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Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Well mixed emotions today. I hate confrontation of any kind. I back down, give in, hate hate to argue and only do so with hubby if it is something I really believe. Well guess I better believe in myself and my self worth.
Long term called today, saying they were sending me a letter, which will explain stuff. I asked a lot of questions,called her back and asked more. Seems if I don't agree with what they say, which is my funding stops sept, and I am able to do certain jobs, then I can appeal administratively ( myself ) or medically ( dr and me). I also have to get all my dr stuff since April as that is the last they have. I said well have fallen, have fibro, my thumbs are worse, xray said mid back is bad, so she said get the documentation and send it in. Has to be done by Nov 9. I have a dr apt for end of Oct. so hoping I can beg beg to get in eariler. But I am going to write a letter to him, asking him for all the stuff and such and an apt and a ltter saying why I think I can't do what they are asking. I am hoping that when he reads it he will tell her to get me an apointment. SOOOOOOOOO
Since that phone call I have had a heavy feeling in my belly and super anxious and stressed. Jumpy etc. Hubby says we can get a lawyer that only gets paid if you win. I am having more balance issues, tripping over my own feet, etc.
Anyway it is nearly midnight wanted to watch extreme wt loss as like chris powell, and fell asleep 10 mins before it was over. lol Now am awake and will have to read to get to sleep. I hope I sleep better, as waking with hot and cold and knee pain.
Oh well I can walk, talk, eat, drink take care of myself so am still thankful. I have to figure what to do. Hubby, and most friends say Diff than a few days ago when they said it is OVER sept. and we were trying to figure what to do financially. Anyway......... life goes on, it isn't life ending, and will work out somehow. It could be 100% worse. I still have all my family, my health as it is and love. I also have a lot of great spark friends that will keep me sane! HUGS and hope you all sleep well and for my other side of the world had a good sleep and a great day.
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MORTICIAADDAMS 8/28/2013 4:25PM

    It sounds like they are wiling to reconsider if you supply them with proof that you can't work. I would definitely send them what they want. It may be enough to change their minds.

If you end up having to work to satisfy them do you have to take the jobs they suggested? Maybe you could find something to do that you normally do and can usually handle. Could you work part time? It would at least be easier than a full time job.

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 8/28/2013 9:39AM

    hugs and definately appeal

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SUSIEPH1 8/28/2013 5:06AM

    I think you should ring the office manager and explain what it happening .. She will get you a earlier appointment to see your doctor ..
The sooner you see him and get this sorted the better.
You certainly don't need this added stress .. Hugs and love. Susie emoticon emoticon

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SIMPLELIFE4REAL 8/28/2013 4:16AM

    That's a lot of stress to be under which is hard on the body. I'm sorry you have to be going through that.
Hugs,
Kay

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FENWAYGIRL18 8/28/2013 12:10AM

    If I were you'd I'd not only write to the doctor to try and get in early, but give the office manager a call of his office they are usually the ones that can make exceptions I know I use to work at a doctors office and if someone really needed to get in she'd come see the medical assistant and make it happen. Doctors are usually in the dark it's the medical assistants and office managers that can make things happen TRY THE OFFICE MANAGER SHE HAS MORE PULL!
Good luck! emoticon

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Monday

Monday, August 26, 2013

Well along with the weather, my body is def. telling me I did too much. My back ironically is only a tad sore, but behind my R knee, L foot, R ankle and OH my thumbs... Weather is changing along with helpiing hubby outside yesterday and a bit today. Really hurting today. Wish there was a way for long term to see this and not think yea right, but oh well it is what it is.
Long term, or the other guy didnt call today. Plenty of time as we aren't planning to go to trailer till sept 3rd. Then only for few days as then home when dad leaves then work on his area.
Just heard that sil that lost all that wt, and works at the gym, has found out she has arthritis in her knee, foot and ankle and she allready knew it was in her thumbs. Said ha not related by blood but the same pain same places other than my back.
Well not a lot to sayjust dropping in to say hi and that I am around. Tomorrow go to said sil for supper as mil, and other sil are coming over from PEI. They are only staying till thurs and wed will be busy so this is the only time we will see them. Fine other than hubby told dad we would eat with him tomorrow eve, after I said should be this eve as bet dar. will want us over for supper. OH well he can go tell dad that we can't eat home.

Okay off to check a few things then going to go rest for a bit then get up again, as find if I go to bed too early I just hurt earlier and wake up around 3 or 4.
Hope all are well and doing their best. HUGS

sil just called... brother and wife are coming too and can come on wed. so it has been changed. so supper with dad tomorrow and I have time to make my gf bread etc. rain tomorrow so an inside working day.

  
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SUSIEPH1 8/27/2013 5:52AM

    Hope you feel better soon Cindy .. I know form experience how much you hurt .. Hugs my friend .. Susie emoticon emoticon

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NEW-CAZ 8/27/2013 2:37AM

    I hope you're feeling better this morning Cinders have a great day emoticon

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MORTICIAADDAMS 8/26/2013 9:22PM

    Seems like everyone i encounter these days has lots of physical problems. Not sure if it's our age or just the times. Women work way too hard these days.

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SIMPLELIFE4REAL 8/26/2013 8:06PM

    I hope you get to feeling better.

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CRAFTSFAN1 8/26/2013 7:30PM

    HEALTHY4ME, changes in weather sometimes means changes on pains. I hope that your pain diminishes and you have longer and better resting time. Have a wonderful day.

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 8/26/2013 7:25PM

    hope you had a good day and the pain was less

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Allie Pictures

Friday, August 23, 2013

A good spark friend that has been gone for while, wanted to see pics of ALlie. I had told her to go look and then realized that they are in blogs. Easier for me to do it this way than to go find the blogs. So here is Allie from when we got her till now....

CJ enjoy our new baby...


Allie at 9 wks she is the one closest to the tv. Her sister Zuri my dd adpoted.


This should have been first, this is son in law with Allie before we got her.



again right when we got her



Thanksgiving. her birthday is Aug 3 our thanksgiving in in oct.



after her spay


5 months



These 2 were in Jan 2013




Allies birthday she is 1. August 3rd.

So yes we sure do miss marlo she was a great dog, but allie has helped heal us and has sure got me out walking!




My baby marlo!

  
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SIMPLELIFE4REAL 8/26/2013 4:22AM

    cute dog!

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JOYINKY 8/25/2013 8:35PM

    She's beautiful!

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PCOH051610 8/25/2013 5:29PM

    Marlo was previous but I'm so glad you got another dog! Allie is so cute!

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MORTICIAADDAMS 8/24/2013 10:29PM

    Marlo was really cute and so is Allie. I'm so glad you got her!!

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SUSIEPH1 8/23/2013 7:51PM

    Hi Cindy .
emoticon emoticon emoticon Lovely photos .. Allie is such a sweetie .. So sorry you lost Marlo .. I am sure she is at Rainbow Bridge .
Love Susie

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KALISWALKER 8/23/2013 3:11PM

    What a good looking dog!

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CJROMB 8/23/2013 2:16PM

    oh, my! She's totally CUTE! I love the one with her little paws forward, from right after you got her. I totally get that you'd still miss Marlo. I loved her and never even met her! But I also love that you kept your heart open and gave another sweet puppy a home. No doubt it's a very lucky puppy.

Thanx for writing this and posting these pics for me!!!

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LOSTLIME 8/23/2013 12:01PM

    Both your dogs are cute! I know what it feels like to lose a dog. A year ago we lost our
cockapoo Ace. He was a great dog. We then got a chihuahua-shih tzu mix. He is a yr old. He is so different from Ace but I love him. We never forget Ace. We have a shadow box with his picture,a piece of hair, his winter coat and collar. Enjoy your dog.
But never forget Marlo.

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NEW-CAZ 8/23/2013 10:06AM

    No dog could replace Marlo but Allie is just as adorable! emoticon

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 8/23/2013 8:56AM

    Its amazing how much she has grown in a year, she is so cute, Marlo was beautiful and so very friendly and sociable. I can see how you miss her so much


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Friday Morning

Friday, August 23, 2013

What a great way to start the day, not often I get this and am so thankful. This morning I don't hurt anywhere. Been up for an hr, have walked allie and so far great, awesome. Last night for some reason I slept great. I turned out the light at 12. Remember saying hi to hubby at around 1 and don't remember anything else till 6:58 and then 7:01 as Allie said good morning.Usually my night is punctuated with me waking to move, or my knees hurting or lately my R hand going numb, yes hand not just fingers. But last night awwww sleep lol

This has been one of the better weeks up here, The weather was great with a warm breeze when it was cool and shade when it got hot. Sat out with next door at the fire, walked the dog, we discussed what to do with finances with a few diff. scenarios.

In the long run we are back to where we were with the cottage and smaller truck/trailer combo. Hubby has been playing with the idea of trading the car for truck, and offereing to city folk for a fee, to haul their recyclable ( ie, oils, old paint etc. ) to the depot as for all of this city there is only one place for stuff that you cant garbage. other than paint it can go to the recycle depot. also to perhaps do courier runs and small picups of someone needed something, not moving a household but if you get something off kijiji and need someone to get it. Will see, I am not sure he will do it but we need the truck anyway so will see.

I am back to good eating since Wed. not totally there but way better. Feeling better too although haven't gotten all the sugar and grain and yea I even had an ice cream, so haven't gotten it all out. But know that when I get home it will be as will be shopping for only what we need for health. Fine as have done it before and can do it again. Right now having a bowl of mixed fresh berries.

Well will go check my emails, and get that sorted, then off this goes, and by then hubby will be up and we will eat. He got all the outside stuff packed away last night as it was to rain this am. and yea it is lol So just the clothes, laundry and fridge to do and off we go. We take our time doing so but will be glad to be home.

Have to do a good check on dad as dd said he felt dizzy on wed. when he was out, but she stayed and did his cleaning and he was okay. Told her to call us or him to and we would come home. Could have been a bug as day 1 here I was not great but it left overnight. Well off I go to get my day started. Home, laundry, groceries and a talk with dad about his rent, and such if I don't get my long term which is 99.9 % likely.

HUGS and for once I can sy I am doing well!! I am thankful that I an think positive even when I don't feel great at least a little bit and know that when I feel this good it is a blessing, no matter how long it stays! LOL

editing to say darn... after writing this I got up to move around and yea the pain is back around my butt and thighs, for the past 2 day have had extreme pain where my legs attach to my body and a bit in my butt. Strange but is like the muscle is pulled to go down or up the stairs is wicked, the 3 to get into the trailer were OUCH so can't imagine the 2 levels at home. Perhaps it will work it out going up and down LOL
cya

See you later!

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 8/24/2013 10:27PM

    Totally loved to see you feeling so well. It made my day!

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 8/23/2013 9:09AM

    sounds like a good time at the trailer, safe travels driving home

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Monday Morning

Monday, August 19, 2013

Morning sparkers!
Hope you all had a great weekend. We did for sure. Ds and his family came up on Sunday to visit and play. Play we did, Thomas doesn't stop and Eva not far behind. She is quieter but still busy. At least she will sit in the rocks and move them around and be happy for bit, HE is go go go all total BOY lol other than too many people ahead of us for the wagon ride and trying to explain we will go but the next turn he was happy. Tears then but thats okay he was fine after and enjoyed the wagon ride. lol
Today my dear friend Tanna is coming to visit. She came last time we were down too, I hope that all is well with her She is the one with the 2 cancer problems adn for some reason hubby feels as if her lung cancer is back again. I hope not it was gone, did come back and now she is on some medication to help it stay away.... still smoking though.
My toes are cold lol guess need some shoes on or turn the heat on. It wasn't as damp this am, but now is getting cooler in here. Outside is probably okay as not much breeze and next door is sitting out with t shirt. I have the heat on 68 and hasn't come on...
I am back to ensuring my inflammation markers stay down. A spark friend well 2 but one now doesn't consider me a friend,, emoticon, ( said I am non supportive but I certainly didn't mean anything in that way ), has made me realize this is a life long journey. Thanks to SIMPLELIFE4ME making me see that we have to take care of ourselves all the time. I know it and such but, do we all do it ? nope ....But after being off plan and even eating a few reg. cookies yesterday and last night having stomach cramps, burping and aches in my joints, it has only proved and shown me that I need to eat my greens and veggies more and get away from the sugar and gluten.
Back to the drawing board, luckily I haven't been too far away too long LOL
So going to have a good healthy day, have written a heartfelt apology to my dear sparkfriend, who I certainly didn't mean to hurt and hope that she reads the mail.
As for my other spark friends, HUGS and lots of love on this day. Do your best, I will do mine no matter what it entails. We can only expect what we can do, but we at least have to try.
HUGS

  
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COSMIC_ENERGY 8/19/2013 11:00PM

    It might not be about you, but that person speaking through their own needs and pain. You are a supportive person, but someone still engaging in destructive behaviors when their health is involved, don't love themselves enough to support their own well being.

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SIMPLELIFE4REAL 8/19/2013 8:25PM

    That's great that you had so much fun with your grandchildren. I bet it's wonderful to get to spend time with them.

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SUSIEPH1 8/19/2013 5:23PM

    Hi Cindy ! I love that your Grandies are having so much fun ..
I agree with other comments that your friend that had or has the cancer should not smoke .. This is not a good thing to be doing .. She needs to help herself ..
As for your other friend , perhaps she is needing help too ..she may have had a bad day.. There is always a answer, but sometimes it is difficult to understand .
Just go,on being the sweet lovely lass that we all love xx
Have you been tested for a gluten problem ? It may well be that you are allergic to glutens.
Send love and big hugs.Susie emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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OJ_2_OK 8/19/2013 4:13PM

    Sounds like that spark friend might not have been a true friend to begin with... and do they read your blogs? You're always encouraging and motivating. Any ways, friends stick with each other and support each other through it all. I'm happy to have you as one of mine.

As for being off the band wagon, I've been off too, probably since the wedding. I've gained five lbs and decided last week to get back on track. I wasn't totally successful last week but consider it a success that I recognized that I needed to get back to it. :)

Its a journey though. There will never be an end until we're dead...and I'd rather be in the place that I am at now then not having a chance to continue working on it.

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NEW-CAZ 8/19/2013 9:48AM

    THose two littleuns are the apple of your eye Cinders and rightly so, growing so fast!!!
Glad you had some fun with them and i hope your friend is okay- quitting smoking would help don't you think!!

What can I say, none of us are angels, I had some cheesecake last night from the freezer (running it down ready for the move...yeah starting early LOL) and as much as I enjoyed it I ended up throwing the remaining portion away- really isn't good for a body emoticon

Have a good week babe emoticon

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ANJAYS-JOURNEY 8/19/2013 8:58AM

    Wow Cyndi Thomas is such a little boy busy busy busy, sounds like you love trailer life, hopefully we will be able to visit before end of season

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MORTICIAADDAMS 8/19/2013 8:52AM

    I think it would be ideal to have both a boy and a girl like you had and one of your children has. It's the best of all worlds. They say that boys are a handful when they are young and girls when they are older. I don't know. My son was always happy and energetic like Thomas. He was never any problem. We found that we could give Ian some containers and sand of water and he would be occupied for long periods of time.

I sure hope your friend is okay. She really needs to quit smoking.

Most of us eat off plan occasionally. Even doctors don't expect 100% compliance. It's not that easy. We cheat, we suffer, we learn. I'm trying to clean up my diet more. I have gotten really sloppy.

It is supposed to get hot here again this week and stay that way a way. Summer is back!!

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