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LOl started this then shut it lol monday eve.

Monday, November 18, 2013

Had a good day today, but just read something from an email that resonated really loudly with me.

The wise man in the storm prays God,
not for safety from danger,
but for deliverance from fear.
It is the storm within which endangers him,
not the storm without.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

FEAR and UNCERTAINTY are 2 of my biggest problems, worry and what if are right there too.
I knew this was all going to knock me for a loop, but not as much as it did. I am still concerned about the fibro clinic, but not the reasons most people are. I don't mind walking in and having to meet new people, or any of that stuff, it doesn't make me nervous. Now what will is being judged and wondering what the leaders of it all think of me, not the other co fibro people. I also know that going to the lawyer is going to bother me, cos my memory is really not great, and I cant even remmber short or long term and get confused when and what year. but I need the money, am entitled to it and the insurance companies often think you will buckle. But the fact that I don't even remember getting EI 2 years ago, not at all scares me. man I don't remember things. Even my remembering did I walk, etc. and hhubby will say I see you limping, frowning, ouch ing.. i know you are. I think that is case of getting used to the pain.

anyway...... back to the FEAR... I have to stop letting it get such a hold and worry too or am going to drive myself crazy... I want live in our trailer not the mental hospital. Nothing wrong with going there, or even adimitting yourself ( one of my sil did) hubby hasn't had to go there but has gone to the local mental health office for many years. I have no problem with this just don't want to drive myself totally bonkers. lol

and this evening when I seem to be so hungry...

and as the busy week progresses..

So here's to an early morning tomorrow, and new things to learn, people to meet. 2 bus rides on time I hope LOl Wed. fibro then home and then dr apointment. Should be some tired by then 2 days in row, and bus then over to dr. Thurs so far nothing, and then friday fibro till 12:15 and lawyer at 1. eeeek. I will need a nap to rejuvinate! I sure hope this doesn't make my pain escalate to unbearable. sigh
for now going to go read and then walk the dog, bed early 6:30 will come early tmorrow, but knowing me I wont sleep well as will keep watching the clock even with the alarm set.

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GRLTAZ 11/19/2013 3:23PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon Hang in there girl. Each day, hr , or minute is a new beginning and can be a bright as you make it. Your mind is stronger than you think. TC

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 11/19/2013 7:34AM

    All the best for today Cindy, I know you will be more than fine, maybe sore and tired but everyone will like you

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NEW-CAZ 11/19/2013 2:23AM

    Totally agree with MORTICIAADDAMS Cinders, you'll be fine emoticon

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MORTICIAADDAMS 11/18/2013 7:57PM

    I love the Emerson quote.

The leaders of the fibro clinic are most likely medical people who genuinely want to help people like you. You should not fear them. Be yourself. I know they will like you. Their goal is to help you.

The forgetfulness could be part of your disease process. Tell the truth if you don't remember. It might help your case.

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GINILEE4 11/18/2013 6:38PM

    I understand fear and what others might think of me. You are doing so well with all this. The week IS full when you are used to mellow and slow. I know that riding the bus is nerve racking as we have no car and I rely on them to get everywhere, but you will manage because you are capable of this. Regarding getting used to the pain, I think I agree with your DH. There are worse days but even when you are in pain now, you just accept and expect it. Take things one at a time. Tomorrow just get up and go to Fibro. Getting over the initial process is hardest and I really believe this is going to help you learn the best and alternate ways to cope. Blessings my friend and have a wonderful day tomorrow full of the new and exciting future.


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LILYDOG11 11/18/2013 6:37PM

    Having to fight for what your entitled to when sick isn't right let the atty be the Bull Dog for you. I know the attys down here are 'reasonable' on their fees it's dictated by law for the government disability. Prayers are going your way. You're doing the right thing you don't want to lose out bc of some time period that isn't met (atty) should know the rules. Have a Blessed night.

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Awww hubby remembered happy 39th anniversary of our first date!

Saturday, November 16, 2013

This pictue is a year old. but only one I have that is good of us both.

Funny, I was on line and thought hubby was still asleep. I got an email....First Date..

Dear Cindy

Happy 39th Anniversary of our first date. Would you like to go out for a Hot Chocolate this afternoon in celebration? I love you !!!

Your loving hubby,


He never forgets and the past few years I never remember. He mentioned it the other day and did I rmemeber LOL NOPE so making room in my day for a small tim hortons hot chocolate today!

Have to go pick up dd at the farmers market and go to the veggie store too. I am still having a few freaky moments, not sure why this is bothering me so much, a friend said you know you never take care of you, make yourself a priority, now you have to defend you... Perhaps she is right.
Anyway off we go for a great sat/

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QUEEN-EYDIE 11/20/2013 6:56PM

    great photo! Your husband is a gem!

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MOTHER-NATURE 11/16/2013 8:53PM

    emoticon Cindy and Murray .. I love the picture of you guys !!

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SUEPERWOMAN 11/16/2013 8:01PM


happy anniversary to your both!~

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LILYDOG11 11/16/2013 6:47PM

    Very neat he can remember the exact first date !! Fabulous !!

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FIRECRACKER61 11/16/2013 5:56PM

    Awe! You got a special guy there! Hope your day was fabulous and that it adds to your memories together! emoticon

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 11/16/2013 5:44PM

    what a great hubby

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FENWAYGIRL18 11/16/2013 5:35PM

    Awwww my hubby is the same way we're blessed to have found such great men! I hope you enjoyed your mini date emoticon

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MORTICIAADDAMS 11/16/2013 4:31PM

    My hubby and I met on June 5. Like your hubby, he remembers a lot of anniversaries of things that happened in our lives.

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PIXIE-LICIOUS 11/16/2013 3:56PM

    How sweet that he remembered that anniversary! emoticon

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TRIKERBON 11/16/2013 2:40PM

    Happy first date anniversary fellow Cheeseheads! emoticon emoticon

Enjoy your day!

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TRESSWANN 11/16/2013 2:14PM

    Very sweet. Enjoy!

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EVWINGS 11/16/2013 12:53PM

    What a thoughtful hubby you have! Mine always remembers ours to - it is the same as D-Day! lol Enjoy your day.

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111BUTTERFLY111 11/16/2013 12:45PM

    emoticon and many more!!

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MARITIMER3 11/16/2013 12:30PM

    That's so sweet!

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NEW-CAZ 11/16/2013 12:09PM

    awwwwwwwww it must love emoticon emoticon emoticon

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YAYAYaaaaaa candy is gone!!!

Thursday, October 31, 2013

We had enough trick or treaters that the candy is gone. yes hubby and I did get into it, but thats okay, I just wanted it all gone for tomorrow. Thomas and Eva were over, OMG cute, he got out of the car said OH HI A NANA!!!! then up the stairs and quietly trick or treat! then Eva came but was not sure. They then went around the house and knocked on dads door. Thomas says HI GRAMPA DUTCH lol which dad loves. Eva was shy but when I said where is grampa dutch she said RIGHT THERE! and pointed at him. They had fun and only went to a few in their neighbourhood and to us and Auntie lisa and Uncle Mike. Granted these are 2 kis that dont get candy at all, unless grampa bob gives it to them. So was fun. I made sure there were chips as that is Thomas' fav.

Our first trick or treater was Allie and she knows lots of treats. She also let us know when anyone was at the door, great watch dog! LOL Dd got her the costume lol wide retriever LOL

here is dil

then some of ds and the kids

Eva after the fact with papas eyepatch

So needless to say they are probably amazed at the haul, they only had small bag which is fine. The fun and learning is what is great for them. So cute!

Well one more walk with allie and off to bed for me. I have had more sugar this eve than in 2 wks. which is good and be interesting to see if I hurt worse in the morning. But it is gone and tomorrow is MOVEmber!!! 2 months to my 57th birthday, Dec 31st.
I have some goals that aren't hard to reach if I continue to say DO IT. phsiyo 2x day with 1 day off. that with all our allie walk OH and back to no sugar, and limited gluten or grains.
Gotta scoot someone is calling me..... night all

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 11/1/2013 4:40PM

    sounds like a great night

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CHRISTASP 11/1/2013 4:19AM

    Very nice pics. Allie is a very beautiful dog.

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NEW-CAZ 11/1/2013 3:22AM

    We only had one group of three kids visiting last night, I gave them a mini Twix bar each.........nothing else in the house LOL

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PIXIE-LICIOUS 10/31/2013 10:32PM

    What a relief to have the candy gone, eh? Now on to the next holiday to challenge us!

Love the pictures!

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MORTICIAADDAMS 10/31/2013 10:17PM

    I loved the pictures. Everyone was so cute, including Allie!! Makes me nostalgic for the Halloweens I had with my son.

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MCFITZ2 10/31/2013 8:50PM

    I had a piece of dark chocolate that I was treated with at the library. We did good.
Love the pirate costumes. emoticon

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Happy 2nd birthday Eva!

Monday, October 28, 2013

Happy Birthday to my sweet grandaughter Eva she is 2 today.

Then she got her big present that will be part of her xmas one too as wasn't cheap but such a HIT. she loves to play kitchen.... so granted the pics aren't so great aand she is doing her CHEEESE face but she was so happy. A bit of a problem sharing with big brother after.

Then a bit of a sharing issue, and Eva said IN A MINUTE, then a few mins went by Thomas said EVA YOUR MIN IS UP. well it wasn't according to her. so after some hittin by both, and thomas crying as he got hit in the mouth, he went and asked papa could he do a educat game. lol
match the shapes and colours and numbers.

and will share my wreath attempt. No money to buy anything so used strips of muslin and wooden nickels painted orange and sharpie maker faces. Good enough and they can be taken off and xmas things on as they are pins on the back.

not the best light but at least it is a pic. of what has kept me out of the kitchen.. lol
now miss allie has been at me while doing this so better scoot out for our last walk.
HUGS and have a great sleep. day for Susie and a few!

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MORTICIAADDAMS 10/29/2013 4:59PM

    She is so cute!! Just like grandma! Love her outfit!! The kitchen is wonderful. I had one as a little girl and loved it!! You have to love a little girl who can dish it out. The wreath was really cute!

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2BEHEALTHY2014 10/29/2013 10:08AM

    What a cutie!

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NEW-CAZ 10/29/2013 3:14AM

    Happy Birthday Eva! emoticon emoticon

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FLAGLINDA 10/29/2013 12:19AM

    Oh my gosh Eva is adorable and so is Thomas! My grandkids love their kitchen! I love your wreath too. So cute!
Happy Birthday Eva! emoticon

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GRANPATTIE 10/28/2013 11:07PM

    Good idea for the wreath. And little Eva is just simply beautiful. What a joy for you.

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PIXIE-LICIOUS 10/28/2013 9:43PM

    I love your wreath!

Happy birthday to Eva! emoticon

By the way, I would love to have a pink kitchen, lol.

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FITWITHIN 10/28/2013 7:52PM

    Too cute! Happy Birthday Eva! emoticon emoticon

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Fibromyalgia information

Thursday, October 17, 2013

Interesting article I found while browsing this eve. I have a few spark friends with fibro and this is a good read. I know my naturopath said the gf, and candida for sure.
also info on left side bar too.

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SUSIEPH1 10/18/2013 5:08PM

    Thanks Cindy .. Have read something similar to this ages ago .. It describes my symptoms .. I feel much better when I eat clean .. No sugar , fresh fruit and vegetables and mostly raw as nature intended .. I have been eating this way for several years now,and although I still get symptoms now and then I am mostly pain free ..
Thanks for posting dear friend .. Love Susie emoticon emoticon emoticon

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FENWAYGIRL18 10/18/2013 12:27AM

    Thank you so much for posting this, I read a alittle but I'm in a brain fog right now and will really be able to take it in tomorrow.
Hope you enjoy your day! emoticon

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MORTICIAADDAMS 10/17/2013 9:04PM

    Really interesting. It would be nice if they would find out what causes this.

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