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Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Today was a work day but much much slower than my day off yesterday. Gave 2 ladies showers, swept a floor, did a sink of dishes and home by 2. then we went to get groceries and thats it. I do have to take my dad to duty dr at 8:45 and then put drops in his ears. He can barely walk and for him to go to the duty dr he is hurting I think it is gout. anyway.
OH dr called and left me a message - said no problem with mamo, and can go back in one year! he then said that is great news and see you at your next apt. ! so that is great!
Okay gotta go to email and check, dd is sending me house pics she wants to look at. cya HUGS have a super evening I am going to go walk over to one of the houses. cya

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NEW-CAZ 4/13/2011 2:57AM

    emoticon on the good news Cinders, I hope dad is alright!

Hope you slept well emoticon

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JOYINKY 4/12/2011 8:30PM

    Glad you got the "official" good news! I hope they can find something to help your Dad feel better. Have a good evening. Hugs, Joy

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ALEXSGIRL1 4/12/2011 7:02PM

    hope your dad is okay and awesome news from the doc.

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    WTG on the good news!

I hope your dad will be ok.

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Friday home alone for an hr or so!!

Friday, April 08, 2011

Work done, hubby and dad at the legion, and me and doggggiee are home alone. lOL yea I get into all kinds of trouble "home alone". did a load of laundry, and been on here. HA
Well had a good day today, 6 hrs today with my alz. lady as had an extra hr as her daytime lady wasnt able to go so they sent me at 11. so easy day but for some reason I have a very bad tiny pain in my L kneecap. It is only painful about the szie of the end of my thumb but man it hurts, no idea as was fine then just started to pain and didn't bump it ect.
Didn't go get my bld done, as I slept so well and seems sleep is very imp for me lately. I will go monday when I don't have to go as early and can just take a book and read.
Hubby put the wall plug that was near the floor up above my new counter top area today. so now it is done!!! I am so pleased!
Going to go get some supper for myself and feed the dog.
Cya have a great weekend, I have to work but oh well.......

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ALEXSGIRL1 4/8/2011 9:11PM

    hope you knee feels better soon i love to home alone and yes i do come here and it is a good kind of trouble

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JOYINKY 4/8/2011 7:03PM

    Hope the knee gets to feeling better. Otherwise sounds like things are pretty good! Relax tonight and take care of Cindy. Hugs, Joy

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NEW-CAZ 4/8/2011 5:11PM

    Home alone and up to no good HA! LOL.
I like your style. I love it when my DH goes out on a Friday night..the TV remote is mine...alll mine *manic laugh*. He's so possesive of it I never get a look in LOL.

I hope your knee doesn't stop you sleeping tonight hun. emoticon

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COSMIC_ENERGY 4/8/2011 4:48PM

    Sorry about your knee. Have a good evening with the doggie and enjoy that you GET to work this weekend. I remember not so long ago when you were so wanting to get a job again. ((Hugs))

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Tuesday... no witty title LOL

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Well slept well till 5:15 but stayed in bed till 5:45 just trying to see my purple light or white but didn't see any but wasn't anxious just resting.
Told my spark buddy happy birtthday today ( VON_1962) she has a busy day on her birthday but hope she enjoys it.
I have a cancelled client so will get into the office and fill out the paperwork but know they will give it to me off. So get that done.
Home at 12 so far and have to run out all the way across the bridge to take someones stockings off but hey thats okay....... will make 20 $ to do it. sure it isn't going to take that much gas! LOL
My reg dr called last eve, telling me a bit more than the gyn did as he knows me better. I will have a spot comression view done and hopefully thats it. the area is the same breast as he thought but is near the nipple not where he thought. so who knows. I felt around and feel mothing but I don't know much about breast cancer truthfully . I did feel a cooworkers breast who had a definite lump and yea does feel like a hard pea . so just wait and think positive.
I will be worried enough then to bother worrying now!LOL
okay today off to help shower someone, then do it again to someone else and have a great chat with the 2nd one she is so funny. then home as my sweet lady has dr apt. have a list of to do stuff love it. and tomorrow am off and we are going to get the supplies for my counter top so when it comes dh ony has that part to do!!!!
Have a super day all and I am going to have a great day too!!! HUGS still eating super healthy and 15 mins on bike this am and 4.5 km cya

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TWO-TOO-MUCH 3/23/2011 8:41AM

    Cindy, I somehow missed what you've been dealing with medically, and I'm sorry for that. I'm thinking good thoughts for you--I'm sure everything will work out fine, and luckily, it sounds like you have a wonderful doctor. I'll be looking for updates for now on. Take care!

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COSMIC_ENERGY 3/22/2011 10:10PM

    Well glad your reg doc called. Rare in this day and time. Peace and Love no matter what. You are a gorgeous child of the Universe here on planet earth for a reason. emoticon

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JOYINKY 3/22/2011 1:55PM

    Love your determinations to have a great day! That works! Glad your Dr. took the time to call and hoping this all turns out well for you. Just take one day at a time. Hugs, Joy

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NEW-CAZ 3/22/2011 7:42AM

    I think it's wonderful your doc is so supportive and told you a little more of what to expect.
It's natural you're going to worry Cinders- I'd be worried if you we'ren't concerned but praying and hoping all will be well for you.
Have a great day babes and I'm proud of you keeping up with the bike and you're taking care of you. WTG
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What a difference a day can make........ or a phone call.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Yesterday such a great day. Today was too, had a good morning, all went well with dad and his ears, I have to go down in the am and pm to put drops in for 5 says but oh well.
then........ around 5 or so the phone rings and it is the gyn. number. I haven't seen him in while, he said I didnt hae to go to him anymore. When I had my mamo I still have him so put him and my family dr. Well his secretary says dr m. wants to speak to you. OMG OMG has to be the mamo. And yea it is there is a very small area of low degree of suspicion, nothing to worry about, ( yea famous words on a friday eve with the weekend off!) but they are sending me to the cancer clinic for another mamo that is deeper. OMG I am so terrified. Now I am telling myself I have to wait 2 wks to get that done, it can't be too bothered or would be faster than that. and my mamo was 2 wks ago. anway........ hard for a worrier not to worry but am going to try hard.
So some positive thoughts, reinforcments and prayers are needed. I have to think positive which is hard for me, and also have to think about my family.
PLEASE those of you on FB please dont post anything, I havent even told my kids or dad yet. Murray was the one that took the call and I would have told him anyway. So ............... have been doing what I would do, what else is there to do. I called my old country neighbour who called to day while I was at work. she had bad news, her aunt died, and they may have to put one of their dogs down the one with alz. so we can commiserate together but she didnt answer.
Oh well I am going to go do dishes and just keep on going. I am going to tell my boss at work so that when I want time off for the mamo ect scheduling dont give me a hard time.
WHEW!! anyway going to put the pic of us from st Paddys day on.
talk to you all later. HUGS

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HISARTIST 3/23/2011 12:20PM

    Been there too, but with a self-exam, and of course, the office was closed so there was no getting in touch with the doc until the following Monday. Hang in there. My thoughts and prayers are with you, and try not to worry!

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DAISY-HIBANA 3/23/2011 11:38AM

    Praying for your peace of mind as well as your health.
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DEFIANTVEGAN 3/23/2011 11:12AM

    Sorry to hear what you are going through my prayers and best wishes go out to you.

Be strong and God Bless.

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COSMIC_ENERGY 3/21/2011 8:38PM

    Where the heck have I been?? Spark must have dropped my notices again! I am sending you pure white healing light to help purify each cell and atom of your body! You can get through this - Love ya girl! emoticon emoticon

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ROSIE777 3/21/2011 1:24PM

    I will keep you in my prayers my sweet friend & sending you lots of emoticon
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CHATTIEGIRL 3/20/2011 7:30PM


I too am waiting for test to be final as I have leukemia but the blood test are going nuts with nothing to do with the CLL.
I go back on April 28th and it might mean another session of chemo. I have had 4 so far in different years. Not looking foward to it but I put it in the Lords hands and what may come about is up to him. I am on Spark to make my body strong and healthy so if I have to face anything my body can handle it. I am not over weight just older and want to be strong. My prays are with you and you can talk to me any time. God bless you dear.


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REJ7777 3/20/2011 2:28PM

    Praying for you. emoticon

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WHISPERING-PINE 3/20/2011 9:03AM

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ELSEEBEE 3/19/2011 3:57PM

    I was diagnosed with cancer 3 years ago (not breast though) so your blog tugs at my heart strings. I know how scared you are right now and dealing with drs., hospitals, etc. is very frustrating. To them it's a business matter to schedule, to you it's your life. Some things I learned along my journey...
*Don't be afraid to ask for help.
*Keep a journal where you can express all your feelings. I often got up in the middle of the night to write down all my anger, frustrations, etc.
*Do your homework. Learn all you can and write lists of questions to ask the doctors, nurses, etc you have to deal with.
* SPEAK UP! This was probably my most valuable lesson. In the middle of one particularly grueling diagnostic test, I stopped the nurse from proceeding and just cried (to heck with that "stiff upper lip"crap!) I also learned to tell technicians BEFORE they put me in certain diagnostic machines what I needed to be comfortable. (One PET scan they actually piped Christmas music in for me to sing along with!)
* MOST IMPORTANT- DON"T ASSUME THE WORST! You are only being checked further for something that may not be cancer at all.
* Stay positive. Take good care of yourself. You are a Sparker, so we know how comforting food can be when we're stressed. But a healthy diet and exercise are two of the biggest enemies of cancer. Keep on Sparkin'! Send me a PM if I can help you in any way.
Here's a link to an essay that my cancer doctors have on their website. Even though you don't know yet if you have cancer, this essay may help you. It's called "The Gift of Cancer" and it helped me more than anything else I read.


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SLENDERELLA61 3/19/2011 2:32PM

    I've also been through mammo scare and sure hope yours turns out like mine. I didn't think I was worried, but the relief was so deep and emotional when it turned out to be nothing that I knew I had been fooling myself.

Try not to worry, but accept that it is okay and natural to worry. You are smart to get your mammo done and do the follow up. Very wise. Do what you can do. Try not to worry. Take care.

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TWOTIMESS 3/19/2011 2:12PM

You will be fine. Stop worrying (yeah, right!) - mammograms are inconclusive and a sonar scan and/or fine needle biopsy will tell if it's a solid mass or a cyst. Chances are very good that it's a cyst. I'm happy to see that your medical care is good and even if there is a problem, it will be early stages and absolutely curable. Been there, done that, I survived twice. Be positive!

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CRAZYGAGRANNY 3/19/2011 2:03PM

    Hi, Cindy,
I wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I do know how hard it is for us not to worry, so try not to worry as much as usual. During this time try to turn your attention on your lovely family and ,hold fast to your faith my friend.
I pray everything will turn out good for you.

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NSMOOMAA 3/19/2011 1:39PM

    Sending hugs and prayers to you!! I am here if you need me...Take care emoticon

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GATOR12 3/19/2011 1:09PM

    Sending prayers and positive that's your way. If you have to, you can do this. I successfully fought breast cancer and alto it is hard it is doable. But don't blow it out of proportion. It's probably nothing!! But I know I would be worrying. Try to put it in God's Hands. He is able to care for you and wants to.

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RFTALLENT 3/19/2011 11:56AM

    I once had the same scare. It turned out to be a shadow that was caused by the machine. I will be praying for a positive outcome for you, as well.

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TRAVELNISTA 3/19/2011 11:15AM

    Stay strong and keep the faith. Sending emoticon and emoticon

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LUCKIEST24 3/19/2011 11:06AM

    Sending lots of calming, healthy, loving vibes your way. I'm sorry you have to go through must be scary. But, with all the loving and positive thoughts and prayers coming your way, I have to believe that all will be well!!!!

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PAMNANGEL 3/19/2011 10:51AM

    I'm not a doctor, but I play one with my pets. (That didn't sound right.) here's my presription for worry. Take a deep breath, hold it. Let it out slooowly. Repeat as needed.

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KATVHALE 3/19/2011 10:30AM

    Try not to worry.... (easier said than done) Take one day at a time and be as normal as possible... You are in God's hands and He will see you through anything! You are His child after all!

I will be praying for you.

God Bless You!


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WENDYSPARKS 3/19/2011 10:27AM

    Sending prayers for you.


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MEADSBAY 3/19/2011 10:23AM

    Hang in there, Honeybuns!

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SHAKENBAKE 3/19/2011 10:05AM

    Thinking of strong, stay positive. God is in control and we must trust in him. He will take care of you. Big hugs, Wanda emoticon

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CHRYS13 3/19/2011 10:00AM

    Sending positive thoughts and prayers...and wrapping you in emoticon

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RHONDA_11 3/19/2011 9:54AM

    I am saying a prayer for you. I had this happen to me in January and had to have an ultrasound. It turned out to be nothing and I am hoping the same for you. emoticon

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DEE107 3/19/2011 9:09AM

    adding you to my list and pray its nothing , I was told something didnt look right and found it it was from weight loss.. another time they found a pea size spot on the mammo, had to redo it and still there , when they did the ultra sound it was gone , the nurse couldnt find it and the doctor came in and he apology because he had to do it ,, found nothing wrong sister the same thing but with her it was just syst not cancer ..praying the same for you nothing serious ..God bless you

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JANEDOE12345 3/19/2011 9:05AM

    The doctors have to check every little thing that they suspect but more often than we know, nothing comes of it. Keep a positive frame of mind and just wait and see.

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SUZYMOBILE 3/19/2011 8:38AM

    Sending prayers and positive thoughts your way. It's so infuriating when anyone tells you, for any reason, not to worry about something REALLY worrisome right before a weekend! Another SparkFriend had a similar scare earlier this year, and she ended up so relieved. Chances are the same will happen for you!

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HEALTHY148 3/19/2011 8:29AM

    I'm sending you love, thoughts, prayers and positive energy! Can you feel it?! :)
You have great doctors who are just 'double checking' your results. Hang in there, this too shall pass!

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DEBBIEDAY 3/19/2011 8:24AM

    As others have said, most 'suspicious spots are not a problem -still hugs and prayers being said!

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LKWQUILTER 3/19/2011 8:05AM

    Prayers and positive thoughts and vibes going your way. Yes it can be something but again, it may be nothing. ((HUGS))

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GTANYA 3/19/2011 7:51AM

    Positive thoughts are being sent to you in big buckets. Hang in there and keep thinking those positive thoughts - Better that they are thorough and make sure all is well!!!!!!

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JOYINKY 3/19/2011 7:48AM

    Cindy, I know how scary this is and you have to have it checked out. But, there are a large # of false positive mammograms. They are not foolproof. I've had 3 biopsy's and all were negative. Since yours is so small, I'm hoping you will find that true too. Regardless, if it's something; it should be highly treatable. Lots of success in that area these days. Focus on the positive. Be well. Joy

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    Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way... Trust that all will be well and it will be so...

Take care.

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JOY1918 3/19/2011 7:17AM

    Remember, he said "small area, low suspicion". I understand your fear. It could be nothing, or it could be something....when most cancers are caught early, they are curable. Try to think for the best possible outcome. Hugs and prayers. emoticon

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ANNEMAC5 3/19/2011 6:42AM

    Caz highlighted your blog, hope all goes well. I know we all fear the worst but that is the reason we have scans and smears. They do err on the side of caution and it is best getting any concern checked out properly then dealt with. emoticon

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ANIMALMAGIC 3/19/2011 4:45AM

  My love and prayers are with you sweetheart

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-POOKIE- 3/19/2011 4:43AM

    While I haven't experienced this myself, I have had a couple of friends have to have things checked, and apprently another great thing with being a woman is our breasts are good at making totally harmless suspicious looking things.... I hope this is the case for you.

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NEW-CAZ 3/19/2011 4:10AM

    Cinders the same thing happened to me and I was fine. They were just checking their results; erring on the side of caution.
But I remember the fear and the invasive thoughts that keep popping into my brain.
Hang in there hun, we're all here for you emoticon emoticon

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So glad it is Saturday! day 50!!!

Saturday, February 19, 2011

well I wish I could say it was 50 days that were all very good, or even all good but at least the majority I did at least 2 of my 3 goals. But have to say food is still the worst and hardest.
Last night my R knee started to Hurt not ache, not pain it is hurt. Feels out of place nad just hurts. anyway went to bed, and read, slept poorly, and woke and put on the brace. NO exercise today as we have to get groceries ect. and that is hard enough on my knee so will class that as my ex. till I see, maybe later will do something. I will say they haven't ached as much but the pain is not any better infact sometimes worse. Oh well going to have to get a change of mood right quick. it is raining and dull and my mood is matching it and I just want this to be a good prductive day and feel good in my skin, and home. I hate clutter and there are my library books around, flyers glaore, get rid of them all but grocery as I have $$ to buy extra.
So not much more new, just want to get my day on the way. so far good breakfast and lament to my spark friends lol and some email to go check. then off puter, and on my way to a really good day. Pain or no pain ther eare so many inmuch worse shape than myself!!
HUGS and have a super day!!!

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COSMIC_ENERGY 2/19/2011 2:48PM

    Lovely spring weather here, but blustery. I have sinus or alleries so may just nap. Figured out how to use the bluetooth in my new car--so that's cool. Rest--sometimes you gotta take that as success if your body calls for it.

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JOYINKY 2/19/2011 9:57AM

    Make some time just for you today Cindy and have a great weekend!

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NEW-CAZ 2/19/2011 6:49AM

    Have a good weekend Cinders. Sorry I've been missing your blogs, didn't get notification of them, how strange emoticon

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