Tuesday, September 16, 2014
Amazing! Psssst...there's a BABY in here!
We've decided to be surprised about the sex, so I don't have that information to divulge, but I can share that the baby's size and weight are a solid-average 53rd percentile, and that the tech saw all the things they are supposed to and none of the stuff they aren't!
So ... by all accounts thus far, we have a healthy baby incubating in here. HOORAY!
Monday, September 08, 2014
I've been off work since the Friday before Labor Day, and man, was it a busy week or so!
I mostly unexpectedly had my 12-year-old cousin over for the weekend before the holiday. She had asked the week before but I didn't think I could swing it because I had soooooo many chores and such planned, but she must have called me three times that Friday while I was at the laundromat to ask (beg) LOL so at about 3 a.m. in my sleep I decided I felt too guilty not to have her over. She's more like a niece since my cousin and I are more like sisters, and she loves spending time here (weird, since we're pretty boring!) and I figured it will probably be her last chance before the baby so ... I drove out to my family's to go get her on Saturday morning. We made lunch (she likes to help cook) went to the park where a nice lady let her borrow an extra fishing pole for a little while (she used to go fishing with her grandpa, so she loves it), etc. We took her home late Sunday night.
My mother-in-law and brother-in-law came over on Monday for an impromptu Labor Day barbecue - nice and laid back as such things go, but it was another day I got NOTHING on my to-do list done!
I spent almost the entire rest of the week finishing a freelance job - copy editing a fun sci-fi novel for a friend of a friend, a paid job that I had promised around that time and just Didn't. Have. The time. that I thought I would before this, so I still had a lot of work to do. It was a good project as they go and I am glad to be done, but my ancient laptop made it aaaaaaagonizing! It finally occurred to me to use my husband's computer by about Thursday, which helped some. So it's done, but once again it means I spent an entire week of vacation WORKING, and I never did get to any of the purging and organizing of my apartment that desperately needs to be done -- I'm coming up on 20 weeks pregnant and much rounder, and I want to work on this stuff before I am very uncomfortable!
One day this week (Wednesday?) when I went throw out garbage, I finally pulled some weeds that had become out of control around the back gate, maybe 20 minutes of work -- and my legs, particularly hamstrings, are STILL killing me! This worries me -- how freakin' out of shape have I become again? What does this mean for birth? Argh!
So I fiiiiiiinally made myself try out the pregnancy yoga DVD that I bought a few weeks ago. Oh good grief. That ended after only about 15 minutes in tears (and yes, I know not to push myself in yoga since it defeats the purpose). Sigh.
This morning my neck and shoulders are also achy, and it feels like a mild fibro flare (weather's changing, etc.) but at least so far it just feels like it always does -- I worried that fibro + pregnancy would be positively unbearable. In fact, it's still early to tell for sure, but I am sort if hoping being used to fibro pain will mean pregnancy discomfort will just feel par for the course for me! I mean, come on - SOME good can come from years of fibro, right?
So I need to do a quick stretch (I have to prep to get back to yoga!) and hop in the shower and hope that, after almost 10 days off after which I magically feel MUCH rounder, I can still bike to work this morning! Otherwise I really have to scramble to get to the train!
And we moved floors in my building last week at work while I was away - I had to pack and such before my "vacation" - so I get to go back and unpack and get used to a new, more open (louder and less private) space. Wheee! But at least we're near a window for the first time in years.
Sunday, August 24, 2014
We're almost back from an awesome weekend in and around Pittsburgh for a good friend's wedding! (Well, another 2 hours through Indiana.) The informal reception at a beautiful park was fun, and it was great to see our friend and finally meet his bride! (My husband has met her and has seen our friend more recently, but I was at work the last two times they blew back through Chicago.) And we got to share the news of my pregnancy!
But here's my super-sad moment that I just can't shake: I am shocked by how fat I look in the photo of us all together that my husband just posted to Facebook! And the kicker is I have only gained about five pounds so far during this pregnancy, so it's not even that!
I have been upset/annoyed/disappointed that I had gained back nearly 15 pounds before I even got pregnant and was majorly struggling just to maintain there (hungry all the time), let alone get it back off. But somehow I didn't think it was THAT bad. In the surprise pic from today, yes, my middle is looking rounder. And I'm OK with that. But also my arms are huge again and my face is WAY rounder too!! Plus I am sure the guilt over having not exactly eating well all weekend is not helping. At one point I started scarfing down cinnamon-sugar almonds (that of course I never should have bought anyway) in self-pity! I have not behaved that way with food in ages.
Sigh. So I'm faced with a huge dilemma! I'm really unhappy about this, and if I weren't pregnant it would serve as my wake-up call to buckle down, slash my calories and work my butt off again. But NOW what am I supposed to do? (Mind you, I'm already biking nearly 50 miles a week still, even pregnant.)
Can I start strength training again now? Truthfully it's been well over a year since I've done ANY with regularity. And my midwife is only OK with the cycling because I am already used to it -- they evidently don't want you to beef UP your workouts during pregnancy unless you were completely sedentary before.
I bought prenatal yoga and Pilates DVDs, which are waiting to be opened, which I'm sure will help me feel better, but not less fat.
So, um...HELP! Did any of you moms out there do Leslie Sansone's more rigorous workouts (including light weights) while you were pregnant? I'm thinking I could start back at just 15 minutes per morning?
And don't even get me started on my new obsession with whether I made the right decision to drink a cup of coffee nearly every day so far. I had sliiiiiiightly more this weekend, because of my travel exhaustion, than I've been allowing. And now I'm guiltily rethinking what I thought has been a moderate approach so far. (The research is all over the place, but my midwife did OK one cup of day -- but at first I didn't realize that even 3/4 full my usual mug was probably bigger than it should have been.)
So I'm a little sad that a great trip -- so rare for us! we are never able to go anywhere -- is being a bit clouded by my sadness and disappointment over those darn pictures. I really have not been able to let it go since I saw them.
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
I'm 17 weeks pregnant today!
I had my regular 16-week checkup with my midwife yesterday, and she is pleased with my 3-pound weight gain. That's TOTAL so far, and I've been freaking out a little because at my last visit she told me she wants to see 10 pounds by 20 weeks, and I continued to gain nothing despite not even thinking about calories for the first time since as long as I could remember. And I seriously don't know how I could possibly eat more!
It is a serious head trip after working so hard to lose so much weight to suddenly be upset when I DON'T see the scale tick up. But as long as she thinks I'm progressing well enough, I guess I just have to roll with it for now!
I am astounded that Baby G will be able to hear soon! Seriously, wonderfully crazy stuff this growing a person thing is. I'm eager for the first perceptible movements even though I know it can still be many weeks. Relying on infrequent ultrasounds to tell me is all is well is nerve-racking at best.
I let them bully me a bit into genetic screening for Down syndrome and such because of my "advanced age" of 37 (BAH), and I am happy to report the chances are next to none, according to the results. It wouldn't have changed nothing, of course, but it is comforting to know that is one additional challenge we won't have to face. Facing first-time parenthood at my ripe old age LOL is challenging enough!
I am scrambling to find ways to make room for Baby G in an already cramped two-bedroom apartment. Creative ways to "divide" a small office/library into part nursery would be greatly appreciated from anyone who'd done this before! Or perhaps some pointers about what gear we'll really need and what we won't? I've been thinking about going the mini crib route, and there's one that is collapsible, has locking wheels AND converts, evidently, into a playpen and changing table. Or do I not need those latter things? Because I also would like to go the longevity route and get a mini crib that later converts to a toddler bed.
I am still biking and have finally ordered maternity jeans and yoga pants, although I really didn't want to take on that expense. But I can't stand this belly band contraption much longer (so tired of readjusting everything!) and I think I got a moderately good deal -- $25-$30 bucks each, but at buy one get one half off. So around $90 after tax for four pairs of pants. MUCH more than I would ever spend on regular clothes, but what can I do? Especially since I am 5'2" and REALLY need petites, I didn't think I'd have tons of luck shopping used anyway.
In other news, we are headed to the Pittsburgh area this weekend for our friend's wedding, and I'm pretty excited because a) this friend more or less introduced my husband and me over 10 years ago, and we're sooo happy for him, and I haven't seen him in years, and b) we never EVER get to go anywhere! We'll have to leave Friday after my husband gets off work, and it's about an 8-hour drive (so at least 9-10 with all my expected potty breaks! LOL). The wedding reception is Saturday afternoon/evening and we'll have to leave sometime on Sunday, but I still plan to enjoy the trip as much as we can!
More later, Sparkies. Hope all is well with all of you!
Tuesday, August 12, 2014
Prego safe! Mixed greens, scallions, cucumbers and avocados, topped with broiled salmon and jasmine rice, garnished with toasted sesame seeds and crushed seaweed sheets, and dressed with gluten-free soy-ginger dressing. Served with edamame (not pictured). YUM!
Inspired by the brilliant gals at the blog A Beautiful Mess!
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