my pots and pans, so they are clean onmy counter, there is dirty dishes that need to be done. my water bottles on counter, dads stuff on the coffee table, my crockpot and blender on other counter. NO ROOM.
So come up stairs, my craft room is wicked, cos took everything off one bookcase so we could take it to dads bthroom, and all the stuff I took off is on table , floor wherever. Exercise room has a small table that wasn't there but since I have mums curio table where it was , it has no home... blankets on the chairs in exercise room cos nowhere to put them all. OH our bedroom, well it still has stuff on the floor from when we emptied the trailer, cos I cant find room for it.
OMG there is nowhere except my bathroom that is clean and normal. Even our car, dd van have stuff piled in it. Tomorrow we have to empty the car so we can go get the counter top. once he gets that on, then we can fill the bottom cupboards which will help some too. I want to got the dollar store for cheap peel and stick tiles for under the sink. Dad makes a real mess under there. So maybe tomorrow we can get a bit more done. but really what is bugging me the most is our part as seems as if it has been like this forever then thought yea about 6 months or more.
SIGH so yea a case for blah, poor me, depression etrc. and haven't even started on the pain in my L foot, and pain in R knee and entire R leg a bit. and all that causing my posture to be worse than normal ............
BUT there is always light in all this, - there will be and end, dad hasn't smoked in the house and most days have rained, I MAY get a new couch But seems unlikely, they all say we hear you hourly about the couch ......... told hubby nothing for me for xmas, bday, whatever the house gift can be a couch and chair. I will put this on kijiji and even give dad the $$ but Id on't want it in here. They all aren't listening anymore. oh yea positives... I am not really sick, Allie with attitude is making my fit bit reach high numbers lol
but have to say I am just so tired of it alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh. lol
Saturday, November 03, 2012
Well turns out one cupboard was brown, returned that and got the right one. The other one that was wrong, they didn't have checked the puter ans showed 2 in Hfx store. so off we went. Nope none to be found, we are not happy campers. Anyway dd was at our place when we got home, and we went done and emptied some boxes,allready cupboards are full. we have shut some cos we can't figure where to put it till we have more area. Argh quandry but oh well.
My top of my L foot is so bad again, wondering what is causing it. For sure the dr will say cos we took you off the gabapentin. It isn't really nerve pain, it is severe super super sharp pain on the top of my foot, where toes meet foot and my instep. SUPER Bad, so now what.
Is it cos I haven't been eating well since we started the moving and stuff, not near enough veggies etc. or is it the fact that I have been eating wheat again, or no gabapentin. Well I don't know but do know I can start eating more veggies, get off the wheat, then th eother thing would be the gabapentin. I don't want to have to take that all the time. geesh.
Going to go put some stuff in the dryer. Think I have some new sets of sheets. interesting that the washing soda works so well for that but not the couch. and heres something GROSS
told dh the back of your head the hair is yellowy gross like dads, he hasn't been smoking much around you.... he said nope but bet it is from the lazyboy OMG OMG I was nearly sick, that darn junk is in your hair EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. I so want to get rid of this couch and get something new.
Anywayyyyyy. hugs all goign to go to bed early but not yet it is only 8 pm but will say have to go get the lining for my winter jacket for our next walk. supposed to be near freezing for the next few days. as long as the snow stays away....
Saturday, November 03, 2012
Morning sparkers, think if I put up a it will shine ? Foggy and dull but that's fine, I had a good nights sleep and Allie slept in till 7:40. I was awake just laying there and heard her start to wiggle around in her kennel. So we went for a longish walk and then she had to play for a bit and now at 9 am she is napping lol what a puppy! LOL
Jobs for today, as of yesterday anyway lol clear out where were are eventually making the bathroom on main floor, bring up vanitiy and then take down dads fridge. Son in law will help with that. I emptied 2 boxes of sheets and put in washer, I realized that most wont fit his bed now, but will go through see what are good sets, keep them if the smell stays out of them. Then will cut the others to fit and sew them up. Any sewers out there?? I know how to cut the top sheet, but for fitted bottoms, I only know to put on bed, fit to new mattress and then cut but don't want a center seam...
I finally got a call from my good friend in Musq. ( my old neighbour) she finally called about the dog. So we had a great chat and told her I will email the pics of Allie at thanksgiving. Must do that today.
OH OH down again this week, many thanks to Allie! LOL I have to lose 3.1 lbs in I think 4 more weeks to the challenge.. I can surely do this! I feel as if I can.
okay for now, dad just went out for his coffee, so going down to sort for some food stuff to put in one of his cupboards.
cya have a super day.
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Well sore last night and tired, took morphine hoping the pain would ease enough for me to sleep. HA morohine doesnt' do anything for me, but make me wide awake. Not taking it again. So l slept off and on, but don't feel too bad.
Today hubby has to finish the floor, and empty the trailer, then go get the rest of the stuff out of dads,mostly just odds and ends now. So hoping ds can come help with floor and he and sil with the moving stuff. Lisa has helped so much and not sure what she will do today. I just hope ds can as he has today off but has to work this eve.
So much stuff coming.
Has anyone ever used an oreck machine as we saw one for 300$ that said dog dander, smoke and other stuff...I was going to keep it up here for the couch for now then take it down saying that it is to get the smell out of his stuff. He told dd he had to sneak a puff and was out by the door. He won't want to go out in the cold or wet, so have to see. Will check what Cdn tire has.
Well guess will go tidy my laundry room HAHA has become a catch all and it is small to start with. I want to get some of our laundry done, and some of dads quilts etc. trying to wash and clean with washing soda and such to get more smell out.
Talk later hope all are safe on both coasts. My friends in BC are fine as far as I know. Have only spark friends on the east coast. HUGS to all virtual and none LOL
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Had to make time in our super busy day to drop in to the birthday girl........
then a bit later, her cake was coconut milk with a bit of whipped almond milk. Thomas they made a gf paleo brownie cake. no idea why heres was more a bowl of almost ice cream once she played in it. lol
Okay it is 10:30 and we are both beat, he is watching tv, allie is so happy to not be in her kennel. He played hard with her, then I took her around the block and she literally ran at the end of her leash all the way around the block. Funny girl. now resting, but don't think she would be too happy to get in bed again. lol
Okay bed is calling, well actually maybe a shower first.
Night all hugs
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