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RefinedSunday, May 30, 2010
A story based on Malachi: ![]()
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MOMFAN
5/31/2010 12:18AM
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LORRAANN77
5/30/2010 5:45PM
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Thank you for sharing.
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I received an email from SparkPeople titled What You Missed...April. After reading its contents of articles, inspiring photos, members in the news, new website features and more, I can honestly tell you I appreciated every word because I actually DID miss April - not intentionally, but was down for the month with another heart attack. The word ‘another’ makes me wince. I was not going to write about this personal episode in my life, but I now believe I would be remiss NOT to write about it. It could save a life.
I have always considered myself ‘manageably’overweight. I am an active, healthy fifty-five year old. I never felt my weight was a ‘huge’ problem. I often joked that I was still just trying to lose my ‘baby weight’ from the birth of our last child (who is now a 23-year-old college graduate, by the way). Truth-be-told, the past twenty years have been an unhealthy up and down swing of weight loss and gain. I have tried just about every diet known to man/woman on the planet - including Weight Watchers (twice!), Jenny Craig (twice!), Weight Loss Clinic, Egg & Grapefruit Diet, Cabbage Soup Diet, Atkins Diet, South Beach Diet... Yep, I could go on and on, as so many of us could, with this long and futile list. Each time I would lose 35-55 pounds, feel great for a few months, and then gain it all back, plus more.
Four years ago in June, I was at an organizational meeting for women’s ministries at church, and suddenly I felt like someone had picked up spear and threw it into the center of my chest - WHOMP! - and out my back. I thought to myself, what was that?! Then almost immediately, little droplets of sweat formed at my hairline and I knew, implausibly, that I was having a heart attack. At that moment, another woman at the table excused herself to leave for work, and seeing that she was wearing a nurse’s uniform, I followed. In the hallway, I (embarrassingly - why is it women can take care of everyone else but are embarrassed when WE need care?) asked if she had a stethoscope because “I was having really weird chest and back pain.” She grabbed for my wrist to check my pulse, and then informed me it was her duty to take me to the emergency room. She saved my life that morning. If I had been at home when this happened, I simply would have dismissed the unknown pain and laid down for a rest - a really, really looong rest.
What had happened that day in 2006, and again in April of 2010, was a massive adrenalin surge (aka STRESS hormones) overwhelmed my heart with such intensity it stunned the heart and caused it to collapse. It is called "stress cardiomyopathy" but known colloquially as “broken heart syndrome” because most of the time the recipient has just received some devastating or shocking news such as the unexpected loss of a loved one, a job loss, a frightening medical diagnosis, etc. First described medically in 1991 by Japanese doctors, the condition was originally called ‘takotsubo’ cardiomyopathy which means “octopus” because the heart expands and collapses much like an octopus when it propels through the water. These heart attacks are rampant in the high tech/high stress society of Japan, but they are now seeing about one a day in the United States, mostly to women over the age of 50. The difference between this cardiomyopathy and a typical heart attack, is basically, that the typical heart attack usually involves a blockage of the arteries which cuts off oxygen to the heart muscle causing permanent and irreversible damage. In broken heart syndrome, the heart arteries are not blocked and the patient is relatively healthy. There usually is no long term heart muscle damage, and it completely resolves within a few days to weeks. The down side is that it can happen again and again at any time without warning.
After an angiogram, my arteries were found to be “pink, supple, and pristine - not a speck of cholesterol or plaque” (for which I am STILL thanking the LORD!) A heart MRI showed a ruffling of the lining of my heart indicating the collapse. Four weeks after going home from the intensive cardiac care unit, with a heart that was only pumping at a 33% rate, the echocardiogram revealed my heart to be 100% strong. That’s a WooHoo!
The 2006 episode at church, I attributed to ‘the fear of public speaking.’ So what was the devastating news that triggered heart attack #2? I am not really sure, maybe it was just a build-up of day-to-day stress. Or maybe it was the fact that I am still carrying around an unhealthy amount of weight that is putting unnecessary stress on my heart. (They call this ‘slow death by spoon.’) What I AM sure of is, that I have been in denial for the past four years and have done very little to improve my health. How foolish for me to think I could suffer through a heart attack and go on neglecting and abusing my body - and think it would not happen again. This certainly was an expensive wake-up call to finally grasp the preciousness of life, to uncover life’s simple blessings in each day (by de-stressing), and begin to take my health seriously!
True gratitude for SparkPeople flows from my beating heart! I am thankful for the excellent, do-able program, the encouraging support of the community, and the ‘success stories’ which have all genuinely motivated me. Yes, I admit, it had been ON again-OFF again for the past few months, but not anymore. I read, I cry, I get up and I DO! For the first time in a long time, I am on my way to steadfastly accomplishing goals toward a balanced, strong, healthy, positive, productive and purposeful life! I may have missed a few weeks of my life this past April, but I am still ALIVE and oh-so ready to LIVE!!
A word of encouragement to ALL women: 1.) Please spend a few minutes at the end of every day de-stressing. 2.) Please, PLEASE if you EVER feel chest pain of any kind - and, believe me, it does not have to be severe, or in the jaw, or running down your arms, or with shortness of breath - just chest pain, call 911. Do not hesitate, and for heaven’s sake, do not feel embarrassed! WOMEN’S HEART ATTACKS DIFFER FROM MEN’S. It is always better to be safe than sorry.
For more information, you can Google “broken heart syndrome”...


CINABEE
5/14/2010 12:56AM
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Thank you so much for telling us about the heart. Every woman needs to know about this. Glad u are ok.God Bless you. Report Inappropriate Comment |


FLAMINGOLESLIE
5/13/2010 10:47PM
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Thank you so much for posting this vital information! I want to add one thing though! When I had my "heart attacks" (3 of them that I know of) I never had ANY chest pain! I just had a discomfort in my stomach that was different than anything I have ever had before. You are so right, it happens in many different ways! You know you always hear people say "it's ONLY stress!" Well, stress can kill you too. I am an RN and was in an attorney's office giving a deposition when STRESS caused me to go into heart failure! They even have it on tape! Glad you're ok!!!-Leslie Comment edited on: 5/13/2010 10:51:15 PM Report Inappropriate Comment |


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IAMALIGHTHOUSE
5/13/2010 4:34PM
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thanks for sharing this story- what an eye opener. Glad you are okay- keep the fight and keep on Sparking! Report Inappropriate Comment |


LINDA!
5/13/2010 4:28PM
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Oh dear, take very good care of yourself. Prayers for a healthy recovery.
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GEINAHG0757
5/13/2010 3:55PM
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You are courageous for sharing your story! Thank you. SP can be the difference for getting to your goals. The number one thing - PERSISTENCE! It won't happen overnight, but the slow steady approach makes it a lifestyle change - NOT A DIET. Good luck to you... Report Inappropriate Comment |


LRKNOBS
5/13/2010 3:55PM
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Wow, thank so much for sharing! I was really feeling for you and beleive what you say about de-stressing!! Thanks for sharing your "heart warming story" and may your heart not ever be broken again!!
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KLUVSTFORMERS
5/13/2010 2:08PM
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thank you soo much for sharing, i to have a heart condition (not so severe) but if i dont take care of myselkf (and this includes destressing everyday) this too could happen to me, so thank thank u Report Inappropriate Comment |


NANASAMM
5/13/2010 12:57PM
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So glad you are here to share your story and pass on this information. I've never heard of this type of heart attack. Take care of yourself. Report Inappropriate Comment |


EGRAMMY
5/13/2010 8:13AM
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ooooh, thank you for the blog. I believe this happened to me 25 years ago. Dh took me to the Dr. but the general tests said no heart attack even tho the Dr. thought I had had one. It occured at the time of a family great stress. Medicine has come a long way. Your writing is perfectly done. I too have done the various weight loss plans successfully....most recent was 70 off with ww a few years back. Then back on. First was a liquid diet many years ago which is now pulled off the market. But I found Spark who is my friend and my home to come back to. It gives me the opportunity to walk the path of health. One mantra I have learned is "oh it's just one of those faamily thangs" for times of stress. One doesn't have to explain your feelings or situation to others. Just say those words. All women friends understand. And it helps you yourself put it into perspective. Report Inappropriate Comment |


2BEHEALTHYAGAIN
5/12/2010 2:18PM
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Excellent information!! There is always so much information about the signs and symptoms of a heart attack, but 99% of the time they are for men. Women do have different signs and symptoms that are important for us to learn. Not only for ourselves, but also the other women in our lives. Thank you so much for sharing! Report Inappropriate Comment |


SUSIEMILO
5/12/2010 10:32AM
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OMG - I have never ever heard of this, and I'm SO glad you posted it after all. What an amazing story, and one I won't forget. I'm so glad you're okay and are here to tell about it. And I'm so glad that you're on the path to a healthier lifestyle. I always say to my friends that young people think their bodies will never fail them, and treat them horribly. But as adults, we are no better. Granted, we aren't doing the same type of activities that are endangering our bodies/lives --- but it seems like we have no better regard for our bodies than we did as teenagers. As you said: Death by Spoon I'm making a change, and I'm so glad to hear that you are also. Thanks again for sharing something so personal, yet something that could save someone else just by having that kind of knowledge. PS: Absolutely LOVE the flowers on your background photo! Stunningly gorgeous! Report Inappropriate Comment |


GOOZLEBEAR
5/11/2010 10:57PM
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So glad you posted this, it is information that we all need. So glad you are still with us and got the help you needed.
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MOMFAN
5/11/2010 6:33PM
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Thanks for the info and glad you are back, you will be victorious this time!
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BARBARASDIET
5/11/2010 2:20PM
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Wow--a real wake-up call. Thank you for sharing this information! And good luck with your plans.
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SHERWOODCYCLER
5/11/2010 1:21PM
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Wow. You have had an amazing experience. And thanks so much for writing about it. Sharing can be difficult. But this is really important. I hope you have a great journey this time...and that you take time to enjoy your spark journey to health and fitness and weight loss. I, too, have been a weight loss "graduate" of South Beach, Weight Watchers...and had given up...until I believed in myself after losing weight last fall (I got the flu, of all things). Now I am 23 pounds lighter. Taking it one day at a time. And taking time to enjoy spring. Best wishes! Report Inappropriate Comment |

