Monday, October 14, 2013
I can't seem to stay on program! Question is, why? I've done this program before and had such will power and determination. Now I just feel like a failure. I need to get to the bottom as to why and deal with it.
Reflecting back, I have had a lot of stress in my life; a lot of distractions. We moved from California to Illinois in late July and were supposed to move into the house we purchased on August 16. Turns out my husband got reassigned at work again, right in the middle of the escrow period, so we had to put our house on the market right away and purchase another house in Indiana. He begins work there in November. We have been in temporary/interim living since June. It's crazy! All of our stuff has been in storage then.....I only packed enough for two weeks because we were supposed to move into to the new place. I've had to refurnish an apt and adjust to not having the things I need (like a food scale, body weight scale, for instance). That's the only thing I can think of besides missing all of my friends and family in California. I'm exercising lots (as you can tell by my fitness minutes), but my will power with food is almost non-existent.
Help! And thanks for letting me have venting blog!