Monday, May 26, 2008
Little miss perfecto just totally fell off her horse this weekend. I just ate and ate what I wanted. In a way I can see that I'm a bit improved from my former self in that I did go to the grocery store last night with the full intent to get just what I wanted -- and instead of grabbing just any food, or horrid food, I actually went up and down the frozen aisles several times. Some pig out items were just not possible, I'd think about the calories or fat. I actually ended up pigging out on a Lean Cuisine dinner (now how weird is that), no ice cream or candy. I did end up with one questionable item and ate too much, but I guess that overall I did a heck of a lot better than I would have before. May has been trying for me. It still isn't over yet!!!! All "great excuses" Birthday, Mother's Day, Graduation, traveling, etc., etc. I'm supposed to be at my goal weight June 30th -- which is quickly arriving. I've piddled around all May. I was down to 9 lbs. to lose to be at my goal weight, now it is probably 12 -- WHAT AM I DOING?????
So, needless to say, I've got to get my self back in control, centered, on course, and all that good stuff. No more excuses!!!!!