Friday, March 26, 2010
A lot going on emotionally --- gave in to tension eating. Being around that person is like being around a snake never knowing when it will strike!
I did not prepare myself first. I let myself be caught off guard. I led myself to the slaughter-- Go figure!! I convinced myself things were changed-- it is the same.
I did not weigh again this week.
I DID READ MY OLD JOURNALS----SAME PATTERN, AGAIN.
NOVEMBER 08 LAST TIME UNDER 200. I NEVER REALIZED THAT IT HAD BEEN THAT LONG.
I need to continue working towards becoming autonomous---
I studied it--I talked it---didn't really want to walk it.
It is a lonely road--that I can only give to myself. Is it even possible at my age to do such a thing?
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight, build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow, do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; give the world the best you have anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, It is between you and God;
It never was between you and them anyway. -Mother Teresa