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Size 14!

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

This is absolutely amazing. I now can buy a size 14 skirt with confidence! I am so proud of myself! (used to be an 18 or 20!) Already got rid of my size 40 jeans, and wearing a 36 which is starting to get loose. 173 pounds, and 8 more to go to get to my healthy goal of 165.

Of course I know once I hit 165, I have to reset that goal to 145 which is my ultimate goal to ideal weight. But as they say, cross that bridge when you come to it.

But there is something about that magic size 14 number. It puts you solidly in the normal rack category, without having to search for that elusive rack that carries the big sizes. It still looks big to me when I look in the mirror though. I want to say that I am thrilled with that princess twirl, but as my waist and hips are the same size (albeit a smaller one) I still feel like a bowling ball with a head and boobs.... except now there happens to be a separation between boobs and tummy so things ARE hanging better.

I noticed something else weird the other day. I put my hands on my hips and found out I HAVE hips! What a concept!

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    Thanks everyone! emoticon
I had to go buy a couple more size 14 pants, just to prove I could... and some more shoes as my feet aren't taking up as much space as they used to either!

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NHES220 6/25/2013 9:05PM

    Way to go! Great job!

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FLAMENM 6/25/2013 8:43PM

    14 has such a wonderful ring to it!

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MISSB8604 6/25/2013 7:06PM

    Nicely done!

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LADYBIRD82 6/25/2013 3:27PM

    Great job, keep up the good work. welcome to the world of buying clothes with options. emoticon

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MCFITZ2 6/25/2013 3:11PM

    Very very happy for you. emoticon

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GR8TAWK 6/25/2013 2:45PM

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RITZY78 6/25/2013 2:05PM

    Congrats!! WOOHOO! Good for you! Keep up the good work!! emoticon

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MISS_VIV 6/25/2013 1:54PM

    Congratulations on the 14................You are doing a great job.
What a milestone.... hips..... emoticon emoticon

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DIANAOR1 6/25/2013 1:43PM

    Good for you emoticon emoticon

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Taking care of ALL of me

Monday, May 06, 2013

Jan 1, 2012. Weight 198
May 6, 2013. Weight 175!

Wow. That makes 23 pounds lost in 16 months + 1 week. (and before my hysterectomy, January 2007, I was about 224. Granted about 5 of that came off with the uterine fibroids, but still! So say, 219-175 = 44 pounds gone that AIN'T NEVER COMING BACK, SISTERS!

So what about the rest of me?? Once upon a time, I was very consistent with working out, cardio and strength, and very active. What happened? Accidents happened first of all, doing a certain amount of havoc to my muscles and spine. I did a lot of chiropractic and physical therapy, and got as repaired as I was going to get, it seemed. Kept up the chiro for a while until I noticed I was feeling WORSE with each treatment. Cue the Arthritis monster.

For some reason (i blame the chiropractic trauma), I was developing early onset osteo-arthritis. I was right around age 48 at this point. I still tried to do as much gym work as possible though and stay fairly active, though weight was starting to creep up.

Cue cute new husband, with an incurable sweet tooth! Hello blubber Mamma. Hubby was actually also very trim and active, but for some reason we gave ourselves permission to eat... (cue psycho slashing music) CANDY. We also tried a gluten free diet, which consists mainly of highly starched menu items in place of healthy whole grains. Oh dear. what a mistake. And I'm a good cook. We both gained an inordinate amount of weight between 2002 and 2007. We were still pretty active, with hiking and schlepping around the world being favorite activities. But each year, the pictures got more and more disturbing.

So with the hysterectomy, I determined to regain control of the rest of me. But then my family and my body decided to throw some wrenches into the works. First problem, arthritis was getting monumentally worse, to the point where I was unable to walk more than one or two blocks. The rheumatologist told me there was nothing that could be done, and to take my Percocet and be happy. Gee thanks. Fortunately a few years ago I found a Pain Medicine doctor that had a different solution that literally took me from shopping for wheelchairs to being able to walk and function more or less normally again! Yay.

Second problem. I have a disabled son that bounces in and out of our house. Because of the nature of his severe issues, this invariably caused massive stress for hubby and me. Can't really go into it more than that though. (well I could, but it's not a pretty story) But this also sort of explains where I disappeared to for a while. That, and the next problem.

Third problem, the Latex Allergy that I'd had for 30 years turned anaphylactic, which means it decides to try and kill me on a fairly regular basis. (like at least a couple times a week or more!) Literally. If it weren't for an amazing allergist, I probably wouldn't be here now. But fighting that unfortunately means lots of steroids, both daily and as emergency interventions. Also, Epi pens, Prednisone, and more really fun stuff (not). All of which have the lovely side effect of making you gain weight and spiking up your blood sugar. So when I say I lost 23 pounds, that's really more like losing 30 or 40 pounds, cause I keep having to fight off the side effects. And, in order to remove one of the causes of ER visits, the Allergist banned me from the Gym. Yah, lots o latex in there folks.

Fourth problem. Latex Allergy has a fun little complication called Latex-Fruit Syndrome. This means your body starts looking at fruits, vegetables and other things as if they were actually latex, and dutifully throws you into anaphylaxis for those too! So now I am allergic to all the foods I eat most often, which of course encompasses most of the diet foods I love, like lettuce and celery. I am now allergic to more than 30 foods that I could eat fine 18 months ago. And to be clear, I'm not talking inconvenient rashes or sniffles, I'm talking life threatening, throat closing stuff.

So now what? I've learned to substitute cabbage salads for lettuce salads, cauliflower for potatoes, and other such substitutions or resigned myself to the fact that I will never be able to enjoy favorites like cantaloup or even lemon water again. We adapt. We're mighty humans, that's what we do.

The allergy medicines gave me Diabetes, literally, and so I was ordered to start working with a nutritionist, who has also been an amazing addition to my new medical team! She put me on Metformin and helps me navigate my ever narrowing available food chart.

And I am reassessing the Pain problem again, with a new clinic that actually treats the patient like they are intelligent or something ridiculous! Love these people! (and they don't use latex-THANK YOU!) They focus on the whole person and the whole body's response to pain. I'm hopeful.

And...cue Drumroll...... I am buying stuff to outfit myself with a latex-free home gym! I found an elliptical machine that seems to have all plastic and metal parts! I may actually be able to use this!!! Everything, and I do mean everything, else has latex and rubber on it, whether on the treads, the handles, the elastic bands.... wow. And, I am so sensitive to airborne latex, that just taking a walk is like seeing if I can survive a run through a whirlpool of swirling knives. If I'm lucky, I can survive an early walk before people start blowing up balloons all around me, but life doesn't always let me do that.

And I bought a new scale. Our old one was getting mighty finicky and random. So I bought one that does the body fat water muscle and bone measurements... Still not sure what it all means or whether it's really that relevant, but it tickles the geeky part of me anyway.

So there we go, Spark Friends. I'm getting used to buying Large, instead of Extra Large, and my new 36" jeans are starting to get loose... I'm actually considering getting a 34"!!! (wow, scary) I gave all my 40" shorts to my hubby, who is down from a 44" and also doing well. And my energy and optimism are way up. Life is good.

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    Thanks! emoticon

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NHES220 5/6/2013 9:43PM

    Go you! Great job. You can do this! You are overcoming a lot of obstacles to get there and you are getting it done!

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Where's my X?

Tuesday, April 02, 2013

Just bought something that did not have an X in front of the size! And it fits!!! I also got a pair of 36 waist SLIM FIT Jeans and they fit!! I am amazed that my body is starting to look more like the mental picture I have of myself, instead of the unrecognizable whale that used to stare back at me.

I found a picture of myself from a trip to England in 2006 that blew me away. GAAAAACKKK!!!! Who IS that person????

Here's picture from last month: Sorry, don't have a photo standing up at the moment. (with a blind hubby, I have to corral someone else into taking it for me) But you can at least see a remarkable difference.

Hooray me!

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JEWITCH 4/15/2013 3:36PM

    emoticon on the weight loss. Getting rid of the X on clothing size a a fantastic milestone to reach. Keep up the great work. Brightest blessings and warm hugs.

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CHERIJ16 4/2/2013 4:33PM

    It sure is a great feeling to get into a smaller size! I am able to wear a couple of tops that I didn't use before because they were too tight. emoticon

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NHES220 4/2/2013 3:19PM

    What a great feeling! Congratulations on your success and keep it going!

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    THANK YOU!!! I feel Awesome today! emoticon

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MISS_VIV 4/2/2013 2:33PM

    You are totally awesome. So good to see you here. Don't be shy, come back often and share your remarkable journey.

Much love

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CREEKLADY1 4/2/2013 2:24PM

  Congrats on the weight loss and emoticon emoticon

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From 197 - 12/31/2011 to 179 - 3-13-13

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Wow. Have I really lost 18 pounds in 14 months?? YES! I just realized my BMI has finally dropped out of Obese and into the Overweight category. That is pretty amazing right there.

It's been a really tough year, one I haven't wanted to talk about very much. Family illness and my own illness leaving me pretty drained and without energy much of the time. Been in and out of emergency rooms on both counts way too many times. But somewhere in there I kept working. Things went back and forth for a while, and I would cheer at the losses and feel discouraged at the gains.

One snafu that actually worked in my favor, a new medicine (Alvesco steroid inhaler) I had to take suddenly jumped my A1c from a 6 to a 9, and my BG from around 120-145 to 385! The result was that I got put on a diabetes medication, Metformin, which leveled the BG's and A1c back to a manageable level. Also got assigned a personal nutritionist who helped me correct some of my errors in diet theory. A1c is now at a 7, so not all the way back, but better. The inhaler still kicks my BG up though. I told my allergist about the continuing issue and his response was "Well don't take it before your testing your blood sugars." ROFL. This is basically like the old joke: Doctor it hurts when I do this! (Doctor) Well don't do that!
Actually he is a great allergist and has literally saved my life.

I am very perplexed though, as to why my waistline hasn't changed size according to the measuring tape. My belt certainly shows progress, going from hole number 2 to hole number 4, and my size 40 jeans are way too big, even the 38's are getting baggy on me. Shrug. That muffin top belly just refuses to budge much.

Anyway, still here, still plugging away, and though my body doesn't tolerate much in the way of traditional exercise, I try to stay active in one way or the other.

Carry On and Keep Working At It!

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    Thanks Viv. Good to be back emoticon

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MISS_VIV 3/13/2013 6:47PM

    Hi, the battle has begun again. I am glad to hear that you are among us again. It has been a tough year for a lot of people. You are NEVER ALONE. We are here for you... Just keep doing all that you can to stay healthy and positive.

Love ya

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Monday, January 02, 2012

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ANNESYLVIA 1/5/2012 1:52PM

    Thanks for sharing...wondering how it will end? emoticon

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ONENEL 1/3/2012 7:00AM

    emoticon Thanks with all the help from Spark Friends- this is possible.

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SHASTA11 1/2/2012 1:04PM

    My dear friend you are a survivor and with God's help you will reach your potential. You will recover what you can and you won't beat yourself up about what you can't. Yes, it will be hard, but God didn't say "here I give you an easy life". Remember the serenity prayer - God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And Wisdom to know the difference.

I'm here for you and know you will get to a better place.

Hugs, Joan emoticon

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MISS_VIV 1/2/2012 12:51PM

    Thanks, I am so glad to see that you have the determination and strength to face the future and make your way to a healthy lifestyle.


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