Thursday, April 11, 2013
I went to the doctor last week and every time I am sent to the exam room - I secretly jump on the scale to see where I am - was not happy because I haven't been focused on my health at all for some time.
When the doctor came in - we talked some and then he said, "Get on the scale" - I didn't want to and told him I already knew what the reading would be - for whatever reason he continued to insist - this made me angry - but I have to admit its put a fire under my arse....
He then took my blood pressure and looked at me and said, "is something bothering you" - in my mind - yes you idiot - i am ambarrased and upset about my weight...and didn't want to get on the scale. Of course I didn't say the idiot part outloud lol
Now he is making me come back in a month, wants all kinds of bloodwork done and I am sure he is going to give me a tongue thrashing about my weight gain.... but he can't say anything worse than I am saying to myself - so onwards I go
Had to get his off my chest - its been bothering me - and am anxious about having to see him in a couple of weeks again....
Well the fire is back and I am back to spark to help me get the results I want.