Saturday, August 15, 2009
Thanks for the responses last eve. I know it was a knee jerk reaction to what has happened with mum. I really wont worry till I find out more and if it is indeed cancer if it is fast moving or slower like mums.
So Thurs I started getting a dry throat at work, yesterday tad worse and now this am. that darn uvula is swollen again. I googled it and said that sometimes it is even from dehydration etc. so will get a lot of water and even will gargle with salt water. I want it gone it is very irritating and sore.
Going to brush brush and brush again my doggy! LOL she is nearly dry, and now it is easier to get the undercoat out. She doenst like this after about an hr but man she looks so nice. white is really nice and white.
Also a bit more housework and thats it. so if i plan it right, I can be done by 1 and then rest for a bit. didnt sleep well, went to bed, a tad worried, then sirens big time at 1:30 and then again at 3. not sure what has happened this time. then heard people talking at 4;30 ( path next to our house) so very broken sleep. but hey its a new day, sunny, going to be hot and I will be glad I am here now.
hugs to you all and I am going to get off here cos I have to get stuff done.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Now I know I am overreacting right now but man. DD and I went to dads this eve, and started out with I have to have a CT scan, cos they found a spot on my lung and I am not having radiation, and not going in no da** nursing home. WHOW back up here dad. when did you find this out, whats going on.....
Then i watched dd whos eyes were so filled with fear. and dad who you know has to be scared, afte watching and caring for his wife with lung cancer. Geesh mum only died 2.5 months ago. I cant do this now. but then the caring came over and thought neither can dad, and dd just started a new job adn is finally sounding happy. OMG please not now. My wish is for him to stay healthy enough and well enough to go to dd wedding next aug! I dont know how she would cope.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Well I am back but it is nearly 10pm and I am bushed. had a great visit and supper, everyone liked the lasagna, garlic bread, apple crisp and sil brought a rhubarb dessert. WHEW! but was fun. ds and wife stayed for while then left. everyone else left around 9. then I cleaned up the kitchen came here and now am going to go to bed.
I didnt sleep well as my knee bothered me no matter how I layed down. now both feet are just throbbing, aching. I am not sure whats up with that, feel like my arches are aching. so to bed with my book.
today at work was just welcome, fire safety, occuapational health and safety stuff etc. tomorrow is the philosophy of care etc.
I hope we get our schedules tomorrow or at the latest wed. as I have to let them know if I am available for work at my old place. oh well whatever.
okay gang off I go to bed. feeling better, tired but okay. councellor tomorrow.
I will imagine that will tire me out, usually does and with all that I have to talk aboutwhew........... new baby, new job, quit new job, mum passed, lisa engaged, new job start new job. dad. lol just tired myself out!
hope I have a few days off soon and we are going to leave in the trailer!
my bed calls..... night all
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