Monday, May 21, 2012
Ouch! For years I've complained about weight struggles. I've yoyo dieted most of my life. Today, I lamented once again that I need someone to hold me accountable as I do a lousy job of it on my own or in print. My doctor is no help. He needs to lose a few pounds, too, and always tells me my weight is o.k. After telling my DH that I think I need to find a skinny doctor so perhaps he or she would 'bug' me about my weight, his reply floored me. For the first time ever he told me I should lose weight. He's concerned that I could have a heart attack if I don't get it under control. In the past he's always told me I looked good no matter what my weight. So, I know he is concerned. I'm not even all that close to my highest weight at this point, but for whatever reason today was the day for him to finally say something about me needing to lose this girth. I'm not sure how I feel about it. I wonder how I will feel if he actually says more in the days, weeks, months and years to come. I hope I can take his criticism as the encouragement I know he intends. Still, somewhere inside I am cringing and sad. I have let him down and caused him worry. I will be interested to see if this is what I've needed or if I balk and rebel. I must pay attention and see how it goes. Have a great week everyone!
Monday, May 14, 2012
Mother's Day was not what I had hoped it to be. Yet, we did get to spend part of the day with our daughter's family. Our oldest grandson broke his arm - clean break through both bones of his left forearm, Friday night. He may yet need surgery, but the ortho doc is trying just setting it for a couple of weeks while watching it closely. That little boy, age 9, is an amazing little athlete. Tae Kwon Do is is specialty and he was doing a back flip board break from high atop a pyramid practicing for a competition this next weekend. Needless, to say he will be on the sidelines. My daughter and I have been concerned about how hard he pushes himself in these things. Her fear has been that he would be injured when over tired. So, after many times through perfectly he wanted to do one more run through Friday night pretty late and down he went when he over rotated. He had been invited to compete in an international tournament in Korea this summer - quite an honor. I suspect he will be back at it when he can, but will be laid up for at least the next three months. .. Korea is out of the picture for this year. I kind of admire his drive at such a young age. I loved tennis and enjoyed running for many years, but I was never driven the way he is. It is hard to watch and pray for good outcomes and protection from any permanent harm. At least his head and spine were safe this time. For that we are most thankful. Now I see my role as cheerleader as he heals and it also gives us a chance to focus on his younger brother who also competes in tae kwon do. He will compete Saturday and be the little star of the family for the first time. As I reflect on this reality it reminds me that everything does happen for a reason. I am thrilled that Rocky can be the star for the summer. It will do a lot for his self confidence. I want to think more about this as I know there is an important lesson in this for me, too. I just want to be the best mom, wife, grandma I can be to all of my family. Some days that is harder than others. Sometimes the answers are easy. Sometimes they are hard. Today I binged on a lot of unhealthy things. That was the wrong way to go, but never-the-less it is what happened. Calorie wise I met my daily amount by noon. Now, I probably should have something healthy this evening, but I would prefer to skip more calories at this point. The nutrition for today is terrible - some left over Easter jellybeans, 2 single serve bags of potato chips, coffee, cheerios and milk, pistachios. Not a good day. Tomorrow will be better!
Thursday, April 12, 2012
After reading a health article in SP about 10 reasons why we overeat, I thought of one not specifically mentioned - habit. I started eating an after school snack as a young child. Whether it was when I got home or on those days I stopped at the store on my walk home to buy a small candy bar - mostly Look or Charleston Chew at the time - the result was the same --- often empty calories that I really wasn't hungry for. If it was at home, my mom, who loved to bake and made sure my brothers and I always had fresh cookies awaiting us, insisted we have a snack to tide us over until supper an hour or two later. As an adult I never really thought about changing this habit...until now. I do try to choose healthier options, but often I also end up binging on something not so healthy. I'm not really hungry. I'm simply continuing a habit that was probably not really necessary as a child and helped me to be a pretty overweight kid. My weight has been up and down through the years, but I know that when my weight won't budge despite exercise, healthy meals and lots of water...I need only look to my late afternoon snack habit. For me it is not as simple as substituting something healthy for something unhealthy because once I start munching I often have a hard time stopping. I do find that drinking a big glass of water, taking a walk, doing some chores, or phoning someone can give me time to refocus and make better choices. However, I have been unsuccessful through the years in actually breaking this bad habit. But, that doesn't stop me from continuing the challenge to beat this one. Time will tell.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
After hearing that paper filters filter out two compounds from coffee that can increase cholesterol, I researched further and found that tidbit to be true. So, I'm going to cut out the Starbuck's lattes for awhile and use paper filters in my pot rather than using my espresso maker for awhile - unless I can make the filter small enough to work with that, too. I'll be interested to see if it is helpful. Now I wonder if my doctor will mention that when I visit next week. Seems the docs often are not aware of some of the simple steps that we can take before resorting to popping pills. We'll see!
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