Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Oh boy I am going to have to keep myself busy. This is the first of our winter weather, over 12 inches of snow since 8 am. I have been so bored, I read, napped, was on here, ate.... yea not a great day.
NO depression etc. cos kept myself busy looking at magazine pics I have cut out over the years. I had no interest to start the thank you cards for dil from her baby gifts. I have 3 cookbooks out all healthy but no thanks not that either.
I have to get myself into a routine of health.... exercise, drink more water, well did have a ton of hot tea all herbal or green. but not used to not doing something productive have to keep busy. Yes I can do downtime and semi meditation but to not have to go somewhere wow... a long day..........
blogging cos am bored and have nothing else to look at. could finish my scarf I am knitting lol
HUGS I will not eat, I am not hungry so no need to eat. Think I will go upstairs with cup of hot tea....
wish ds and dsil were both not working this eve. at least sil has his winter tires on.
cya tomorrow buddies!!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
"So is your life exhilarating, or just stressful and exhausting? Well, that all depends on how you look atóand handleóboth the small everyday events, and the major life-changing ones. "
This is a paragraph from the Weekly Spark that some of us get in our mailboxes.
That line hit me right in the face. I thought yea it is stressful and exhausting and then at the same time thought, I can let it be exhilarating !
I love moving, I love planning and decorating ect. I want to move. It is just the figuring out what to do. One min I read a reply saying go to your land and I cry and think Yea thats it.... quite a few do what you want to do to be happy. The other hand says enjoy the babies before they are busy and don't want to do Nan stuff. BUT either way it is exhilarating to think, a new change, new surroundings, new chances and choices!!!
So this morning as I walked the dog in the frosty air, I thought I am so thankful that this am my knees are fine, dog isn't limping. The sun is shining and we are sending off the email to see if it is even feasible to go down the mineville road( one I blogged about that I wasn't sure about). I came in and got washed, ready to go to yoga and came on puter.
After reading this, I thought what stops me from making our property ( if we get the mineville road one) a great place to explore it is nearly an acre... I can make a small garden I can have spots to sit, keep trees in areas... make a grassy yard, fenced for dog and veggie garden. Leave some wild. It is all my immagination ( well my body to do it and $$ too but you know).
So whereever I go, whatever happens as long as I am able to move and do what I can now, I will make it my spot on this planet. I have done that everywhere but this house and will do it again.
Now I must get ready to leave for back care yoga. OH yea we were paying bills and all and we figure we have enough for me to take a 2 day seminar on yoga and depression and anxiety!!! Then of course me, says oh no put the $50 on bills. But I am worth it, I know I suffer from both, I know hubby does for sure so go and learn and enjoy.
Life is good, there is always some good and we all can find someone that needs a hug, a smile and is suffering more than we are.
Today I will smile even more, even though I always smile when I look at someone in the store or wherever I am. TOday will be a I LOVE LIFE SMILE!!
HUGS you guys now off to yoga I go.
Sunday, November 20, 2011
- I am thankful for the measure of health that I do have.
- I am thankful for my family, dad, hubby, kids and grandkids and hubbys sisters, brothers and yea his mum too.
- I am thankful that I have a roof over my head, and options for others.
- I am thankful that I can pay our bills and buy groceries.
- I am thankful for being able to walk.
- I am thankful for the ability to change most things even though I don't seem to see that I am able.
-I am so thankful for spark friends that listen, help, reply.
- I am thankful that I have a place that is safe to vent, moan and complain to cheer, smile, laugh and love- that is here.
- I am so thankful that I have done well this eve and not turned to food at all during this rotten mood.
- and I am so thankful that the rotten mood won't stay, the indecision will for while yet but know that whatever happens I am loved.
- thankful that even if we do buy and live somewhere for while, we have the land to fall back to and go to.
HUGS and thanks to all my spark friends... I don't know if you all realize how badly I need you guys and how much I appreciate you all.
Wish I had your phone numbers would call and say You are special to me, you are all unique and needed in my life.
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