Monday, March 03, 2014
Once again I have been away from Spark for far too long.
I gave up... For a long time
I have to be honest with myself. I will die prematurely if I don't sort my crap out & get healthy.
Reasons why I hate being morbidly obese:
1, The name...it sounds discusting.
2, Being unable to rest my arms properly at my sides due to the excess weight on my upper arms.
3, Having constant back pain.
4, Constantly being out of breath.
5, Water retention in my ankles.
6, Stretch marks
7, Being disappointed every time I go clothes shopping.
8, Being stared & shouted at like I have no feelings.
9, Not having a defined neck, cheekbones or collar bones.
10, Hating what I see in the mirror
11, Having no self esteem.
Reasons to get healthy:
1, To reduce my PCOS so I can conceive
2, To feel pretty
3, To be able to run
4, To wear nice clothes & not have to shop in specialist shops
5, To gain control over my emotional eating
To be continued....