Saturday, June 11, 2011
So I started losing some of my motivation yesterday because the scale was not moving! It showed in my workout, it showed in my attitude. BUT I did the workout and I kept track of my calories and made the right choices. AND TODAY!!! The scale moved 1.5 POUNDS!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so excited!!! I hope that the number is the same if not lower when I wake up again tomorrow.
I feel like 176 laughs at me. Whenever I get to this weight it just stops going down. So this is a critical moment for me. I really need to stay focused so I can push my weight down. I'm not sure if it is self sabotage or not. But this time I really want it! This is a turning point for me. If I can make it past this, I think I can keep my weight going down.
For Days 17 and 18 I walked a mile and a half and did my Biggest Loser Challenge Wii game for a half and hour. Today I did the Biggest Loser Challenge Wii game for a half an hour and then I also did the Biggest Loser Last Chance Workout dvd for a half an hour.
I know that I said I would get rid of the scale, but it has been really hard for me. I decided to bring it back. We'll see what tomorrow brings!