Wednesday, June 11, 2014
It has been over a year now since my world was torn in two. Time to start moving forward. Baby steps to start with. I am going to try to start eating healthy again in a structured manner, not just eating from the fridge door.
I still have all my health problems, they wont go away, but having put back on most if not all of the weight I lost 3 years ago there is no one here if I fall or collapse, only me, myself and I (pinching a term a friend uses). My darling husband was so proud of me losing the weight I did and feel that I need to do it all again not just for me, but for him too. And I quite like wearing trousers, albeit palazzo because of my lymph. legs. - I know someone who will snort at that as I said I would never wear trousers until I was a size ...whatever.
It is not going to be easy, I am under no illusions, there is no one here now to say "well done, you are doing well and looking good, and a slap on the back ..."
So Day 1 tomorrow.