Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I am going to start back walking and riding my bike in the morning. I know the only way to do it is simply make it a priority. If company is here at that time --so be it. I don't think they would even care and if they want they can join me in my walk. No one wants to join me in my tears and pain, so I am the only one who can make myself healthy.
My new sister is coming in from Russia on the 12th of August. I hope she will join me in walks.
Today I did not commit any great food sins. But I did not do my exercise.
No one in my family ever says anything about how I look anymore. It is as if I do not exist as a person. Ah, Well, so much for that I wonder if other women my age go through the same thing?
I am going to make myself some ff, sf, chocolate pudding. Now, we know that cures all ills~~