Sunday, October 03, 2010
For over a year now, I would get down to around 201 lbs. I would hover around that mark for a week or two, then boom it would explode to atleast 210 seems like overnight. I don't thing that I would do anything differently, but it just kept coming back on. Finally, I just gave up I put the scale away, and I put Spark People away. Once again, I had failed. I do believe that is my middle name. About a month ago, I stepped on the scale.......199????? Couldn't be, my body doesn't go below 200 lbs. I put it away again, it is lieing to me now. This past weekend, I stepped on it again........196.4 HOLY SMOKES. What happened??
I wonder what was different the last couple of months that I was finally able to break the barrier? I got so close so many times and never made it. I wonder if subconsciously I would sabotage my efforts. This time, I had no clue that I was even close to 200 and I was able to slip right by it. Kind of scary to be here, haven't been below 200 lbs. for probably 20 years.............kind of exciting. Hopefully, I can stay on this side of the barrier and not make it over the top again
Good luck to you,