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All or nothing' attitude!

Friday, April 26, 2013

When I go for all I usually end up with nothing! So why do I do that? Why not just keep at it with my own speed and move toward getting somewhere closer to my goal?
If I can't have it all I don't want any of it! That is not true, for I am striving to be better and I am not perfect so when I give up I am wanting to be the opposite of perfection which I think it is also being perfect, perfectly wrong and harmful to my self. (If you can't make some thing - then destroy some thing) So I need to let my self correct mistakes by accepting them and then correct them!
Sorry this is self talk, it might not make sense to any of you who cares to read it.


Who are my 'diet saboteurs'?

Thursday, March 21, 2013

I only have one, and he is lurking every where. He is at the parties that I go to; he watches TV with me; he is there in restaurants and he is there when I pass a bakery shop. The bloody guy is ME!
I been trying to make friends with him, he is not that bad, and I getting to like him. I signed him up with the 'SparkCoach' to educate him about food, exercises and friendship. He is sticking with it pretty good. I think I keep him as a friend!
emoticon Every day is a gift!


Time goes on. . .

Monday, March 18, 2013

Getting close to move. After 35 years we are moving, just a couple of days and we will be in our new house and hopefully our new home. I am getting my self under control, now that I finished packing and ready to go I need to deal with that I need to make a new home again.
Well they say! You need changes! I can do with out it, this time, but here I come.
I need to deal with that we have raised our family in this home and now it is all gone . . . What is next???
Every day is a gift! Learn from it!


What is my ideal weight?

Saturday, January 26, 2013

Who knows. I thought it was around 70 kg. I was only there for just one day once and it felt good because I reached it. But rally I don't remember anything so differently good than at 75 kg that I am now. Never les I been trying to loose 5 kg for the last 6 month and I not getting closer that 73 kg at the best of times.
Trying to loose 5 kg keeps me exercising and eating healthy foods and it works for me to keep me on track so I think I will keep my goal as 70 kg for my ideal weight not because it is but because it works for me.
So 70 kg is my big white whale, 'Moby Dick'.


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GYORGYB 3/13/2013 11:13AM

    Hay! I feel the same way today as I was a few month ago. I am happy with my weight between 70 and 75 kg. I am constantly trying to reach 70 kg but it very seldom that I get close to it (73 kg).
My goal is steel 70 kg for it keeps me on my toes and it makes me happy when I get close to it. I am able to do most of the things that I try, like skiing, running, canoeing and playing table tennis regularly. I hope it will go on for a while?!

Every day is a gift!

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Moving on. . .

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

I am getting used to keeping our house neat and tidy for I am hopping that we able to find some nice people to buy it soon. I am hopping that it will be some young family with children buy it for it has a nice back yard for playing and just living in it.
Instead of worrying about selling our home I feel a little sad and melancholy. Some how feeling sad and melancholy does not feel so stressful! I am wondering if this feelings are easier to live with than with living with stress and worries??? I thing it part of me this feeling so I except them (I don't think I have a choice emoticon .)
So moving on . . .

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THEEXERCISER 1/22/2013 1:08PM

    good luck!

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