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Starting over

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I haven't been here most of the summer. It's been difficult and I have just blown all the good hard work I did last year. Well, not all of it but 15 lbs worth. It has made me very sad and I know what I need to do to get back.

I gave myself until yesterday. Monday, I started back. I am charting everything I eat. I have walked the lake every day. I need to do this for me. I actually got to within 5 lbs of my goal weight and blew it.

I know, I know, I can't beat myself up over this. Everyone falls but I really thought I had it conquered. Apparently not. I feel so fat. My clothes are tight and it's very hard to not be angry with myself. I'm trying because being angry gets me nowhere but still........

Will have lots of veggies for dinner tonight. I'm staying within my calorie range and will not fail. I am leaving for So. American at the end of October for vacation with a girlfriend. It's going to be a wonderful trip and hopefully I can at least drop 5 or 6 lbs by then.

I shall not fail!!!

  
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DARLENEK04 9/23/2009 12:18PM

  Do not get down on yourself. Ok, you got careless, and
obviously it cost you 15 pounds. Was it worth it? It
must have seemed like it at the time......................
We all trip ourselves up now and then, and sometimes we are
our own worst enemy.
Get a grip, and get back in the battle. You are worthwhile
and deserve to get to goal.
The important thing is DO NOT GET DOWN ON YOURSELF AND JUST
GET UP AND GET GOING.
Darlene

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TINKMYBELZ 9/23/2009 12:26AM

    I feel your pain! I too am in the same situation! Just keep your head high and only thinking positive thoughts :) You can and will get there! Just remember it takes longer to take off what we put on! So, dont get frustrated. Good luck and maybe together we can get there faster!!!! emoticon

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OMELYN 9/22/2009 9:38PM

    Well, you're human. I know how you feel (gained 6 back myself this summer) but you're also right. We both need to get back to it. Don't beat yourself up , just do a NIKE.

Lynn

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GIRLINMOTION 9/22/2009 7:30PM

    You can do it Gayllynne!!! I know you can!!! Summer is a hard time to keep on a schedule. You have had so much going on this past summer with your children's special events and family coming into town.

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LORNALARSON1 9/22/2009 7:23PM

    wow! Getting within 5 pounds of your goal weight is great! I haven't been anywhere close to goal weight in such a long time, SO PAT YOURSELF ON THE BACK for getting that far! Setbacks happen. The thing is you know you can do it, and what you need to do to get were you want to be. Good luck!!!!!!

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Starting over

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I haven't been here most of the summer. It's been difficult and I have just blown all the good hard work I did last year. Well, not all of it but 15 lbs worth. It has made me very sad and I know what I need to do to get back.

I gave myself until yesterday. Monday, I started back. I am charting everything I eat. I have walked the lake every day. I need to do this for me. I actually got to within 5 lbs of my goal weight and blew it.

I know, I know, I can't beat myself up over this. Everyone falls but I really thought I had it conquered. Apparently not. I feel so fat. My clothes are tight and it's very hard to not be angry with myself. I'm trying because being angry gets me nowhere but still........

Will have lots of veggies for dinner tonight. I'm staying within my calorie range and will not fail. I am leaving for So. American at the end of October for vacation with a girlfriend. It's going to be a wonderful trip and hopefully I can at least drop 5 or 6 lbs by then.

I shall not fail!!!

  
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THEINA1 9/22/2009 10:12PM

    You go girl and I believe you wont fail because you know now what u did wrong but also you have the taste of what it feels like to be within reach of your goals! You can do this and you will! :) emoticon emoticon

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Paying the piper

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I haven't been here most of the summer. It's been difficult and I have just blown all the good hard work I did last year. Well, not all of it but 15 lbs worth. It has made me very sad and I know what I need to do to get back.

I gave myself until yesterday. Monday, I started back. I am charting everything I eat. I have walked the lake every day. I need to do this for me. I actually got to within 5 lbs of my goal weight and blew it.

I know, I know, I can't beat myself up over this. Everyone falls but I really thought I had it conquered. Apparently not. I feel so fat. My clothes are tight and it's very hard to not be angry with myself. I'm trying because being angry gets me nowhere but still........

Will have lots of veggies for dinner tonight. I'm staying within my calorie range and will not fail. I am leaving for So. American at the end of October for vacation with a girlfriend. It's going to be a wonderful trip and hopefully I can at least drop 5 or 6 lbs by then.

I shall not fail!!!

  
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CELLEBRUCE 9/23/2009 12:49AM

    You're doing exactly what you need to do, so don't fret about the past. Just look forward to your trip and your new sexy bod that you will have soon! Good luck and have wonderful time!

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MARYMAC45 9/22/2009 7:19PM

    You are back on track. You know what you have to do. Good luck!
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Starting over

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I haven't been here most of the summer. It's been difficult and I have just blown all the good hard work I did last year. Well, not all of it but 15 lbs worth. It has made me very sad and I know what I need to do to get back.

I gave myself until yesterday. Monday, I started back. I am charting everything I eat. I have walked the lake every day. I need to do this for me. I actually got to within 5 lbs of my goal weight and blew it.

I know, I know, I can't beat myself up over this. Everyone falls but I really thought I had it conquered. Apparently not. I feel so fat. My clothes are tight and it's very hard to not be angry with myself. I'm trying because being angry gets me nowhere but still........

Will have lots of veggies for dinner tonight. I'm staying within my calorie range and will not fail. I am leaving for So. American at the end of October for vacation with a girlfriend. It's going to be a wonderful trip and hopefully I can at least drop 5 or 6 lbs by then.

I shall not fail!!!

  


Starting over

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I haven't been here most of the summer. It's been difficult and I have just blown all the good hard work I did last year. Well, not all of it but 15 lbs worth. It has made me very sad and I know what I need to do to get back.

I gave myself until yesterday. Monday, I started back. I am charting everything I eat. I have walked the lake every day. I need to do this for me. I actually got to within 5 lbs of my goal weight and blew it.

I know, I know, I can't beat myself up over this. Everyone falls but I really thought I had it conquered. Apparently not. I feel so fat. My clothes are tight and it's very hard to not be angry with myself. I'm trying because being angry gets me nowhere but still........

Will have lots of veggies for dinner tonight. I'm staying within my calorie range and will not fail. I am leaving for So. American at the end of October for vacation with a girlfriend. It's going to be a wonderful trip and hopefully I can at least drop 5 or 6 lbs by then.

I shall not fail!!!

  
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SAVINIJ 9/22/2009 7:17PM

    You can do it! Keep your eye on the prize!

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