Monday, September 12, 2011
Well we are getting ready to pack up and go home a day earlier than planned. I have got to get to a dr and see about my eye. It is better than last night but still red and sore - woke to pain in eye and feels and looks as if there is a film over the red part that I could peel off. hubby says the eyeball looks swollen, so want to get it checked. I am not messing around with my eyes. Slept poorly and so did hubby.
Last night I was so sore, nervous about my eye I went to bed and started crying lol which hurt my eye stung and when I close it tight hurts. He came in and said what are you crying for... led to him laying down rubbing my back which is really sore again, and listening to me go on about how I can't lose wt, stick to anything ect. how my knee, back, hip, foot, now eye are a mess. I am just a mess, failure ect. he said let\s stop this now. I will help you again with weights, upper body so you don't hurt your back. learn so core stuff that we will do to stengthen your belly and back, and ride the bike when you can. STOP eating sugar as to me that is what is bothering you the most. you did gf for 2 months and neither of us saw a diff.
I needed him to listen and react without sarcasm, or malice ( not really the right word but the typical oh you never do what you say ect.) and he did.
So going home and get a dr apt doubt it will be at my clinic but there has to be a walk in somewhere that isn't full.
I am going to stop trying to do everything and do it all perfect. I am going to concentrate on trying hard to eat less processed and less sugar. Hubby is on board this time so that helps. I think his brother losing wt and training for 10 ks is giving hubby a bit of incentive although he would never say so. don't tell him to do something!! he gets really obstinent.
Okay off to pack up the trailer. cya later
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Woke up and felt the same as have been, aches pains and my eye hurt. Got up walked the dog, went back to bed and then got up later with dh. We took dog for walk, then I came on here for bit, then put the recliner outside and feel asleep in my jeans and hoodie. Came in went and layed on the bed and slept till 5. Still feeling tired but more so my eye is really hurting a lot. Got hubby to see if it was redder and he said no but your eyeball itself looks swollen. I have been thinking it was a bug bite as I have that one on my forehead, and one in my eyebrow, but they are nearly gone and this is getting worse. So checked my daily notes and my eye started hurting 10 days ago 6 days after taking the new meds, 2 days after going to 2 pills from one. I have since gone to 3. So googled and yes this can cause a type of eye pressure that would be similar to glaucoma but isnt glaucoma. I just was at the eye dr and all is fine so know iut is the pills or bite. I am going to only take 2 today, as they are usually prescribed as an anti depressant, but also for nerve pain, you can't just go down on them. So 2 today, 2 tomorrow and we may go home tomorrow afternoon instsead of tues am. That way I will get to a duty dr sooner if need be.
So we have had supper, taken dog for another walk and cos there are way too many mosquitos out we are in the trailer. It isn't as cold as yesterday but I just don't feel well and don't want more bugs. There are allready a few mosq. in here with us. LOL sure they will find me.
I will be going to bed shortly and it is only 7:50 but am so sleepy. When I was on the lyrica the same thing happened. I was sleeping all day but nothign happened to my eye, although they did get bug eyed and hubby said I looked strange. So I have never had a reaction to meds, but thinkign that whatever he gives me for this nerve pain, is giving me grief.
Today my R knee is locking up, it isn't as sore as the past 2 days but sure hurts when it locks. My hip area is sore and my eye. I am so sick and tired of hurting.
I figured that today I would just never mind my knee and for thet most part I did as i slept lol
Oh well it will all get figured out but want off this med too. If I didn't know myself better, I would blame my downer on it. but I get up and down easily just not like bi polar symptoms.
So a good cup of tea, and knitting or reading or maybe just BE without using my eyes....
HUGS all and the morning will be better!!!
sleep well or good morning depending where you are!!
Friday, September 09, 2011
I couldn't think of a catchy title. LOL I suppose fantastic friday, yea it was a good day, not great, I haven't gotten all my water in yet, over in cals, but did go to legion with dad and hubby. Wasn't going to till ds said he was meeting us there. We so rarely see him I said well I am going too. Had a good visit with him and a nice time. We are going over there for bit tomorrow, I can visit with Thomas, hubby is putting taps on for them, then we are going to go to the harvest festival and then pack up for trailer. We will go sat. afternoon then back by tues afternoon. Next week we won't be going much as taking care of dd dog, dr apt, and yoga.
Well tomorrow will be a great day, I kind of wanted to stay in town for the fireworks, but as hubby said trailer time is winding down cos of the weather and next week is a bust so let's go. I will enjoy the trailer more than 15 mins of fireworks.
Going to the farmers market tomorrow am, and will bring good stuff to the trailer. Small fridge so only fits so much but we have the market just down the road from trailer. no problem.
Well off for now, going to go read and hopefully fall asleep! hugs
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