Sunday, August 05, 2012
Just a quick note as I was on puter eariler trying to chat and the pain was so severe had to leave. I went up and had asked hubby to come rub my butt and leg, he doesn't like to do it at all. He also hates to have his back rubbed. So I was up there in tears, rubbing the back of my thigh as hard as I could at the angle that I could reach laying down, and then charly horses came in my calf, I am crying and screaming, he comes up and says show me where and how. He rubbed hard on the front of my thigh down towards my knee. OMG almost as good and hard as massage. he pain goes right down my outer calf into my toes that are burning in pain.
I was to the point of going to emerg. but know they will only give me somethingfor the pain anad not fix it. So I took 2 of my 5mg morphine and he rubbed it, got so the nerves were mostly in my foot and toes. so for few mins it is okay. Made some hot tea and now have to go as it is starting up bad again.
I am also going to go back to physio and then after a time I am going to ask my dr for some ativan and then as for acupuncture cos something has to give. also if I show hat I am willing to try that also, perhaps they will lay off the dammmmmm coritsone shots in my back. I so dont want them, 1 from fear, 2 from your body can only have so many 3 cortisone isn't good for your body. So yea I am a huge chicken and dont want them but not just the fear factor.
Also I dont' like being railroaded into doing things that I don't believe are good and healthy for my body just so I can prove that I am not messing with the system and need my long term. Anway this is all I can write. ASlso know I am in pain cos for the first time in over 2 wks I want bread... or cookies or cereal. Haven't wanted it, felt great and am not giving in. Having me tea and book adn bed.
Giving hubby a hug and kiss and hibernating.
Gotta gooooooooooooooo starts with ow, ouoooch, ohhhhhhhhh takes my breath, OMG OMGGGGGG i can't move he pain is all down my leg.
k bye for now hugs sleep well
I will not eat cos of the pain I wont' it wont help