Monday, March 12, 2012
Well let's see............ a busy day but a very unsettling day for me. I am struggling to eat healthy and get enough cals. in. I am not doubting that primal/paleo is good, but also think about vegetarian but know that I am never going to get that far. Recipes that others think is great I think EW I wouldn't want to eat that.... ( thats for you Jude! LOL) But doing the no grain thing has taken away my aches - still some pain but the arthriticy pain is gone.
I have to admit that to me you should eat healthy and a collection of all foods with colourful veggies then fruit and protein and nuts and carbs probably in that order. I also have to say it shouldn't be so hard and yet it is cos we make it that way. Proper portions too.
But, I am not eating the grains but find myself searching for food to just eat sometimes cos am hungry, sometimes bordom which won't change no matter what I eat. But it ends up being either nuts or fruit so fat and sugar........... if I ate a slice of healthy full grain bread and I said A SLICE not 3! would that fill me up. Will I be able to keep my carbs in check, will it make me ache, I just not sure.
I feel like going back to just eating healthy but know I didn't lose on that at all. I also want to eat healthy cos of my breast cancer scare and all my friends issues with cancer and my bowel habits of late make me wonder. Sometimes that bit too much medical knowledge can make you nuts.
wow long blog and nothing figured. I haven't eaten yet this am, cos not hungry and don't know what to have. sick and tired of bacon and eggs, or even just eggs. not craving cereal but........ anywayyyyyyyyy
sunny day, have some stuff to do for dad, write a notice of going month to month in his lease so he can give 1 month notice later, and also get him and us some groceries. Hubby has some odds and ends to do before tackling the renos and wants to get our taxes done today.
OKAY nothing solved but am getting hungry, it is after 11 am. oatmeal and fruit as per usual. Lunch omg eggs bacon.... I don't know! supper I am having the rest of the chilli hubby having left over pork. supper for next day is in oven now.
best go check it!!!
CYA HUGS SPARKERS!!!
Editing to say... cats 5% challenge starts soon. Think I will make a super concentrated effort to do my nutrition in spark to watch portion amts, cals and just what amt of fat, protien and carbs I am taking in. So today weigh, and measure my portions.
Maybe it is as easy as healhty eating in proper portions LOL yea who knew it was just now to do it. as www.fatloser.com says
behavior follows belief and
whatever it takes- is what you do.
okay off to get something to eat, log it and get on with the day. SO much more in life that commiserating, and spending so much time trying to figure this out. EAT healthy and properly!!!NUFF SAID now to do it.
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Hi all, getting late, was really tired earlier - have my 2nd wind now.
Was a good day, but getting frustrated cos want to change things, I should be a decorator or a dec. assistant. lol I started going through my cookbooks, and sheets of recipes. Got some done then wanted to watch a show. Did that and then got side tracked in thinking about stuff.
Me and my thinking! LOL
If I want to continue on this paleo, I have to incorperate more veggies again and less meat. I am having a hard time finding things to eat, and pretty sure my fat/protein/carb ratios are off. I just getting tired of eggs, and a fair bit of bacon. I have gotten back to my reg. veggies. Still doing a smoothie a day or every other day ( was daily and even juiced and got away from that) DD and son inlaw, finished their juice day 10 last eve. and he was wanting tomato soup so that was their first meal lol
Well I have to get myself organized as there are tons of recipes, info etc. for paleo or flexitarian. I will say with no grain I haven't had the aches in my knees or hips. Have had a bit of pain but not aching. I don't miss the bread and stuff as much as just not sure what else to have.
Okay off I go to my paleo/primal pages and read and also email my son. He was supposed to give me a formula to figure what my ratios should be.
hope you all had a great weekend and a good day going into Monday after spring forward!
Saturday, March 10, 2012
I was reading an article in a magazine this morning that really hit home. It was about a women who felt blessed to be able to help her friend in a time when she needed help, she had recurring breast cancer and brain. Well I know it hit home as I have a friend with lung cancer and possible brain cancer, and a friend who hubby has brain cancer. HMMMM
AHA moment!!!! sad to think it has taken me this long and such dire circumstances to make it really hit home. but you know what
LIFE IS TO LIVE and is a great thing. Now I knew that for years, having worked in long term care and sat with many dying residents and my mother. But still I fretted over this and that, ( what a great word rather than worry LOL cos to me there is a diff. fretting vs worry which is more intense). I think I would like this, that and yea wish I was this and that. On this journey it long stopped being about my beautiful skinny sexy self. I don't often have problems with feeling sexy ( unless really bloated lol)- I have wanted to be healthy, fit, toned for a long while but that has been the goal. I now am really going to add happy and more" about ME" in there.
It is a beautiful spring day, chill in the air, but drove down got dad his coffee, and left his car there and walked back, Not really dressed for it, but totally appreciating that I can walk so much better, that far with tolerable pain today! Thankful that I can do that, see all thesights, smell the smells and stop and see dd, and pat the dog and cat and keep on towards home.I am thinking that this coming week will be a bit more going on reno wise, as this week has been pretty slow. But that's okay as hubby has been in planning mode. the next steps after putting up some studs is a mind thing also. He has never had to jackhammer the cement of our house before! eeek but it will work.
Meanwhile I am going to continue with this AHA moment and live my life to the fullest I can. I am going to enjoy myself, my body, my abilities and my family . I will do stuff I want to do, wether hubby wants to or not. I will go a few more places and do diff things. On the days that I can move a bit better I want to keep walking.
I am hoping that March 12 brings the best possible outcome for my friend Tanna and that she truely knows in her heart that I will be there as much as possible and as much as she wants.
HUGS dear spark friends and have a super AHA day too. if the sun isn't shining where you are, then make it shine from within!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHA LIFE!!! I AM SO CONTENT IN THIS MOMENT.
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