After having a virus and then having been admitted to hospital after having a triple seizure one after another, came back home the next day after just one night in hospital to have my darling husband collapse with a fatal heart attack barely 2 days later. I am at the moment in total shock and still to some degree in disbelief it has actually happened, but I only have to look around my lounge and see all the condolence/sympathy cards to know it's true. My husband was cremated the day after what would have been his 59 birthday. We had so much to look forward to. My world has collapsed.
In due course I shall be back and eating like I should be, but at the moment am eating only to satisfy my dear friends and doctor who are concerned about my own health.
Never take life for granted live each day and hour to the fullest.
Its a start. Weight is not coming off so quickly now so I shall have to be patient. One pound each week I know would be 52 pounds in a year!
Wishing all Spark folk a good week - at least I wont be eating any chocolate today being Easter - first time ever in my life
Oh dear, being treated to a birthday weekend away in a hotel is not good for ones diet but hey ho, its once a year and therefore the 3 pounds I have gained will have to be lost again.
Its very frustrating because I am just itching to get below a certain weight and it is so eluding me. Perhaps I should just forget about it and therefore it will be attainable.
So this week will have to be a good week.
I must say though that even staying in a hotel and having ALL sorts to choose from for breakfast I was very very very good and never once had croissant for breakfast even though its my ultimate favourite breakfast. I did really well. So I shall give myself a little pat on the back for being good.
But I did manage to get into the swimming pool there, that was a miracle, even if I did not do a proper workout it was something different and was making my muscles work. Perhaps thats why the back hurts today!
Its nice to go away but you cannot beat your own bed...sheer bliss last night with zzzZZZZ.