Sunday, July 01, 2012
I deleted everything I wrote cos it makes no diff. I am super depressed and not sure why, I just let my mood fester even though I said oh stop, I actually chose not to. I am totally B!TCHY and thats fine. I even just feel like saying f it all and leave for while. I am down really down don't gt this way often but when I do it isn't pretty. So will be back and don't worry all will be fine. SIGH. and hubby better stay out of my way. Had a rotten time at the bbq, almost drove off and left. Just not fit to be around.
cya probably tomorrow.
11 pm took 2 tylenol for headache, going to go to bed and read. DD came down for bit, we drove to see fireworks but didnt see much. someone around here was doign some which were just as good.
Mood not as down, just blah. Thats okay i will take that over that heavy depression any day. Felt like and acted like mum used to do, but way more often than I. Oh well tomorrow is a nother day and I will wake up without a headache and be in a better mood.
NIght all HUGS