Friday, March 30, 2012
Welll it is dull and cool/cold still. Hoping to see sun later. I have to get ready for my mamo at 10am. I don't mind getting them, just really wonder as you read so much about if they are worth the radiation risks. I got one last year, with mixed results, hence the one again this year. Can't say I am not nervous, I always wonder what the paper they send will say. But have learned that can be wrong, as in 2009 got the paper saying all was well, then 2011 say that has not changed since 2009. So just hoping that it has stayed the same or lessened. I know I still worry but not as bad as before, am eating better so hope that has helped.
Anyway have to go shower ect, wake hubby up as we will drive to hospital rather than me going alone.
Haven't an email from dad today so not sure. Yesterday didn't see one so presumed go get coffee, went and he was out! LOL I got home and way down was an email saying out. lol Today I haven't really time so hope he goes out, we were going to take him for lunch if he wanted to go. Haven't asked him yet.
Okay off I go for now...... cya later
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Okay I am going to say right now - stop the pity party NOW Cindy, you have nothing to be blah about. I am getting that quick depressive cloak again - just within a few secs ago and can feel it coming. I haven't a clue why, other than just blah. I was fine, we had a good day, got some inportant reno stuff done, went out for a bit....... I don't know. But anyway nothing is so bad to get upset about. I have to say I need to tighten the reins some, have eaten well but still the odd thing i don't want to eat has snuck in, can you say in the form of sugar. Oh well still did well.
Now two great reasons why I shouldn't be down!!??? new pics of my grandbabies. gotta share. I was going to go over, but by the time I got dad settled, then home and had breakfast hubby was nearly ready to start. Tomorrow maybe... also she said if Murray will come to play with Thomas then she will cut my hair. I need it badly!
okay on with the picture show! mostly Eva this time..........
mil made that hat and with her tongue stuck out omg
Eva with the same hat as T. and his shirt one geesh lol
Cutie she is so happy, not as sober as T. was
well who knows where he thinks he is going!
at the wildlife park last Sunday
they are my babies and I so love them. I also worry over Thomas but I can only do so much. I am going to ask to take him to story time at the library. Not sure that will be approved of by her as she willf eel he isn't ready.... well it is for ages 12-36 months and if he doesn't like it we can leave. I would like to take him alone. time for her with Eva and time with me and him. will see. I think ds would approve so maybe will suggest it to him first.
Anyway still feeling blah, no idea why, hoping that riding the bike will help when biggest loser is on. Okay going to go say GET SMART Cindy, and then think I will go upstairs and meditate but know that suddenly am going to cry. OH okay I want mum, funny isn't it that when we start to let go we can find a reason for almost evrything.
HUGS guys and have a super night, I will go have a cry, some deep breathing and then be fine!
cya in the morning!
Back to say I am fine, didn't even end up going upstairs, made tea and got my library magazine. was fine after looking at decorating and reading some home based country biz ideas.
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
All right what is up with me............. I really liked the way I felt when I was going to yoga, sometimes 2x wk. I haven't gone since Jan and maybe only 2x. I even saw the yoga teacher/owner at the store and said yes I will be back. I hvae 20 classes pre paid and yet have used 1.
So a few times I said going to yoga. didn't go. Last eve I said to hubby if I am not home when you wake, I will be at yoga. Sure. I have to go take dad his stuff anyway, will go a bit early, then continue on to yoga.
I woke around 7:30 - here come the excuses. oh it is so chilly, stay bundled under the covers. oh I am still tired, stay and sleep more ( I know that makes me more tired), oh man I have to wash my hair!!!! ( had I gotten up then I could have) so I laid there, snoozed, woke and then at after 8 I got up. You have to register by 8:30 be there 15 mins early. So I have to leave by 20 to9. close but can do it. Well here I sit 8:35...... guess who's not caring for herself,back and knees won.
Yes it is snowing and blowing, yes it is cold.......... but still have to take dad his coffee by 10 or he moans that I forgot him. What is up with this. Only thing I can figure is that I haven't gone for so long don't want to feel like a new one in class which is silly. I know I feel better, I know I move better.....
Strange what our minds can convince us of. But insted I will go get him his coffee, come back and do jillian shred with wts, and either suana or shower depending on time. As after 11 I like when he urns tv off and we start renos and any reason will make him stop. oh contine with the sauna ect.
LOL what a convoluted blog. LOL So off to get a good healthy breakfast in, and start my day in a productive and still taking care of me day!
I did do a walk, rode bike 30 mins and helped with renos yesterday. But have to remember that the slow and calm, meditative state of yoga and or slow exercise is good too.
Hope you all have a great day!
So even though I didn't go to yoga, I will still follow through on the above!
Monday, March 26, 2012
That's okay I forget to do my Cats, and have to turn puter back on sometimes.
I had a good day, after the carb fiasco of yesterday. Today on plan, right in line with numbers and walked too. I am going up to watch a show and ride the bike while it is on.
Also have to search for some papers about the trailer. We can find absolutely nothing that says we own it, we have warranty, that we ever bought it! strange cos we have stuff on the last one, the trucks we have had, the last 3 houses we have owned. it has to be somewhere!
But I went through all the papers a while back and filed etc. didn't throw them away for sure.
So that is on for this eve too.
We did a weee bit of reno but thats okay, a start. Also got some other stuff done too.
Thinking depending on the weather, I may go to yoga in the am. I have to go out anyway to get dads stuff. We are thinking he dosent want to drive and wont say. He asked if hubby would go with him to get the oil changed etc. and he said yea, ddad said We will have to wait, argh ( he HATES to wait, as if he is busy or what! LOL) Hubby said no I can drive the truck and then we can come back. Dad said oh, then after a bit said are you coming down this eve, no... oh we can talk about it, Hubby thought we just did. Then dad said is Cindy coming with you when we take the car. AAHA hubby said yea Cindy can drive the car down and we can come back instead of waiting. OH Okay. hmmmmm
Oh well time to get off here and get up and ride.
Hope all had a great time today, did well and stuck to whatever plan they are on.
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