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Two Steps Back

Saturday, April 06, 2013

I have been struggling lately, with my diet and exercise, that is. I feel like I have taken two steps backward.

I first had issues where I had no appetite which lasted about a week. Then I went through a phase where I felt like I couldn't get enough carbs. I've been totally swamped working on an Interior Design Project at my church, keeping up with my other ministries, and taking care of our house and home. I love doing it, but find myself not having (or taking) the time I need to plan appropriate and healthy meals and exercise. I really blame myself for that and nobody else. Needless to say, I have been eating poorly; at least compared to usual.

Second, My knee continues to give me problems so I have not been able to run. I am actually afraid to. I am frustrated and I really, really, REALLY miss it too! I was running between 20-25 miles or more per week and now I am down to nothing. Running, to me, was so much more than physical. It was mental, it helped to relieve stress and just made me feel better, not to mention motivated. My fitness minutes over the last two weeks has consisted of heavy house cleaning as a result of Spring cleaning. I guess that is better than nothing, right?

This week I plan to walk at the track with my Grandson and see how the knee does. Maybe walking will strengthen it. I am so fearful that I will injure it so that I will never be able to run again.

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GOLFGMA 4/7/2013 7:51AM

    See a doctor and find out what is going on with the knee. I had an injury (torn meniscus) and kept going on it and made the injury worse until surgery was necessary. This put me out of major physical activity for several months. Just saying - better safe than sorry. Hope all goes well and the knee just needs rest and maybe therapy?

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SLFGOLF 4/7/2013 1:08AM

    Walking is a good way to start back. You definitely don't want to push the knee with running if there is an injury. You are providing a great ministry, but also try to find 30 minutes a day that you can dedicate just to yourself. It is important to give yourself time also.

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KRISKECK 4/6/2013 11:10PM

    Maybe find a orthopedist and make an appointment to see what's going on with your knee? If you really can't run without pain, it might not be a bad idea.

I hope you feel better soon!

Kristin

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NURSE_DAN 4/6/2013 9:47PM

    You're performing a sacrifice of service, so maybe this thought will make sense. Your ministries can only be fulfilled by YOU. Others may do the actions, but only you can do them as you do. That makes YOU absolutely necessary. So...

Self care isn't selfish when performed for the purpose of sustaining your ministry.

Just a thought.

I will hold you in prayer.

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SPATTE7926 4/6/2013 9:37PM

  Don't let the setback keep you from achieving your goals. Try small steps to get back on track and keep up the motivation. Keep up the good work.

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LORIVIOLA 4/6/2013 9:32PM

    dont give up!

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3 Things I've Accomplished

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Today, Spark Guy (via SparkCoach) encouraged us to write down three things we have accomplished on our new lifestyle journey. I have more than three.......Below are some of my accomplishments that I am very proud of:

1. Trained for and ran my first 5K
2. Trained for and ran my first 10K
3. Lost 33 pounds
4. Went down 8 sizes in clothing (Size 14 to a 6 and sometimes even a 4)
5. Am off all of my anti-depressant and anxiety medications (3 total)
6. Developed an optimistic/positive disposition and attitude
7. Have more energy
8. Have more confidence
9. Handle stress better
10. I drink more water (8-10 glasses daily)
11. Eat more nutritious foods
12. Feel better about myself
13. Feel better overall (mentally, emotionally, physically, etc.)

Thank you SparkPeople!

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SHELLHARR 4/5/2013 10:25PM

  Congrats! Very encouraging. emoticon

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AMBERNICHOLE3 4/5/2013 11:22AM

    Love it!!!!

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PKBOO3 3/26/2013 9:48AM

    I'm proud for you. Keep it up!

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KELLIEBEAN 3/23/2013 8:57PM

    That is beautiful to read. So happy for you! Keep up the great work. You look wonderful!



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ALMIGHTYSWEDE 3/23/2013 6:15PM

    wow well done! emoticon

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RAPUNZEL53 3/23/2013 6:12PM

  These are very impressive accomplishments! Congratulations! You have done very well.

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MBEHNKEN 3/23/2013 6:01PM

    Wow! Good for you.

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Disappointed, but Thankful.

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Today finds me disappointed, but thankful. About what, you ask? Well, I have been training to run in a half-marathon in June of this year. Well, my training is over after the doctor told me that I can no longer do long distance running. I ran 9 miles last Saturday and came home to my right knee sounding like crunching gravel as I climbed the stairs to take a shower. I was diagnosed with Femoral Patella Crepitus. It isn't a major injury, but more of a wake-up call that I am doing damage. If I continue to run the way I have been, she says I will do permanent damage that will eventually require surgery and maybe even knee replacement.

I am disappointed, but very thankful that I can still run at all.....The doctor cleared me to begin a short jog today, but I kind of chickened out. My knee is sounding less crunchy, but I feel it is still a little unstable so I think I will give my knee rest until Monday before returning to the track. She says I can now only run no more than 5 miles 3-4 times per week and only on a spongy or rubber track. I really feared she'd tell me my running days were over. I am so thankful they are not. With a little TLC and cutting back, I can continue to enjoy running and having the many benefits that come with it (a clear mind, energy, motivation, weight loss, mental fortitude, a sense of accomplishment...to name a few).

SO THANKFUL!

  
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RENIESSPARKIN 3/29/2013 1:44PM

    Pay attention to that wake-up call, sweetie. You're doing the right thing. You'll just have to find another way to get your workouts done. Best of luck, Gigi.

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PKBOO3 3/26/2013 9:54AM

    I'm glad you can still run too. I started a virtual run/walk challenge from SP, but quit half way because my right knee (back part of the knee) started to seriously hurt. I started limping back home part of the way. It was better before I made it home, but it really hurt at first, so I quit. You've given me incentive to maybe try again sometime and just take it super, super slow. My only worry is that I'm getting older & maybe shouldn't try to run. So...I just don't know. I really want to run, but am a bit hesitant.

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WINNIE1978 3/17/2013 8:13PM

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I'm sorry your long distance running days are over, but so glad to hear that you can still run!

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JLPEASE 3/16/2013 9:34PM

    I can understand your disappointment, but you are right to be thankful too. And at least you can still run, so that's a good thing!
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KSCHRAUT 3/16/2013 8:22PM

    I've had two knee surgeries, so I know they are NOT fun and really put a damper on a lot of things while recovering.

You have a good attitude about being able to still at least run, just not as long. Good for you. Better than being completely out of commission. After my 2nd knee surgery I was told I would "never be able to run again." I now can run a mile without stopping, but after that my knee cringes and i have to do walk/run intervals. It works for me. I don't want to over push my knee, again, and end up with another surgery, so I do what works. I still manage to complete my walk/run 5Ks and I just walk whenever my knee feels a little unstable.

Keep up the good work!

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Not "There" Yet.....

Friday, March 08, 2013

Well, I still have not reached my goal weight of 133. In fact, I was one pound away from reaching my goal and then gained a few, lost a few, gained a couple, lost a couple. I guess it could be a great deal worse. On the bright side, I am still 30 pounds less than I was a year ago.

A year ago, I would have beat myself up....ALOT. I may have even given up completely on living a healthy lifestyle. But, not anymore. Since joining SparkPeople and learning about eating healthy, how important exercise is, and more....... I have a new outlook. SparkPeople is such a positive place and I rarely see or read anything negative. I have become a more positive person since December of 2011 after joining.

I can choose to look at my minor situation and beat myself up and call myself a failure or I can look at the positive side and really see and praise myself for how much work I've done and for how far I've come. SparkPeople has taught me to do that. I am now much thinner (down 8 sizes), I am leaner, I eat better, I feel better, I look better, I am more positive, and I am even off all of my depression and anxiety medications. That's huge!

I am only 5 pounds away now....that's not altogether bad and I know I can take off the rest and meet my goal and I plan to do that by my 50th birthday on June 11 of this year.

The important thing is I am moving forward (as Coach Nicole always) says. I keep Sparking (as Coach Becky always says), and I am always giving motivational Spark Cheers (as Coach Chris always says).

I know if I take one step at a time, one day at a time, I will reach my ultimate goal.

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KRISKECK 3/13/2013 10:28PM

    You are rocking it! So glad you are showing yourself LOVE and giving yourself credit for all the changes you have made.

On the goals side, I thought that 130 was my dream weight two years ago. And I got within to pounds and couldn't get the rest of the way there. This time I set it a little higher at 135. I know I can get there and I will see when I do whether I want to go any farther. But I do know when I get there -- and really every step of the way -- I will consider it a huge accomplishment that I am doing this. And I am glad you do too!

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Cheers,
Kristin

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PKBOO3 3/12/2013 5:21PM

    Great motivation! I'm happy you are doing so well with your weight loss, exercise & positive attitude.

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    emoticon emoticon way to focus on the positives!!!

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MOMTOCONNOR2003 3/8/2013 11:35AM

    Congrats on the 30 you lost. That is great and the last 5 pounds can come off before bathing suit time!

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KSCHRAUT 3/8/2013 11:30AM

    You will get there! My last 5lbs I struggled with, gaining losing the same 1-2lbs and then BOOM it was gone. Keep on Sparking!

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ELRIDDICK 3/8/2013 11:28AM

  Thanks for sharing

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A New "Smaller" Size

Thursday, February 21, 2013

Oh my goodness, can I tell you how great it felt on Tuesday to go clothes shopping? After losing over 30 pounds it was time! My friends kept telling me to stop wearing clothes, especially my pants, that were too big for me.

To be quite honest, I kind of dreaded shopping at first. I am not fond of going into dressing rooms and stripping my clothes off to try on clothes that are not mine. It is usually cold in those rooms and I get frustrated when things don't fit quite right. This time I had the challenge of guessing what size to even start with. I have to say that when I put on a size 6 with ease, in zipping and buttoning, I had strange emotions. First, I cried and even held my breath for a second. Then I looked at my face in the mirror and said, "Girl! You did it!" It was a great feeling! Then came tears of joy. Down 8 sizes! Yes!!!

I pray this happens for everyone who wants it to!

  
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AMBERNICHOLE3 2/27/2013 1:42PM

    I am so proud of you, I know how hard you've worked! I hope I can post a blog like this soon

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ARDITHBEE 2/25/2013 11:07AM

  That's incredible and very inspiring!!! Way to go!

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KRISKECK 2/21/2013 8:33PM

    Woo hoo! Isn't that a good feeling? Congratulations!

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LAMBCHOP4EVER 2/21/2013 8:01PM

    Yay! You sport those pants with pride and all the hard work put in!

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KSCHRAUT 2/21/2013 4:38PM

    Awesome job !!

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