Saturday, March 29, 2008
I will decree that everyone on a diet will lose 5 lbs a week and it will never come back! Seems only fair because of all the work we put into this.
I have to admit that this is starting to "get" to me. I really hate being fat and I am starting to really slow down on my weight loss. I don't think I've lost anything this week and that totally bums me out. I hope I haven't hit a plateau.
Yes, I'll be honest. I'm sick of exercise, I'm sick of counting each morsel that I eat (and yes, I still do it but that doesn't mean I like it).
I think the real thing is that I'm just angry. I'm angry at myself for getting into this fat mess and now I have to get out. I'll do it, believe me but I'm not liking it.
Of course, if I had a big weight loss this week I'd be liking it much better.
I will just have to wait until I'm Queen of the Universe!
Thursday, March 27, 2008
So, I've lost 12 lbs. Yes, that's great but when is it going to show?? No one has really noticed that I've lost weight. My fat clothes are a little looser but that's about it. No big wows...just same old, same old.
I'm really happy that I'm losing the weight and feeling better. I have a little more energy and am sleeping much better but still, I want to feel thinner. I want to be uncomfortable in my clothes because they are to big but that hasn't happened yet.
Sigh....I'm really happy for my friends here that are doing so well but I want to see results too!!!
Rant over :(
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Today is my weigh in day. I had hoped that I would hit that 10 lb mark but was a little worried. We took my daughter out for her birthday (17!) last night and although I was careful, it's not that easy in a Thai restaurant. I was concerned that there was hidden salt and some of the sauces were a little sweet which indicated sugar. The moment of truth came this morning. Did I make that 10 lb mark?? NO
I hit 12 lbs!!! HAHAHAHAHA YES!! Much to my shock, this week was a 2 1/2 lb weight loss. I actually exercised a little less but when I did exercise I stepped it up just a bit and made it harder. Looks like it paid off!!
So, go right ahead and call me a loser. I don't mind really, because I sure am!!!!
doing the happy dance......
Sunday, March 16, 2008
I won't say I'm not just a wee bit disappointed that I didn't make 10 lbs lost this week but hey, 9 lbs isn't bad either! I will just have to wait another week and hope that's all it will take.
Another thing I've been wondering. With nearly 10 lbs gone you would think that my clothes would be at least a little loose but that's not the case. I was really wondering about that and then realized why. These are my fat clothes. I have been wearing them a long time and even 10 lbs ok 9 lbs heavier I was still stuffing myself into them. Now they fit.
So, losing weight is still the battle. I still must lose more to really make a noticeable difference. Once my fat clothes are big, they are gone. No one has really noticed the weight loss yet because no one can tell. The next 10 lbs will make a huge difference.
Just watch me!!!!!!!!!!!
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