“When I say, "I love you," it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman.”
Spike to Buffy
I was reading a blog by DEMURALIST and the words jumped off the page.
I do study "how to do things"
I learned that schools out and it is time to let my life spill over into Thanksgiving.
I have hid behind learning for fear of living life----WOW------afraid of all the mistakes I may make---I only wanted to learn from others mistakes---others FUN---I am learning to make my own fun and not sit back and watch, Its more fun this way----
"You know your way around the Faith.
Now, do what you've been taught.
quit studying the subject
and start LIVING it!
And let your life
Friday is our day to play. He has the ability to make any situation fun--four is such a great age--the laughter comes up from some where deep inside and bursts into the dreary day. Everything becomes magic again. It doesn't matter what we do it is exciting.
I think we will go to the zoo.
My scales say that I weigh a pound less. This is getting A little scary--NEW!!!
Success is new--I am going with it--it feels good.
My dear cousins husband, Jack, passed away yesterday. He could always bring a smile to my lips. I am at loss for words to comfort her. I don't think there are enough words. They were always together -- always with honest, dear friends. He gave the world more than he ever knew. I need to shake this sad feeling so that I can celebrate his life.