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Sun is trying to shine day 2

Friday, February 03, 2012

Good Morning sparkers!!! I hope you are all having a good day or a good nights sleep!
We go pick up our new to us truck today. We certainly got a great deal and now we can take the trailer places and not have to pay nearly 3,000 to keep it in one park all year round. Also can get reno supplies without having to pay to have them delivered. Hubby of course is like a little boy, me not so much. I am more thinking after, we go get truck, then go get dd, and then go to the hardware store. LOL I have gotten more decorating ideas and even garden ideas. I am hoping that since I don't have to factor in the "work" issue and can take my time and pace myself, I may get a garden in here. Our country house had an acre of land and 2/3 was gardens. Here I have yet to do anything cos of my back and knees.
Also got word that insurance will cover my brace 100% - the deductible of $25. no problem so have to go make an apt to get that fitted etc. I hope that helps cos then can start thinking about joining volksmarch group again in spring.
Best go for now as have to get ready to leave.

Oh walked yesterday with hubby and dog didn't go too ffar as wind was wicked and my back is still not up to par to its normal bad self.
so emoticon and can say this is day 2.

talk to you all later. have a great sparkly day!


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    We are starting our seeds in the greenhouse tomorrow.

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SUSIEPH1 2/3/2012 3:13PM

    Have fun with your new truck!!! if Hubby is happy then all is well in this world! LOL!! . hugs Susie emoticon emoticon emoticon

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JOYINKY 2/3/2012 12:44PM

    New truck sounds like a great decision. It will make so many things both easier and more exciting. Enjoy your day! Hugs.

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 2/3/2012 12:28PM

    Way to go on the new truck enjoy, happy trails with the trailer!! Do you know anthing about Little Mushy Lake or Canoe Lake???

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ROCKYCPA 2/3/2012 12:28PM

    Congrats on the new truck and good luck doing your walking.

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CANDOK1260 2/3/2012 10:03AM

    hope you enjoy the new to you truck,

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NEW-CAZ 2/3/2012 8:15AM

    WTG on taking delivery of your new truck.
You sound perky this morning Cinders, have a good one emoticon

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GONEWLIFE 2/3/2012 8:08AM

    Congrats on your new truck !

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Feb 2nd Day 1

Thursday, February 02, 2012

Okay, after a mini major meltdown yesterday and eve, with moods and feelings all over the board, I went to bed sad, dejected and just blah. Hubby came up and said you are going to cry again, don't feel so bad, we were staying here and have great ideas and plans you like doing this stuff and our mortgage isn't up for renewal for 2.5 years anyway. This will work, and you know we will decide in 3-5 years from now... So I said yes and we talked, discussed, cuddled, I cried some more and it so often comes down to I want mum. So yes we are staying and I am not even going to think of looking. We start renos here Monday. Hubby said I said first week of feb. and I want this weekend to have off and monday we will start by moving rest of stuff upstairs to new workout room and then pull some carpet out.
I called the realtor back and she said well it is subject to the sale of a condo in Portland hills which is super $$$$. I did think OH! then said NO don't get excited.. I told her if it went up when we were ready, then I would call her. Of course she wanted to have my info said no, we are not ready to even list. So have onone bothering us and today I will go buy the paint for the kitchen so I feel as if I have a project too.
I am "starting over" again too. One cos my back made me stop the exercise valid but still, even not being able to stretch made it all impossible. My back still catches when I put my socks on but much better now. and two cos I have eaten well still, but last eve for supper we had a can of stew. ew processed and didnt taste anything as good as my homemade. I had a cup of hot choc. too watered down but ew. So back to thinking good about this house, eating clean and not adding extra stress that we don't need.
Meeting dad at the bank ( stress enough!!!) in half hr. He is moving an act so all are at same bank and thinks I have to sign, well probably not but he wants moral support. Mum did all banking stuff, he gets very anxious then gruff.
I wanted to get dd counter and sink in, that is all that is left at her place, hubby said I will do it, but want to start here. I do too but want to know hers is done! oh well that's okay it will be done, sooner than later.
Now off to brush my teeth and get the spinach out of them! LOL
Hope all of you have a good day and don't give yourself added stress.
BTW my smoothie tasted great!
HUGS emoticon for me!!!

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COSMIC_ENERGY 2/2/2012 8:18PM

    Nice that you have a hub that will sit and talk you through a sad spell. It's hard not to feel let down when you saw that house. If it is ment to be, it will happen.

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JOYINKY 2/2/2012 2:26PM

    Decisions can bring great stress relief! Could be the stress is what was aggravating your back; I know it can mine. Glad you are back on track. Be well. Hugs.

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 2/2/2012 12:11PM

    Hugs Cindy, its hard when you are not sure what you want, but it can be harder still when you know what you want and the house won't sell!!
Glad you are more positive

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NEW-CAZ 2/2/2012 8:41AM

    Glad you're feeling more positive Cinders, and don't think of it as starting over........more affirming yourself to taking care of YOU!
Hope your day goes well, we're over to Lilian this arvo. emoticon

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SUSIEPH1 2/2/2012 8:38AM

    Glad all is sorted and you are back on track !!
have fun with the renos !!

Hugs and Love Susie emoticon emoticon emoticon

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Okay again.....

Wednesday, February 01, 2012

Well was just looking around at the houses site and went to the one I want... it has a conditional offer on it, we haven't even put ours up yet. that house has been for sale forever. Guess it wasn't meant to be. but thing is... We are sort of looking for something that we will be content with after dad is gone and not have to move again to our land. This was ideal had the nature I want, the country yet city 5 mins. yes they may not accept the offer but we have to go in pending sale of our house etc. Not even sure if we will go see, but they they may be offering way low and they may be willing to wait. I know there was one other but it needed a lot of work and was bigger than I wanted, priced wherre we can get it and 15 mins from city and water access and water view............ hmmm but no. oh well as I said before my house is fine, just when I want I want. and btw not depressed anymore, well sad but that feeling is pretty well gone.
off to do whatever as have searched that map and nothing there.

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NEW-CAZ 2/2/2012 3:10AM

    Go see it.......if only to rule it out once and for all!
OR it might be just the ticket, if you don't go you'll kick yourself! emoticon

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TEMPEST272002 2/1/2012 10:54PM

    Glad you're feeling better. About the house - so many times I"ve cried about losing out on a house only to realize later that it was a darn good thing. If it's meant to be, it will be. Hugs.

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 2/1/2012 9:14PM

    Still go look at it, you never know if its meant to be it will be!!

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COSMIC_ENERGY 2/1/2012 9:01PM

    Won't know unless you try. Go for what you want.

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    I am glad you are no longer depressed emoticon

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SUSIEPH1 2/1/2012 8:51PM


Have answered you on your message on my page!!..
Love and hugs Susie emoticon

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Wednesday a great day till about 10 mins ago

Wednesday, February 01, 2012

Now I feel gross, I was craving sweet haven't had sweet in 9 days, not a carb other than fruit... so said I turned down bday cake etc. I will have a hot choc and put less choc but still BLECH and YUK and now I am sad. Not just cos I frigged with my streak and my plans but cos I literally feel rotten drinking it.
Also, makes me frustrated that it was stress that did it, Stress that I am placing on myself totally unecessarly. totally I am thinking constantly about that house. We have an apt for us to go see it tomorrow at 1. I want that house and haven't even see inside, what may or maynot need to be done, if it is big enough, if dad will have room, ettc. and a huge 2 if dad wants to go there, and the bank. so why even stress about it. To the point of if we put in an offer and they accept it pending selling ours, then what if they get a diff offer and we sell ours, then we will be in the same predicament that we were with the one in country, now we have to sell and only 2 that we can afford. Then what cos the one we want will have to fit dad and us and have outside access that dad can get in etc.... but why worry about that we haven't even seen this one. I just know it is only 5 mins from outskirts of city ( 5 mins from where we live) and it is like the country, has some wooded, 80 ft of waterfront... a few back streets to walk the dog on, I just want to be there. It is the best of the "woods- our other dream" and being close to dr and kids. I am sure dad won't care but not sure about all the rest. Also we bought the truck today, awesome deal so fine, but here I am at 55 worried cos dad will always have something to say. always negative and always have to defend ourselves. so I drank choc. better than eating carbs, but wow what a sugar rush that wasn't even good.Pick self up, learn not to get hot choc. but was sick of green tea. And had allready gone to my yoga mat, had lit my candles, even had a nap and a cry. Man I can get down so fast and mostly over nothing or something that isn't in my control.
Anyway just blogging.................... so bored, hungry, dont want to do anything that i have on my papers. and just realized I had broke my streak for exercise of 10 mins day when my back was so bad. I could have done upper but then realized nope anyway I moved it hurt.
OKAY pity party over, we took ds out for his 34th bday and had a great visit, and good time. He quit his 2nd job for a diff. one and is pleased and had some other good news too. so was a nice time, ate well not too much and all primal.
of going to go I don't know what, even hubby said what is wrong, are you goign to cry??? haven't been like this in long while. hmmmmmmm maybe sugar did it all along when I used to blame hormones ?
how about a huge collective ah SH!T not even excited about the truck cos knowing dad will be neg. has always taken the happiness out of vehicles and that is dumb cos that is my take on it.
AH SH!T again.
hugs and back to reg. programing and better signal later! LOL

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    Forgive yourself and move on, GF. Don't expect perfection of yourself. You are under a lot of stress. Just take it a a day at a time.

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BOOKWYRMB 2/2/2012 7:28AM

    It could so well have been the sugar all along.

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 2/1/2012 9:08PM

    Hugs Cindy maybe your evening will look up, just like my afternoon did
Hugs and more hugs

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well decisions again

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Okay no idea why it won't work the other way, cos I can open it , my dd can but no matter I will try to this...

now hope that works, and this is only cos we are interested in this one, not sure about anything yet, just wanted you to see.

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SEDGEY 2/1/2012 1:39PM

    Nice view, but the kitchen work triangle is beyond atrocious. If you don't love to cook or can muster a bit of rearranging, it would work. Leave the sink where it is, move the dishwasher where the stove is and put the stove 18" left of the fridge (just leftish of the nuker).

But really ... LOVE the view. :)

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UNICORN212 1/31/2012 10:23PM

    Looks great!

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COSMIC_ENERGY 1/31/2012 6:39PM


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SUSIEPH1 1/31/2012 6:01PM

    That looks so beautiful!! so peaceful and so much space !! .
I love it and plenty of room to park the caravan and the truck!

woo hoo !
hugs Susie emoticon emoticon emoticon

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MISSLISA1973 1/31/2012 5:39PM

    Very pretty!

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NEW-CAZ 1/31/2012 4:47PM

    Yep can view it Cinders and I love it! Fab-u-lous!

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BOOKWYRMB 1/31/2012 4:44PM

    This sounds absolutely fabulous!

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 1/31/2012 4:07PM

    Nice very very nice!!

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