Friday, October 30, 2009
I just feel like crawling back under the covers and crying myself to sleep. By all accounts, this should be one of my best birthdays ever. It's only 8:30am and I have received so many "Happy Birthday" greetings from friends and family already, I'm having a huge party tomorrow, and I am down to my lowest weight in the last year and a half. But it's all overshadowed by my marriage problems. I just want to ignore what's wrong in my life and enjoy everything that is right... but my husband is my best friend in the whole world and my soulmate and right now I feel so unloved by him. I hate how he seems like he doesn't care at all about me anymore. I don't even know where to go from here. I hurt so much that I'm so angry and I keep lashing out. I just want the pain to go away...
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I am back again. Yes, it's the girl who cried wolf... again. But this time I am not completely disappointed in myself. I may have not been working on my health and weight loss, but I have still been working on myself. I have been feeling so happy pretty much every day. I feel like a completely different woman. I have been raising my hand in class, talking to my classmates, introducing myself to people, asking for help when I need it, and just getting out and doing more things. It feels amazing. I am no longer withdrawn from the world. I feel really, truly ready to get back to weight loss. With everything else in place, I know I can do it this time!!!
Friday, March 13, 2009
Well, I had the best of intentions... and still something gets in the way. I haven't been able to do anything this week. I have been sick since Sunday. I just spent my whole spring break sick and sleeping it away. I'm hoping this weekend I will start to feel better and be able to get back on track by the start of the new week.
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