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DEPRESSED

Sunday, June 14, 2009

WELL TODAY IS MY WEIGH IN DAY!GOT UP AND GOT ON THE SCALE AND I AM UP ANOTHER POUND!I KNOW WE ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO BE SO HARD ON OURSELVES BUT I NEED TO BE!IT'S NO ONE FAULT BUT MINE!AS I HAVE SAID A THOUSAND TIMES BEFORE IT'S WHAT I AM EATING THAT IS DOING THIS! I STARTED SPARK AT 189 THEN LOST 30 POUNDS SO THEN I WAS 159. WELL SLOWLY I GOT TOO COMFORTABLE WITH MY NEW WEIGHT LOSS AND SLOWLY STATED PUTTING ONE BY ONE A TOTAL OF NOW 12 POUNDS BACK ON! I WAS BUYING NEW PANTS AND SHORTS AND TOPS AND MOST OF THE TOPS I GOT ARE TO TIGHT NOW I CAN'T BE DOING THIS TO MY SELF I HAVE WORKED TO HARD TO GET TO WHERE I WAS AT 159 NOW I NEED TO TAKE OFF AT LEAST 38 POUNDS TO GET TO MY GOAL WEIGHT OF 139. THIS IS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN AT THIS RATE!I HAVE BEEN FAITHFUL AT DRINKING MY 8-8OZ GLASSES OF WATER A DAY AND EATING MY 3 FRUITS AND 2 VEGGIES A DAY AND EXERCISES EACH AND EVERY DAY AND FINALLY HAVE LEARNED TO TAKE IT EASY ONE DAY AND THAT IS SUNDAY!I DO BOOT CAMP AND THAT IS IT UNLESS I WALK! I DON'T DO 20 SPARK VIDEO'S ANYMORE!LOL THERE YOU HAVE IT I FELL BETTER TELLING IT ALL TO SOMEONE! I DON'T TELL HUBBY HE WON'T BE HAPPY WITH ME AT ALL AND DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THINGS LIKE THIS ANYWAYS.
THEN WITH HIM GOING TO LOSE HIS JOB AND ME AND THIS SECOND JOB I AM AT MY LAST STRAW HERE AND NEED ALOT OF SUPPORT!I KNOW WHAT I NEED TO DO AND DON'T HAVE MY MIND SET LIKE I DID WHEN I STARTED SPARK I NEED TO GET THAT BACK AND FAST I AM FALLING FAST AND NOT IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION AT ALL!I REALLY WISH I WEREN'T SUCH A PICKY EATER IT MIGHT BE EASIER FOR ME I HATE:BROCCOLI,CAULIFLOWER,PEPPERS, HEY MAYBE THIS IS EASIER I ONLY LIKE CORN,PEAS,GREEN BEANS AND CARROTS AND NOT RAW! MUSHROOMS ARE YUCKY!WELL I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS ALL OUT AND ONLY I AM THE PERSON THAT CAN DO THIS I KNOW THAT BUT MAYBE I NEED A GOOD SMACK IN THE HEAD TO GET THIS MIND SET!PLEASE HELP I NEED SUPPORT FROM EVERYONE!
I KNOW ONLY ONE PERSON FOR SURE THAT WILL READ THIS BUT PEOPLE ARE BUSY WITH THEIR OWN LIVES I KNOW THIS BUT MORE PEOPLE NEED TO BE INVOLVED AND READ AND SUPPORT EACH OTHER!THERE I SAID THAT AND THAT HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR A LONG TIME ALSO!I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF THE PEOPLE ON MY TEAM AND ELSE WHERE OR I WOULDN'T BE HERE AND EACH ONE HAS HELPED ME IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!AND I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THAT I NEVER WOULD BE HERE IF IT WEREN'T FREE AND SURE HOPE EVERYONE KEEPS PARTICIPATING SO IT IS!WELL THANKS FOR LISTENING MY FRIENDS AND AS ALWAYS THANKS FOR READING MY BLOG AND HUGS TO ALL!

POSITIVES: LOOKING HARD TODAY!
GOD
SPARK FRIENDS
GOOD SPARK TEAM
A LOVING FAMILY
A GREAT DOG HARLEY
A HOME
A GOOD CAR
A JOB
I AM DOWN 18 POUNDS FROM WHEN I STARTED(BUT THIS SEPT IT WILL BE 2 YEARS) I GOT TO GET MOVING

  
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KSNICKER 6/15/2009 9:52PM

    CHAR - YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN WHAT IS HAPPENING... I AM GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING... I HAVE PUT ON 15 POUNDS (ALL THAT I HAD LOST) AND I THINK IT IS BECAUSE OF ALL THE STRESS I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH TOO...
YOU ARE RIGHT AND WE NEED TO BE SUPPORTIVE FOR EACH OTHER. YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ALL OF US AND DON'T YOU THINK THAT WE AREN'T THERE FOR YOU.
I HAVE TRIED TO CHANGE THINGS UP SOME AND MY WAY WAS TO JOIN WEIGHT WATCHERS. I'M NOT SAYING THAT'S WHAT YOU SHOULD DO, BUT MAKE SOME CHANGES SOMEWHERE... AS FOR WHAT YOU ARE EATING... THAT IS A CHOICE... THINK OF IT THAT WAY... AND THEN CHOSE NOT TO EAT THOSE THINGS THAT ARE NOT GOOD FOR YOU.
WELL THOSE ARE A COUPLE OF SUGGESTIONS THAT I AM TRYING. I TOO NEED TO GET A GRIP ON MY JOURNEY... "WE" NEED TO DO THIS FOR OURSELVES. WE ARE WORTH IT!
LOVE YOU MY FRIEND...
((HUGS))
KATHY

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MAURIZIA 6/15/2009 11:40AM

    CHAR, MY FRIEND, DON'T GET DISCOURAGED...NOW WE KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN STRESSED...SO TAKE A LOOK AT WHAT'S CAUSING IT...AND IS THAT WHAT'S CAUSING YOU TO EAT? THEN MAYBE WE CAN COME UP WITH A PLAN FOR YOU...

I'M FINALLY USING WALKING AT WORK AS MY STRESS RELIEVER...WHEN THIS CRAZY BOARD OF DIRECTORS SAYS SOMETHING STUPID, I HEAD OUT THE DOOR...DOWN THE BLOCK AND BACK. CALMS ME AND I GET SOME EXERCISE. MAYBE YOU NEED TO SHAKE UP YOUR EXERCISE PLAN A BIT? OUR BODIES GET USED TO WHAT WE DO.

NOW FOR THE PICKY EATER...MY FRIEND, NO ONE IS WORSE THAN ME! ADD TO THAT MY CARB ADDICTION...VOILA! THERE YOU HAVE IT. I ONLY LIKE COOKED VEGGIES - I'M ALLERGIC TO LETTUCES SO THERE GO SALADS ON MY PLAN...SO MAYBE IF YOU UP PROTEINS...DO YOU LIKE EGGS? PEANUT BUTTER? CHICKEN? OH, FOR INSTANCE...IF I EAT OATMEAL, I ADD A TABLESPOON OF PEANUT BUTTER TO IT. PROTEIN FILLS US UP...

MAYBE WE CAN DO THIS TOGETHER - FOOL OURSELVES (SORT OF LIKE I DO WHEN I HAD TO CHANGE THE CATS' DIET...MIXED A LITTLE BIT INTO THEIR MEALS EACH DAY...UNTIL IT WAS ALL THE HEALTHY FOOD). HMMM...

HUGS! WE ARE WORKING OUT OUR SUMMER SCHEDULE THIS WEEK...SO HOPEFULLY BY FRIDAY WE CAN PICK A DATE!

MAURI

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MARLA7 6/15/2009 5:10AM

    CHAR - ((((((( HUGS )))))))) YOU ARE NOT ALONE. WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER AND NEED EACH OTHER FOR SUPPORT, LAUGHTER, FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE! I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'D BE IF YOU GUYS WERE NOT IN MY LIFE. SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN REPLYING TO YOUR BLOGS BUT MY COMPUTER IS GOOFY AS YOU KNOW AND SOMETIMES I CAN'T EVEN GET ON HERE.

JUST KNOW THAT I'M HERE FOR YOU. DON'T BE SO DEPRESSED CHAR. MAKE YOUR MIND UP THAT YOU WILL LOSE THIS WEIGHT AGAIN AND MAKE IT HAPPEN. YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN CHOOSE TO LOSE THAT WEIGHT OR DO NOTHING AND STAY THE WAY YOU ARE. YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN MAKE IT HAPPEN. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT. YOU'RE A VERY STRONG PERSON..... VERY ACTIVE.... VERY LOVING.... AND SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO DO.

I LOVE YOU CHAR. YOU'RE A WONDERFUL LADY. I'M SO PROUD TO CALL YOU MY FRIEND. PLEASE GIVE LITTLE HARLEY A HUG FOR ME. WOOF WOOF!
ROCK A BY BABY!!!

LOVE, MARLA

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MSALOETTE 6/15/2009 12:12AM

    Char what an honest blog to come here and share it all and bear your heart and soul means you are hurting and have a need to find support and encouragement and we both know that the first place you need to find that is from within yourself. I say that cause I KNOW exactly where you are coming from.....I am in the same boat as this last two months have completely derailed me from life as I knew it, stress will do that to us and so will becoming too complacent with where we are when we've made successes happen.
Ok so NOW where do you go and what do you do to make things turn around? How do you get back that momentum you had when you first began? How do you reset your mind to make things happen as you once did in the beginning?
Well one things for sure YOU CAN START OVER!! Others have done it and so can we and you are NOT alone in this I for one am so thankful for your openness and honesty and we will deal with this together!!
Love you Cheryl

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MAMASALLYSOCKS 6/14/2009 4:53PM

    MAYBE IT BABY WEIGTH.......MAMA RUNS THE OTHER WAY!! HEEHEE

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DIANEV5 6/14/2009 3:20PM

    Char like you said its a mind set you have to decide this is it then its up hill from there.. I know its easier said than done but I know thats how it is for me youve done great stop beating your self up you should be proud heres a little nudge emoticon we are here when you need us I know your going to do great emoticon emoticon

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HOUSECAT609 6/14/2009 2:21PM

    CHAR, HERE'S KICK #4 ! STOP BEATING YOURSELF UP!!!! I'M JUST AS PICKY WITH MY FOOD, WE JUST HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO FIT OUR LIKES INTO OUR NEW LIFESTYLE... IF YOU HAVE TO EAT STUFF YOU DON'T LIKE ...YOU WON'T GET VERY FAR. WE KNOW YOU ARE UNDER A LOT OF STRESS, IT IS PLAYING A BIG PART IN KEEPING YOU WEIGHT UP.... I KNOW IT'S HARD BUT YOU NEED TO FIND A WAY TO LET GO OF IT... STUFF IS GOING TO HAPPEN IN OUR LIVES,WE CAN'T LET IT CONTROL IT...YOU MIGHT WANT TO CHANGE UP YOUR EXERCISING, THE BODY GETS IN A RUT..SO WE AREN'T GETTING THE MOST OUT OF OUR WORKOUTS... IT'S JUST BECOMES A ROUTINE... THERE IS NO MAGIC PILL FOR MOTIVATION. IF THERE WAS I WOULD HAVE TAKEN IT A LONG TIME AGO. HEHEHE WE ARE ALL IN THE SAME BOAT AS YOU... SO START ROWING .... RACE YOU TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE LAKE..... emoticon emoticon

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JOYSGARDEN 6/14/2009 1:52PM

    Char, Been there, done that... It's the pits. What we need to do is totally change our mindsets. My scales are going the wrong way, and I can't even claim to have lost as much as you did. I decided the only way my scales are going to go down, is if I open the bathroom window, and toss them out... Having done that, don't be so hard on yourself. We all screw up. You realize the problem, and you know the solution. You've vented here, and gotten it out of your system. Now, you (and I) have to find the motovation to get going again. We can do it. We are strong, beautiful women, no matter what the mirror says. I saw a picture of myself that was taken in April, and I actually sat and cried. I'm going to print it, and hang it all over the house. If that's what it takes to get me going again, so be it. You'll figure out what it's going to take for you to get goin' again. How about a little mini challenge between you and I, first one to lose five lbs. gets a goodie from the other. No time limit, no pressure that way. Just do what works the best for you, and get moving. As for your veggies, do you like V-8 juice? Drink that for one of your servings, or make your own by dumping the veggies in the blender, pureeing them, then dump some tomato juice in, and you're good to go. Good luck!

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GRANDMANANCY 6/14/2009 1:36PM

    No kicks from me. Let he who is without sin throw the first stone!!!
I have been there too. Look down deep inside and find the motivation.... Why do you want...or need to lose the weight? How will you do it? You know you can,,,you have done it before...and you will do it again.... Start tomorrow morning....follow the plan until noon.....congratulate yourself...do a little dance......then follow the plan until supper......do the same......no pm snacking...and a good night's sleep... Come on kiddo....Go for goal!!!! emoticon

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MOMMA_BEAR_69 6/14/2009 1:02PM

    emoticon CHAR, I WOULD SAY THIS WAS KICK #3 BUT I REALLY PUT IT THERE FOR YOU TO KICK SOME BUTT LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO!!! I WON'T TRY TO PICK MY FOOT THAT HIGH...IT WOULD DROP ME ON MY TUSHY! LOL I ALREADY HAVE A BAD BACK...SO I CAN'T BE SCREWING THAT UP MORE.

HONESTLY AND SERIOUSLY....START EACH DAY WITH A POSITIVE THOUGHT FOR THE DAY. READING AND REFLECTING ON AN INSPIRATIONAL THOUGHT OR MESSAGE BEFORE YOU START YOUR DAY CAN PUT YOU IN A POSITIVE FRAME OF MIND. OR LOOK AT A PICTURE THAT REALLY MOVES YOU AND MAKES YOUR HAPPY. (I USE ONE OF MCKENZIE DOING A BACKBEND WITH A BIG SMILE ON HER FACE OR ONE OF HER DOING A STRADDLE WITH HER LAYING ON HER BELLY AND ELBOWS BETWEEN HER LEGS AND STILL SMILING.) JUST MAKES ME HURT TO THINK ABOUT TRYING IT, BUT MAKES MY DAY BECAUSE SHE LOVES DOING IT. I WILL POST THEM IN MY PHOTO GALLERY FOR YOU TO CHECK OUT.
YOUR THOUGHTS DETERMINE WHETHER YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY OR A BAD DAY. FILL YOUR MIND WITH POSITIVES IDEAS, SUGGESTIONS, AND THOUGHTS. YOU WILL FIND THAT IT WILL CAHNGE YOUR ATTITUDE AND CHANGING YOUR ATTITUDE CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
SOMETIMES I WILL READ AN INSPIRATIONAL QUOTE OR A SHORT PARAGRAPH TO HELP ME SEE THE POSITIVES IN A SITUATION. SOMETIMES AS YOUR DAY PROGRESSES, YOU MAY JUST NEED TO TAKE A BREAK..I DO...TAKE A MENTAL BREAK OR READ AND THINK ABOUT A MESSAGE OF INSPIRATION. THEN SEE WHAT A DIFFERENCE IT MAKES FOR YOU. I KNOW IT WORKS FOR ME.
KEEPING YOU AND ROY IN MY PRAYERS THAT THE STRESS EASES AND HE DOESN'T LOSE HIS JOB OR FINDS ANOTHER ONE QUICKLY. MAY GOD BLESS YOU M Y FRIEND. KNOW THAT I THINK OF YOU ALWAYS.
BLESSINGS AND HUGS,
HELEN

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MAMASALLYSOCKS 6/14/2009 12:34PM

    ((((COW CUDDLES)))))

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BUFFALOGAL1952 6/14/2009 9:18AM

    emoticon HERE IS KICK #2!
CHAR, I THINK YOU ARE BEING MUCH TOO HARD ON YOURSELF. YOU KNOW YOU CAN DO THIS. YOU HAVE DONE THIS. YOU ARE AT A POINT WHERE YOU HAVE SO MUCH COMING AT YOU AT ONCE. YOUR STRESS LEVEL IS HIGH AND COMPOUNDING THOSE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. LET YOUR SPARK FRIENDS BE YOUR LIFE LINE. SET SMALLER GOALS SO YOU DON'T FEEL SO DOWN LOOKING AT THE END NUMBER YOU ARE WORKING TOWARDS. OK...SO YOU DON'T LIKE SOME VEGGIES....DOUBLE UP ON THE ONES THAT YOU DO LIKE. (TRY PARSNIPS...THEY TASTE JUST LIKE CARROTS) FIND RECIPES TO COOK THEM DIFFERENT WAYS. GET OUTSIDE AND SOAK UP SOME SUNSHINE AND FRESH AIR! YOU ARE A STRONG WOMAN...LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED! SO WHAT IF YOU HAVE HAD A SET BACK. IT ISN'T THE END OF THE WORLD AND WE ALL EXPERIENCE THEM. PUT IT BEHIND YOU AND KEEP PUTTING ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER! GO FOR IT CHAR! YOU ARE OH SO WORTH IT GIRLFRIEND!!!
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claudia

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DEUCE119 6/14/2009 8:54AM

    emoticon THERE IS KICK #1! NOW, WE ALL REGRESS AT TIMES. I WON'T TELL YOU TO NOT BE HARD ON YOURSELF, BUT THINK HARD ABOUT ALL THE STRESS YOU ARE UNDER RIGHT NOW. LIKE YOU SAID ,ROY MAY BE LOSING HIS JOB, SO YOU FEEL OR KNOW THAT YOU CAN NOT GIVE UP YOUR SECOND JOB. THAT JOB IN ITSELF IS PROBABLY THE BIGGEST STRESS INDUCER YOU HAVE. IT IS TOUGH WHEN YOU HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF SOMEONE THAT JUST RUBS YOUR NERVES RAW. AND TO KNOW THERE ARE NOT MANY OTHER CHOICES MAKES IT TOUGH. HAVE YOU TALKED TO ROY ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT TAKING CARE OF JANICE? MAYBE SEARCHING FOR ANOTHER PART TIME JOB IS WHAT YOU SHOULD GIVE SOME THOUGHT TO. I KNOW IT IS EASIER SAID THEN DONE, BUT AT LEAST GIVE IT SOME DEEP THOUGHT. MAYBE ROY COULD GET A SECOND JOB TO TAKE UP THE SLACK. THEN THOSE BILLS COULD GET TAKEN CARE OF SOONER AND HE WOULD HAVE SOMETHING TO FALL BACK ON IF THIS JOB GOES BELLY UP.
I KNOW YOU EAT YOUR FRUITS AND VEGGIES, I HATE MOST VEGGIES MYSLEF. UNLIKE YOU , I LIKE THEM RAW, BUT THE VARIETY IS VERY LIMITED. DO YOU EVER TRACK THE AMOUNT OF SODIUM IS IN YOUR FOOD? I HAVE FOUND THAT IT MAKES A BIG DIFFERENCE IN WHAT MY SCALE SAYS. I WEIGH BEFORE I GO TO BED AND WHEN I GET UP MOST DAYS. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BUT IT ACTUALLY KEEPS ME MORE AWARE. THE FLUCUATION IN WEIGHT CAN BE 2-3 LBS. DON'T ASK ME WHY I DO IT, BUT IT DOES HELP ME. I KNOW IF I ATE TOO MUCH SODIUM IN A DAY THAT I CAN ACTUALLY WEIGH MORE IN THE MORNING THEN I DID AT NIGHT. YOUR BODY CAN BE VERY SENSITIVE TO THE AMOUNT OF SODIUM YOU ARE INGESTING.
JUST SOME THINGS TO THINK ABOUT. I DON'T KNOW IF IT WILL HELP OR IF ROY IS OPEN TO DISCUSSING THE STRESS YOU ARE FEELING. I KNOW SOME MEN DON'T REALIZE HOW WE FEEL. YOU HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT, THEY ARE NOT MIND READERS. SO ANYWAY, YOU HAVE TO KNOW WE ALL CARE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU AND THAT YOU ARE IMPORTANT TO ALL OF US. YOU ARE THE CHOPPED LIVER OF THE TEAM. EVERY TEAM NEEDS AT LEAST ONE. LOL LOL NOW TAKE THE DAY TO RELAX AND THINK ABOUT A PLAN OF ACTION THAT YOU CAN LIVE WITH AND TRY TALKING TO YOUR HUBBY. TRY WRITING DOWN WHAT YOU NEED SO THAT YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED TO TALK ABOUT. I DON'T MEAN REHEARSE IT OR ANYTHING BUT JUST SO YOU DON'T FORGET WHAT YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT.
REMEMBER 18 POUNDS ARE STILL GONE. YOU HAVEN'T TRIPPED UP SO MUCH THAT YOU CAN'T GET THAT MAGIC BACK. HOLD THAT BEAUTIFUL FACE HIGH AND GO AHEAD WITH THE DETERMINATION I KNOW YOU HAVE. I AM HERE ANYTIME YOU NEED ME! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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I'M FREE FOR 3 DAY'S

Saturday, June 13, 2009

YEAH! I'M FREE FOR 3 DAY'S!I FEEL GOOD NA,NA,NA LIKE I KNEW I SHOULD NOW! I FEEL GOOD!LOLI DROPPED JANICE OFF AND WENT TO A COUPLE OF STORES AND NOW I AM HOME AND PUT THEM AWAY!I WAS NICE A PICKED JANICE UP SODA A CUBE WAS 3.99 IT HASN'T BEEN THAT IN A LONG TIME I GOT HER 2 SO THAT SHOULD LAST HER A WHILE!NOW I JUST HAVE TO GET THE MONEY OFF OF HER!HMMM
WELL TODAY WASN'T BAD IT IS VERY HOT IT ONLY RAINED ON AND OFF FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME!
GOT ALL MY EXERCISE DONE FIRST THING THIS MORNING AND ALL MY CLEANING DONE AND I WASHED ONE LOAD OF TOWELS AND PUT THEM AWAY!NOW WE ARE TRYING TO DECIDE WHAT TO HAVE FOR SUPPER!
AND I SHALL GO SEE WHAT MY TEAM IS UP TO!
THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR READING MY BLOG HUGS TO ALL!

POSITIVES: FOR FROM JANICE FOR 3 DAY'S
GOD
A LOVING FAMILY
A GREAT SPARK TEAM
GOOD SPARK FRIENDS
A GREAT DOG HARLEY
A GOOD CAR
A HOME
A JOB

  
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MARLA7 6/15/2009 5:12AM

    CHAR - ENJOY THOSE DAYS OFF! YOU DESERVE IT.

LOVE, MARLA

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MOMMA_BEAR_69 6/14/2009 5:38PM

    CHAR, I SURE HOPE YOU ARE RELAXING AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT. YOU DESERVE IT SO VERY MUCH. NOW JUST KICK BACK AND DO IT!!! I HOPE YOU ARE ABLE TO JUST TAKE SOME "ME" TIME FOR YOURSELF OVER THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS.
PRAYERS AND HUGS,
HELEN

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DEUCE119 6/13/2009 6:23PM

    emoticon THREE DAYS TO RELAX! EVEN IF ONE OF THOSE YOU HAVE TO WORK ,IT IS BETTER THEN HAVING HER. NOW GO FIND ROY AND TELL HIM ABOUT THE RESULTS OF THAT PREGNANCY TEST!!! ROTFLMAO

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CLEANING

Friday, June 12, 2009

YES THAT'S RIGHT I AM STARTING MY CLEANING TONIGHT SINCE MY DIL SAY'S SHE DON'T WANT TO SEE JANICE ONE MORE DAY THIS WEEK!LOL I SAID OK IF YOU DON'T COME OVER I WILL START MY CLEANING TOO AND STAY CLEAR OF HER FOR TONIGHT SHE IS ALL HUBBY'S!LOL I FEED HER AND NOW SHE IS OUTSIDE SMOKING HER BRAINS OUT!LOLSO I SHALL START THAT CLEANING AS SOON AS I AM DONE HERE AND DONE CHECKING IN ON MY GREAT SPARK TEAM!SHORT STORY TODAY BUSY GOT MY EXERCISE AND WALKING IN AND 4 VEGGIES AND 3 FRUITS! AND 8 WATERS. STAYED IN MY CALORIE RANGE ALSO! AND NOW CAN'T WAIT TILL 400PM TOMORROW!OK GOT TO GO GET THE WASH AND THROW IT IN THE DRYER! THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR READING MY BLOG (DEDUCE)LOL MY OLD FAITHFUL WHAT A PAL YOU ARE!

POSITIVES:GOD
1 MORE DAY AND THAN I WILL BE FREE FOR 3 DAY'S YEAH
A GOOD DAY
A HOME
A JOB
A LOVING FAMILY
A GREAT SPARK TEAM
GOOD SPARK FRIENDS
A GREAT DOG HARLEY

  
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MAURIZIA 6/12/2009 10:07PM

    HEY, CHAR! I'M BAAAAACCCKKKK!! MY COMPUTER IS HOME...AND I CAN READ YOUR BLOGS AGAIN! WOOHOO!

OOOOO...SMOKING! WE HAVE TO GET HER TO QUIT! TAKE DEEP BREATHS WHEN SHE BUGS YOU.

HUGS...AND I'M SO GLAD TO BE BACK 'CUZ I'VE MISSED YOU, MY LITTLE ENERGIZER BUNNY FRIEND!

HUGS,
MAURI
R>P.S. ON WEDNESDAY I HOPE TO FIND OUT IF I WILL STILL HAVE A JOB...AND MY FRIEND SANDY IS WILLING TO SHARE THE DRIVING WITH ME IF YOU AND CLAUDIA DON'T MIND THAT SHE JOINS OUR REUNION! DO YOU????

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DEUCE119 6/12/2009 9:54PM

    Have you been able to talk with the other lady yet? It is getting pretty bad when the fam doesn't even want to be around her. LOL LOL I think McDonalds would be a better second job at this rate! Only Only 19 hrs and 7 minutes til she is gone for the rest of the weekend. Then we will all hear you sigh! emoticon

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THURSDAY 6/11/09

Thursday, June 11, 2009

TODAY IS THURSDAY TOMORROW IS FRIDAY GRRRRR I JUST GOT DONE PUTTING ALL OF JANICE'S THINGS OUT SO I AM READY FOR HER!BUT NOT WANTING TO DO THIS MORE THAN EVER! TODAY STARTED OUT OK GOT ALL MY EXERCISE DONE AND WALKING AND BUSY AT WORK AND THEN JANICE THAT STARTED OUT OK TO WENT IN GAVE HER A SMOKE TOOK THE LAUNDRY UPSTAIRS AND CAME DOWN RAN THE SWEEPER STRAIGHTENED UP COOKED HER CHICKEN AND THINGS WERE TO HOT SO SHE DOESN'T DRY CLOTHES YOU HAVE TO HANG THEM AROUND THE HOUSE AND NOT ENOUGH HANGERS SO I WOULD GIVE HER A BITE THEN TAKE SWEATERS AND WINTER CLOTHES OFF HANGERS AND PUT WINTER CLOTHES AWAY AND MIND YOU SHE HAS STANDING ROOM ONLY KITCHEN A LIVING ROOM AND BED ROOM SO IT IS SMALL!SHE TAKES A LONG TIME CHEWING SO I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS SINCE I HAVE BEEN THERETO GIVE HER TIME TO CHEW CAUSE SHE SAID ONE LADY MADE HER EAT TO FAST. SO THAT DON'T HAPPEN WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME FOLDING WINTER CLOTHES WHILE SHE CHEWS?WELL SHE SAID STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND SIT DOWN AND FEED ME AND DO NOT DO ANYTHING ANY MORE! I SAID YES MAM AND DON'T YOU TREAT ME LIKE A CHILD YOU COMPLAIN NOT TO EAT TO FAST WHAT IS WRONG WITH WHAT I AM DOING!I SAID WELL IT WON'T HAPPEN TO MUCH LONGER SHE SAID WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT I SAID YOU WILL SEE!SHE P####S ME OFF!AND WHAT DO I DO EMOTIONALLY EATING THIS TO SHALL PASS SOON I HOPE!WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS!HER SISTER IS NOT IN CALIFORNIA WHERE SHE LIVES SHE IS TRAVELING TO FLORIDA AND SHE CAN'T GET HER FOR AWHILE AND ALWAYS LASHES OUT AND I AM GETTING TIRED OF IT!AND WHEN I KNOW I JUST CAN'T QUIT IT BOTHERS ME MORE!
WELL THANKS FOR LISTENING AND HOPE I GET BACK ON TRACK REAL SOON HERE OR I WILL HAVE EVEN MORE TO LOSE I AM ONLY HURTING MYSELF IT'S STILL THE SAME OLD PROBLEM WHAT I EAT!WENT OVER CALORIE BY ABOUT 150 THERE YOU HAVE IT I FESSED UP NOW TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY AND HOPE I WILL BE GOOD TO MYSELF!I GOT TO GET RID OF THIS SECOND JOB CAUSE IT IS SLOWLY KILLING ME!THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR READING MY BLOG AND HUGS TO ALL!

POSITIVES: GOD
SPARK FRIENDS
A GREAT SPARK TEAM
A GREAT DOG HARLEY
A LOVING FAMILY
LOOKING FORWARD TO SATURDAY AT 400PM

  
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DEUCE119 6/11/2009 8:27PM

    MY POOR CHAR! I CAN SEE WHY YOU WOULD BE FRUSTRATED. ISN'T THERE ANOTHER PART TIME JOB THAT WOULD BE BETTER AND LESS FRUSTRATING? I REALIZE THAT IT IS HARD WHEN YOU HAVE A FULL TIME JOB TO MAKE THE SCHEDULE WORK. TAKE A FEW MINUTES EACH DAY TO JUST BREATHE!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon AS FAR AS THE EATING, YOU KNOW BETTER THEN ANYONE HOW THAT MAKES YOU FEEL. THE NEXT TIME YOU CATCH YOURSELF EATING COZ YOU ARE UPSET , SLAP YOUR OWN HAND! LOL ,LOL YOU CAN TURN THIS AROUND, YOU ARE WORTH THE EFFORT! emoticon

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HUMP DAY

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

YES PEOPLE IT IS HUMP DAY THE MIDDLE OF THE WEEK SO THAT MEANS I CAN SEE THAT WEEKEND IS COMING RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER!THIS SEAMS TO BE ONE OF THE LONGEST WEEKS FOR ME!HEY WAIT I KNOW WHY BECAUSE I HAD A SHORT WEEK LAST WEEK AND THIS IS A 5 DAY STRETCH FOR ME!ONCE A MONTH I TOOK LONG WEEKENDS TO USE MY VACATION TIME!CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT ONE.LOL
WELL MY DAY WAS THE SAME BUSY AND GOT ALL MY EXERCISES DONE AND WALKING AND ATE MY FRUITS AND VEGGIES AND DRANK MY WATER STAYED IN MY CALORIE RANGE!
AFTER WORK I WENT TO JANICE AND THEN GOT MY HAIR CUT VERY LITTLE PERM LEFT IN IT SO IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS I SHALL GET A PERM!THAT IS IF I CAN WAIT THAT LONG I WILL SE IF IT STYLES EASY FOR ME OR NOT CAUSE I TOLD HER JUST CUT IT DON'T STYLE IT OR DRY IT CAUSE I WAS COMING HOME AND GOING TO BED BEFORE LONG!DIDN'T WANT TO SIT THEIR ANY LONGER!
SO NOW I HAVE TO DO BILLS!GRRRR THEN MAKE OUT MY BANK DEPOSIT AND WATCH MY SOAP OPERA AND GO TO BED BY 900PM!NOW I SHALL GO SEE WHAT MY TEAM HAS BEEN UP TO.THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR READING MY BLOG AND HUGS TO ALL!YES YOU DEDUCE MY FAITHFUL FRIEND!LOL

POSITIVES: GOD
GOT MY HAIR CUT
GOOD DAY TODAY( EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A BUSY ONE)
A GREAT SPARK TEAM
GOOD SPARK FRIENDS
A LOVING FAMILY
A GREAT DOG HARLEY
HUBBY'S SOLD HIS CAR TODAY
A HOME
A GOOD CAR
A JOB
HUBBY STILL HAS HIS JOB

  
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DEUCE119 6/10/2009 7:49PM

    HEY AT LEAST I CAN BE FIRST AT SOMETHING!! I BET IT IS HARD TO WORK ALL WEEK WHEN THE WEEK BEFORE WAS A SHORT ONE. AREN'T YOU USED TO LONG ONES YET? OR ARE THE SHORTER ONES BETTER? LOL LOL LOL I AM SO FUNNY THAT I AM LAUGHING!!! JUST KIDDING. GLAD YOU GOT ALL YOUR EXERCISE AND WATER IN TODAY. I SOMETIMES HAVE TROUBLE WITH THAT. ENJOY YOUR EVENING AND SLEEP WELL MY FRIEND! emoticon

P.S- IWAS BEING A SMART A** ABOUT THE LENGTH. I REREAD THAT AND IT DIDN'T COME OUT QUITE THE WAY I WANTED IT TO!! emoticon

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