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A-Z Getting to Know Me - Borrowed from another Sparkie

Sunday, September 25, 2011


A. Age - 36

B. Bed size - Cal. King

C. Chore you dislike - Picking up dog poop

D. Dogs - 2, both Lab mixes

E. Essential start to your day - Coffee

F. Favorite color - purple

G. Gold or silver - Silver

H. Height - 5'10"

I. Instruments you play(ed) - Flute

J. Job title - Planning Technician

K. Kids - 2 teen boys

L. Live - Nevada

M. Mom's name - Diana

N. Nicknames - Q, Q-Bert, QQ, Sis

O. Overnight hospital stays - twice with my kids and once as a small child (tonsils)

P. Pet peeves - Repeating myself....aarrgghh....

Q. Quote from a movie - "I'm not gonna hit ya, no I'm not gonna hit ya, the hell I'm not" - McClintock

R. Righty or Lefty - righty

S. Siblings - Only child

T .Time you wake up - 4:00 am

U. Underwear - Let me check....yep! Whew!

V. Vegetables you don't like - brussel sprouts and hominy... eeeewwww....

W. What makes you run late - Watching the Today Show

X. X-rays you've had - Back, Foot, Knee, Shoulder

Y. Yummy food you make - Chicken French Bread Pizza

Z. Zoo animal favorites - Zebra, Giraffe and Hippo


Moving Forward

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Today I looked in the mirror and there was a Fat Girl looking back at me. Not the person I was looking for. So I got down on myself for a little bit, actually for a couple of hours. Then I got online and found that a very special person in my life was also online and I asked for some help to get through this FUNK I am in today.
Thank you Beth for lifting my spirits today. I am going to take this day one moment at a time and power through the junk that gets in my way.

I have to remember that I have already accomplished so much in my life and I still have time to accomplish even more. I have set goals in place and will take each step as it comes and will FINISH what I have begun.

Thank you Lord for sending me my angels that keep me on the right path, and I promise to lock up that crazy Fat Broad in my head that keeps me doubting myself.


My Little Adventure

Friday, June 17, 2011

Last Wednesday I left with my crew (5 total) to head to the Wallow Fire in Arizona. I have been a volunteer firefighter for the past three years and basically have little hands on experience. I was excited and a little apprehensive about going so far away and not being in the best shape. I tend to bag out of events that require me to exert myself and put myself out there for the world to see just how out of shape I really am.

The first day out we hiked a little bit around our area and found the homes that were in need of protection. I noticed that my breathing was a little labored and I chalked it up to the fact that I have a desk job and even though my best friend and I walk on our breaks I do nothing else remotely active. The second day I was a little concerned that I wouldn't be able to do my job effectively and may cause more harm than good. Our post was to sit on a small hill and watch for spot fires around the area. I thought that was a great idea for me to make sure I wasn't doing to much too fast.

The third, fourth and fifth days of our tour on the Wallow Fire consisted of long hikes up and down the mountain sides carrying hand tools and our wildland packs that weigh at least 45 pounds. I found myself struggling in the mornings as we started out but noticed that I wasn't the only one having some issues breathing. We took a small break for water and potty breaks and got into a conversation with a few other crew members from a neighboring community. Turns out that our breathing issues weren't just because we were not in the best shape, we were also at 7.500 ft elevation!!! WHEW!! Here I am thinking I am going to drop dead because I'm fat. Not a chance, hearing that gave me more energy than I knew I had. I realized that just because I wasn't a skinny little supermodel didn't mean that I wasn't in shape at all.

The walking we do at work really helped me keep up the pace I needed during this fire. My feet were killing me at the end of each day, but that was the only thing that hurt. My muscles were sore because they weren't being used like that at home, and the four - five hours of sleep a night sleeping on the ground didn't help. I found myself rejuvenated and excited that I was going to come back home, quit being a cheap skate and join the gym. I want to be back out there with my crew helping others keep their homes and families safe from the element of Fire.

This trip set my mind in motion to continue to make myself more healthy, continue on my path of education and the most important decision of all was to believe in myself that I can do anything I set my mind to.

A side note...the fabulous people of South Fork Ranch, Eager and Springerville, AZ were being allowed back into their communities the day before we left. There were homes lost, but to our knowledge no lives have been lost on this fire. The people of those communities were so gracious and thankful to all of us that helped save their towns and from my crew to them I want to say Thank You for your hospitality and You're Welcome.

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GRACYLOU 6/18/2011 10:23PM

    You know my husband has been a volunteer for years and I have always been part of the support portion of the department. I started training to spend more time with him and it turns out that I really enjoy the challenges put before me. We are able to take both of our boys with us to training and they see both of us are active in our community so that is even more of a boost for me to keep going. Its not the easiest job in the world, its dirty and alot of heavy lifting and I had to overcome my fear of claustraphobia but it is so worth it. In my FF class I was the only female to complete the entire course and become certified. That was awesome because I never finish anything. So when I get down on myself I pull out my binder of certificates and remind myself that these weren't just handed to me, I earned each and every one. :) You can always help your community if that's something you want to do. I know that in our department we are always in need of someone to make sure we have food delivered if its going to be a long time on scene or make sure we have plenty of drinks or even just to watch our kids if we have to be out for a long time.

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NH_MOM 6/17/2011 12:13PM

    That's great you were able to help people. I have great admiration for people who go help with emergencies(fires, natural disasters, etc). Probably b/c I wish I could do those kinds of things. And I thought you were going to say the breathing trouble was from all the junk in the air.

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My 35th Year

Saturday, July 03, 2010

Happy New Year to me!! Today I turned 35 yrs old. Wahoo! I love my birthday, no matter what age I turn. It's my day and I refuse to let little numbers get me down.

I have 50 pounds to lose this year and I am going to do it. By the time July 2, 2011 rolls around I will be more healthy and in the best shape of my life.

I am going to use this Blog to help me keep track of what I have accomplished this year. To prove to myself that I can start something and finish it. I am taking this year and making it my own.

If anyone out there reads this and wants to comment, please do. I am always looking for new friends.

Bethie, thank you for being my rock. You are my hero. I am so proud of you and what you have accomplished with the help of Sparkpeople and I am going to Spread the Spark myself.