Sunday, March 30, 2008
I had sneaked a peek at my weight a couple of times this week and didn't see a loss so I was rather hard on myself. This morning I was down a pound. I'll take it! I made a promise to me to lose 15 by April 19 and looks like I can make it if this keeps up.
Since I started this new lifestyle on Feb. 2, I haven't gone off once. I haven't gone over my calorie count (that I know of) once. It's hard and I have some huge challenges ahead of me but I want this so badly I think I'm going to get through them.
On a little different note. Some of you took seriously my blog about being Queen of the Universe. It was kind of a silly blog and I hope people would take it as just realizing that this isn't fun but "if" I could figure out a way to change it magically, I would.
I'm sorry to say that when I woke up this morning I was NOT made Queen of the universe. I'll try again tomorrow. :)
Saturday, March 29, 2008
I will decree that everyone on a diet will lose 5 lbs a week and it will never come back! Seems only fair because of all the work we put into this.
I have to admit that this is starting to "get" to me. I really hate being fat and I am starting to really slow down on my weight loss. I don't think I've lost anything this week and that totally bums me out. I hope I haven't hit a plateau.
Yes, I'll be honest. I'm sick of exercise, I'm sick of counting each morsel that I eat (and yes, I still do it but that doesn't mean I like it).
I think the real thing is that I'm just angry. I'm angry at myself for getting into this fat mess and now I have to get out. I'll do it, believe me but I'm not liking it.
Of course, if I had a big weight loss this week I'd be liking it much better.
I will just have to wait until I'm Queen of the Universe!
Thursday, March 27, 2008
So, I've lost 12 lbs. Yes, that's great but when is it going to show?? No one has really noticed that I've lost weight. My fat clothes are a little looser but that's about it. No big wows...just same old, same old.
I'm really happy that I'm losing the weight and feeling better. I have a little more energy and am sleeping much better but still, I want to feel thinner. I want to be uncomfortable in my clothes because they are to big but that hasn't happened yet.
Sigh....I'm really happy for my friends here that are doing so well but I want to see results too!!!
Rant over :(
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Today is my weigh in day. I had hoped that I would hit that 10 lb mark but was a little worried. We took my daughter out for her birthday (17!) last night and although I was careful, it's not that easy in a Thai restaurant. I was concerned that there was hidden salt and some of the sauces were a little sweet which indicated sugar. The moment of truth came this morning. Did I make that 10 lb mark?? NO
I hit 12 lbs!!! HAHAHAHAHA YES!! Much to my shock, this week was a 2 1/2 lb weight loss. I actually exercised a little less but when I did exercise I stepped it up just a bit and made it harder. Looks like it paid off!!
So, go right ahead and call me a loser. I don't mind really, because I sure am!!!!
doing the happy dance......
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