Wednesday, January 05, 2011
People keep telling me that I'm an inspiration to them. But it is my words, not my deeds. I am able to help people with kind words that are meant to inspire them. But in 1 1/2 years, I have not lost any weight! I am exercising and eating healthily, but I think, to be a total inspiration, you have to walk the walk.
I have steered a few people toward SparkPeople but they don't like the site--it's too hard to maneuver, too low of calories, not their thing. I keep after my DH about his weight and unhealthy eating habits. But I'm not walking the walk. Without losing weight, who's going to listen to me. Why go on SPeople if even I can't lose weight. I need to try harder.
Most of my problem is lack of calories. I'm always in starvation mode so my body hangs onto everything it can. I need to kick something up a notch. I need people to be inspired by my actions, not my words. I'll keep up the good words, but am going to try harder on the weight loss.