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Great Dessert

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

There are things I know that are triggers for me. Got some not so good news today and believe it or not, I lost my appetite. I know it will return and the first thing I will look for is something sweet.

I cannot keep ice cream in my house, ever. If it's there, I will eat it. I had this idea today. I got some fresh berries, strawberries, raspberries and blackberries. I sweetened them with some splenda and then mixed them with some cool whip free. Then....I froze the whole thing!

It's like I can have a big bowl of ice cream that is not only good for me, but has less than 100 calories (way less) in the whole thing!! Woohoo YUM!!

  
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K8NJKSMOM 6/24/2011 2:10PM

    MMM....sounds delish! Cool Whip Free is my favourite! It makes you think you are having a totally decadent dessert! I've never tried it frozen though. This will be a great treat for the summer!!!

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DOROTHYBERO 6/16/2011 4:05PM

    Sounds yummy - will have to try it!!

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ABISMITHY 6/16/2011 12:30PM

    Wow! That sounds awesome - I might have to try some of that!

(See how I was drawn to a blog called "Great Dessert!"

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GEMINI-SKY 6/16/2011 7:08AM

    What a Great Idea ! ! ! Enjoy ! ! !

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The Journey

Sunday, June 12, 2011

I guess we are never done. The journey is long and winding and never ending. I am pleased that I have lost almost all the weight I gained from the time of Passover through the shiva when my dad passed away. Almost, just a couple of lbs to go. Now of course, I need to lose the rest of the weight I gained over the past couple of years. It's going, it's going... I have been very steady and focused.

I have been once again battling the demon depression. I know I need to get a handle on it and I really am trying. Life has been so difficult of late with my entire air conditioning unit having to be replaced, a pipe breaking in the garage bringing the ceiling down with it etc.....Not an easy time.

On the bright side, I went for my yearly mammogram with the sonogram follow-up on the side I had the lumpectomy, and all was clear. I will go again next year. Whew! While I am one of the lucky ones whose lumpectomy was benign, I know I was that way because I caught it early. Make sure you all get your check ups!!

Have a great Sunday.

  
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MHNGJR 6/13/2011 4:52PM

    emoticon und emoticon for the mammo results!

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GEMINI-SKY 6/13/2011 6:59AM

    They Say..."He only gives us what we can handle" ! ! !
You must be one tough cookie ! ! !
Change what you can and leave the rest in God's Hands...He's got your back...
OXOX

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RO2LOOSE 6/12/2011 9:27AM

    I;m sorry to learn of your recent loss...as well as the other trials you've faced recently. It seems so often that challenges come in clusters---I hope your cluster is complete now and things will begin on the upswing for you. Your weight loss despite facing those challenges is wonderful...with your determination you can do it! hope you have a wonderful week!~~Ro


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It clicked

Friday, May 20, 2011

I has been a very difficult couple of months. Between my dad going into hospice care, Passover with the family, my dad's passing and the shiva, I gained nearly 10 lbs. This is on top of the weight I had already gained back.

I knew that I was eating badly but I just couldn't help myself. I didn't care. The stress was enormous and I had shut down.

A couple of weeks ago, it clicked. I had had enough of feeling awful and started to do something about it. I started walking again, eating right, tracking and best of all losing.

Today I realized it's two weeks since I started. I already feel better. I know I dropped a few pounds and know that I will continue on the right track. I had forgotten that this makes me feel better.

I know you all know what that moment is like when it "clicks" and you are ready. I'm angry at myself for gaining so much of my weight back but not so angry that I can't do something about it.

I so appreciate the encouragement I get from this wonderful place. Thanks everyone for your support. It's been fantastic.

  
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DOROTHYBERO 5/21/2011 8:26AM

    Love those aha moments emoticon

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PLPEEP 5/20/2011 10:31PM

    I think as long as we never give up we can conquer anything. So glad to hear you are back on the right track.

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MHNGJR 5/20/2011 12:21PM

    You had some issues that very understandably resulted in some weight gain, BUT. . you've recognized where you need to go and started on the way. emoticon emoticon

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DETERMINEDJANET 5/20/2011 11:59AM

    So glad you found that moment again where it all clicks. emoticon

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LSCHULER72 5/20/2011 10:26AM

    Super! We are glad you are here with us!


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PENNI68 5/20/2011 9:43AM

    That is great...it is amazing when you eat better and exercise how much better you feel!! I had forgotten that myself this week. Time to get back at it!! Sorry about the loss of your dad, but good for you for putting things into perspective and getting back at it!! emoticon

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He's Gone

Monday, April 25, 2011

I can't believe that I am writing this but I am sorry to say we lost my dad this past weekend. He has been sick for so long and his health failing we knew this was going to happen.

What I have learned is that no matter how prepared you think you are for this, you just aren't prepared. I find myself just starting to cry because I was thinking of some wonderful times with my dad, or just because I miss him already.

My dad was the greatest dad ever. We were very, very close. In my family there were only lots of boys (I have lots of male cousins and an older brother) but I was not only the youngest but the only girl. A true princess and my dad adored me.

He was a remarkable man. My dad finished the house I grew up in. He did all the electrical work, paneled the den and painted my room every time I thought it should be a different color. You may not think this very remarkable but my dad was a WWII veteran. He proudly served his country and lost his right arm in the service. He told me there was nothing he couldn't do and that with only one arm. This meant there was nothing I couldn't do no matter what.

This Wednesday is the funeral. I say good-by for the final time. It is going to be so hard because selfishly I want him with me always but I know that he is at peace now, pain free and with my mom. I also know that I will miss him every day of my life.

I am so grateful I have a lifetime of memories to keep him with me always.

  
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COOKNKEL 5/9/2011 2:23PM

    No matter how old we are, losing our Daddy is rough. You were blessed to have such an honorable overcomer to set that example to get you through the storms of this life. The good news is we have a heavenly Father waiting to take over, who loves us and knows our pain and every tear. It will be a hard week. Blessings of peace to you.

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SCOOTERGIRLOZ 4/29/2011 8:26AM

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Your dad sounds like a number 1 champion. Hope the funeral was lovely and reflectful for all those whom he touched.

So sorry for your lost.




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DOREENKNIGHT64 4/28/2011 10:38AM

    My sympathies are with you. Hold on to those memories and pass them down to the next generations, that way he will be with you and with your family too.

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PAWKETS 4/27/2011 10:45AM

    Very sorry for your loss
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MOMMABOF7 4/26/2011 8:11AM

    So sorry for your loss! What great memories to hold in your heart.

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BESEVEN 4/25/2011 11:26PM

    Your father sounds like he was a truly great man, and you couldn't have asked for a better dad. May you treasure your memories of him, and live the wisdom he instilled in you.
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DETERMINEDJANET 4/25/2011 9:57PM

    What a beautiful tribute to your father. Hugs & Prayers during this very sad time for you.

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MARTHAWILL 4/25/2011 8:45PM

    Sorry for your loss and pain. You are right. No matter how long you know you will lose someone, it is still difficult when that person is gone. There will forever be an empty spot.
At the same time, how wonderful that you will have such beautiful memories.
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2LABS2LOVE 4/25/2011 8:25PM

    emoticon emoticonYour Dad sounds like a wonderful Daddy. You are so blessed to have a Dad like him. Death is a journey we will all take...your separation is temporary...keep that in mind. Tears are healing and we are all here for you. emoticon

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LITTLELADYHOPE 4/25/2011 7:39PM

    That's awful, I'm so sorry for your loss. But it sounds like you were pretty blessed to have him in your life. You're in my thoughts.

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JEBNURSE2000 4/25/2011 7:38PM

    Sorry for your loss, but he will always be with you in memories. Keep remembering all the good times. emoticon emoticon

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LADYRH 4/25/2011 7:12PM

    So sorry for your loss, enjoy your memories.
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Wonderful week

Saturday, April 23, 2011

It has been a long but fun week. My son and I went to San Francisco to see family and to celebrate Passover. Every year we do this holiday at a different cousins home. We aren't a big family but we are very, very close knit!!

I got to see some family that I don't see often. Cousins from Canada, the ones that live in San Francisco of course, cousins from South Carolina, others down the coast of Calif. and best of all, my cousin that moved to Thailand!!

It was a great week, lots of hugs and laughter and wonderful food (don't ask!!). My son and I explored San Francisco together. We got to take every form of mass transit which included buses, trains, ferry, trolly, planes and cars. We had a great time and found so much to do!

11 members of my family decided to catch a ballgame! We went to see the Oakland "A"s beat up the Red Sox!! What can I say, we are from NY and are happy to see ANYONE beat up the Red Sox LOLOLOL!!!!! It was my first time at a stadium that wasn't in NY. What fun!!

It's great to be home. I'm sorry my daughter was still in school and couldn't make it but maybe next year (of course I don't know where it will be then!)

I know lots of holidays are going on right now. I hope they are happy for everyone!!

  
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DOROTHYBERO 4/24/2011 8:46PM

    Sounds wonderful!

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