Saturday, December 12, 2009
hey everyone... I'll make this quick because I'm kinda tired of re-living the week I just had.
I did well with working out... woke up at 4 a.m 4/5 days last week to workout! And I'm VERY proud of that!
On the otherhand, this was SUCH a rough week at school. It was like, I was on the chopping block for EVERYTHING. and while I understand the importance of not taking things personally it's very hard to stay objective when YOU are the only one being criticized for something that all of your classmates have done.
We are just starting a new rotation, so obviously we don't know exactly what the head Dr wants/expects from us. for some reason I had to go first during our presentations EVERY SINGLE TIME. Then I got ridiculed for doing it wrong, though they never explained what they wanted, and OF COURSE my 5 team mates quickly corrected their errors (based on my getting yelled at about it) and the head Dr. never criticized their presentations at all (and several of them made the same exact error). Then my dumb classmates make some sorry excuse about how it's just a coincidence that I get criticized for the same small errors that we all made and they get away EVERYTIME!!! ARG!!!! ( they aren't dumb lol I'm just mad)Though I am trying so hard to keep a good attitude, this was a rough week, and several times I just felt like saying F*ck this. I'm done. Someone else go first. But obviously that would n't have been professional. lol.
Well, All I can do is continue to keep a good attitude and not take it personal. But I'm telling you... this weekend could not come fast enough. Christmas break can not come quick enough. Thank God I only have 1.5 years left. I HATE rude people! Oh and we've been warned that the next head Dr we have next week is EVEN worse. Sigh.
Ok. I'm moving on. Thinking about it won't help I guess. I'll just pray and move on.