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March 9th 2011

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

Ok after many starts and stops for quite some time now I have made some choices.

Dealing with 2 family members going through depression and stress has added so much stress on to me.

The result a gain of 5 kilos since September. Not good. The crunch came 2 nights ago having dinner while we away for a few days. The stress was so high in me that I had trouble breathing and swallowing while eating my dinner. I hit rock bottom in my ability to cope with any thing. I certainly was no help to the family that needs me to be strong. I am climbing back up though.

Went to the doctors yesterday and he has given me some medication for short term to help me sleep and relax the tense muscles in my body giving me so much pain. After months of restless sleep had my first decent night last night.

Today I made the next step to try and control this manic eating pattern I have developed and I go to see a dietician on Friday.

The only thing I have maintained over this time is my exercise.

I feel embarassed and ashamed at not getting control of my eating but it is not from lack of trying.

I read the articles and have the motivation until the next family crisis kicks in.

So to all my spark friends who constantly support me I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Just knowing you are there to support me in the highs and lows is more than words can say.

  
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PCOH051610 3/15/2011 4:11PM

    Hi Georgia,

Sorry I'm so late in replying to this blog. My doctor pointed out a long time ago that depression affects more than the individual diagnosed with it. It is interesting that you have two family members with depression and you wonder why you are stressed. It is because all the books in the world tell us that depression is nobody's fault but we somehow think we can be the pillar for our family members to cling to. I know, because I've been on both sides of the equation. I was so suicidal about 8 years ago that my husband ended up taking a year off work as he thought it was his fault. I know you want to help your family members but before you can do that you have to be strong yourself. This is not selfish!

I really, really appreciate the comments you leave on my blogs!

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HOCKEY47 3/11/2011 12:49AM

    Georgia,you are always so supportive and loving towards your family and us. I wish i can be in teh same area to spend some time with you.

I am glad you are getting some help in the sleep department and for your anxiety attacks.

I suffer from that once in a while and it is no fun.

please let us know how it goes.
we are here for you buddy emoticon

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CATHYG7 3/10/2011 9:20AM

    Georgia, you are such an amazing inspiration to all of us on our team. Even through the darkest times in your life, you are still there for us! Well we are here for you always. I am so thankful for your strength and support, your encouragement and wisdom. Thanks for being you. Hugs emoticon emoticon

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MISSMITSY 3/10/2011 6:56AM

    I'm so sorry! Please remember to take care of yourself, even if you have to walk away from a family crisis, sometimes that's just what you need to do, there's no hep for anyone if you make yourself sick and then the next family crisis ends up being you... Sometimes the absolute best thing you can do for someone is to say no, even if it's only for the time it takes for you to sort yourself out... But if you can't do that, make sure you rely on us, that's what we're here for!

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GOANNA2 3/9/2011 3:20PM

    So sorry to hear about what you have been going through.
You have always been such a strong person that I always
look up to and I am glad you have gotten some help.

I wish you strength and just know that I am here for you.

Take care and keep up the exercise. That, at least, can
take you away from the problems, be it for a little while.

Take care and God bless cuz. Lots of love
Anna emoticon emoticon

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DAISYGIRL77 3/9/2011 8:22AM

    Georgia you are such an inspiration and the great thing is is that you realize you to have to take care of yourself. So many of us just let us go and you took the steps to go and get some relief so you can help and be the strong awesome lady I know you are. I'm so glad to have met you on here. Now you go take care of yourself. I feel for you on the emotional eating because that is whats kicking my butt right now too. Going to the doctor myself today. Take care!

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TANSIE2 3/9/2011 7:23AM

    Hi Georgia= so sorry to hear you are having such a tough time. It is so hard to make all the right and healthy choices for ourselves when we are understress. I understand how you are feeling.good on you for making some postitive choices and changes. baby steps and your right it is important to look after yourself before you offer support to others, take care- I would love to catch up with you again however i know how hard you work and how precious your spare time is to you - especially now.

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DEE797 3/9/2011 7:10AM

    So glad you were able to get some help and that you are now able to get the rest you need. Stress and anxiety can weigh heavily on us. We are here for you. emoticon emoticon

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MKPRINCESS007 3/9/2011 1:19AM

    Oh Georgia, I am so sorry to hear what you have been going through. You know I know about anxiety and what it can do. At the end of last year, I went through the muscle stiffness and pain you are having. I would wake up in the morning and feel like I ran a marathon. I had to seek help on the short term too. Do what you have to to take care of yourself. You know I am here if you need to vent!

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Sunday 13th February 2011

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Here are some photos from Springbrook. Purlingbrook Falls and Apple tree Park.








The last photo is my favourite at the moment as it represents peace and quiet.

Hope they make you feel good like they do me.

  
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MISSCAROL 2/21/2011 9:35AM

    Beautiful pictures and how lovely to be able to be out walking and enjoying them. They make me feel motivated to get moving.

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PCOH051610 2/20/2011 3:03PM

    Thank you for sharing these wonderful pictures! I could send you some of Newfoundland but right now the page would be pure white as all we can see is snow! Ha!

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MISSMITSY 2/20/2011 6:25AM

    Wow beautiful!

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HAWAIITOES 2/16/2011 6:50PM

    So peaceful and beautiful I can understand just wanting to be there and be calm. thanks for sharing these. Jan

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TURTLE24 2/16/2011 5:48PM

    Stunningly beautiful and so peaceful! Thank you for posting.

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DOWNPORT 2/16/2011 11:00AM

    Beautiful photos! You have quite a talent! Would love to be there and visit with you!

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DOODERQUEEN 2/16/2011 10:30AM

    How serene. Thanks for taking us all to such beautiful places.

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MUMSKI 2/16/2011 7:54AM

    What beautiful pictures Georgia, wish I could be there to really appreciate their beauty, Maybe one day!!

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ARIANERA 2/15/2011 9:04PM

    Gorgeous. Thank you for posting them.

Ari

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GOANNA2 2/15/2011 7:57AM

    Thanks Georgia. Beautiful photos.
Brings back memories and should try
and get back up there one of these days.

By the way,my ankle is fine thanks. emoticon

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DEE797 2/15/2011 6:04AM

    What beautiful pictures. I love them all and look like beautiful places to hike and be surrounded by nature. Definitely calming. Thanks for sharing them with us.

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LATTELEE 2/15/2011 5:29AM

  With all the snow around now, it is wonderful to see your photos!

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STALEYK 2/15/2011 5:09AM

    Beautiful pictures. Makes me want to be there hiking! Thanks for sharing them with us! emoticon

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Australia Day January 26 2011

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

I had the good (or bad depending how you look at it) fortune to go out for a drive today. We took a couple of turns and without really knowing where we were ended up driving through some of the flood affected roads. No towns just some farm land.

I was heartbroken to see the damage to the roads and to see how high and furiously the waters had run through these places. Words could not describe the damage.

But I must also add that as heartbreaking as it was it was also heartwarming to see how we Aussies gathered round and helped each other get lives back to some normality. Roads, properties and some fences were being rebuilt and cleaned up.

Aussie flags flying or hooked onto fences or trees. Showing we may be down but definitely not beaten.

We were trying to visit friends who had been through some tough days but due to road closures on our way and redirections just never got there.

Turned around and came home.

I think it is going to be months before some of these roads will be drivable.

So put the snags on the barbie (sausages on the grill) and Happy Australia day to us all.

Don't forget our friends in Victoria going through the same as we did only a few short weeks ago.

  
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GOANNA2 1/26/2011 5:54PM

    It is sad isn't it? Hope and resilience are part
of the Aussie spirit and as you say, we may be
down but we will rebuild and move on.

I feel for the Victorians who are facing the
devastating effects of the floods.

Glad ytou enjoyed the snags. emoticon

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DOWNPORT 1/26/2011 5:21PM

    Happy Australia Day! So sorry to hear about all the damage from the floods - the Aussies have a great spirit! Good on you! emoticon

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ARIANERA 1/26/2011 11:40AM

    Happy Australia Day! At least the needed roadwork will help employment.

Ari

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GEORGIAK25 1/26/2011 4:50AM

    The damage is terrible. Hopefully it won't take long to get fixed....

Yes they were yummy. Not too good for the calorie count but eh once a year!!!

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MISSMITSY 1/26/2011 4:46AM

    It's sad to see all the damage in the roads isn't it... I hope you enjoyed your snags!

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January 9th 2011

Saturday, January 08, 2011

Okay it has been a week or so since I made some committiments to myself and here are the results of week !.

Exercised for 30 minutes for 4 days last week.

Portion control has improved.

Water no problem. 6-8 glasses a day.

Now to work harder in the next week.

  
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JSTBKOZ 1/18/2011 8:07AM

    Great attitude girl. You can do it. emoticon

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MISSMITSY 1/13/2011 6:22AM

    Awesome work, hope you can continue the water thing with all the funny tasting water around!

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HOCKEY47 1/11/2011 2:41AM

    Georgia you can do this!! i am with you emoticon emoticon

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LOOSEIT57 1/8/2011 7:05PM

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GOANNA2 1/8/2011 6:04PM

    emoticonYou go girl!

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IONA72 1/8/2011 5:51PM

    Great start to the year, go girl!!!

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Thursday 30th December 2010

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

I am so pleased. Today I have finally achieved the exercise target I set almost 1 year ago.

10000 exercise minutes. After a very slack part at the beginning of the year I have now achieved it.

Yippee and hi hoorah.!!!

If I can do it so can you.

  
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BRE4ME 1/4/2011 3:07PM

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TURTLE24 1/1/2011 10:30AM

    WOW! Awesome! Congratualtions!

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GOANNA2 12/31/2010 10:13PM

    emoticon emoticonYou will be able to fit into thise shorts in no time.
kali hronia kai na hairese tin mitera sou kai ton Basili sou.

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…………Get out and sparkle in 2011
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JSTBKOZ 12/30/2010 12:11PM

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Way to go Georgia. Your amazing!

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MISSMITSY 12/30/2010 6:54AM

    Awesome work!!! Good on you!


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DOWNPORT 12/29/2010 6:05PM

    emoticon Georgia! Keep it up!

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