A productive and fun day---worked on the garage and the food storage--bracing a shelf that was starting to sag from the weight of the food.
Raked leaves---did a bit of foam behind and under the storage area to keep rodents out.
I found some nice crunchy apples and enjoyed eat ing them!
worked in some veggies --some popcorn--sf cocoa
Over the virus---went out of town to visit oldest son & family.
Ate too much---fun but tired.
It is 1:33 am on Monday and I should be sleeping and have too much energy to go to sleep---dang!!
I go for it again . Dang I am tired of all this YO-YO thinking--tired of chasing my tail----always fighting the same pounds---I am tired of trying to be strong--I read somewhere that I should stop trying to be strong and let God love me for HE will be strong for me and hold me in his light.
my grandson gave me this "gift" I picked him up early and we sat it out together. The typical vomiting, running to bathroom sick to the stomach thing.
Feeling sorry for myself this evening--trying to pick myself up--think I just have to go to bed and rest. I get a bit upset with myself when I am sick--because I feel lousy.
I start judging my insides by others outside happiness. Like the gorgeous models who are on tv--so silly. I kinda hate them right now-
Magic could happen and on Sat I am suddenly well---Doc said probley not.
I hope you are doing well--ah your probely smart--fantastic and slim tooooooo!!!