Tuesday, October 04, 2011
I've been blogging so much about P90X the last month, I thought I should let you all know that Miss Kitty is alive, well, and up to her usual mischief!
She's started playing with the feathers in my new wall art/headboard! It's a bit distracting when you're trying to sleep to have a cat jumping over your head and batting at the feathers!!
And she's taken to my laptop in a major way! She likes to guard my laptop -- from me -- and she defends it with teeth and claws! And when she's not getting enough attention, she climbs right on top of it.
She's also starting to climb higher than the tables and chairs. She now likes to lay on the refrigerator. The first time I walked into the apartment to find a cat yowling above my head, I almost jumped out of my skin!!
She's also getting more playful and creative about getting attention. She loves to lay on my roommate's hamper to get more attention, and she plays with all of the shopping bags, even the reusable green totes!
Ah, the wonders of having a pet! She's a very loving and cuddly cat, and I really love having her in the house! If you have a cat, tell me all about him/her!!
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
"Once I saw world and thought exactly meet,
But only in a picture, by Magritte."
~The Human Condition by Howard Nemerov
After I read this line years ago, I got interested in Magritte's work. And this interest took on a new twist this weekend! I was talking to my mom and one of her friends/co-workers, and we were sitting in the lounge staring at a blank wall. They told me they were waiting for a jumbo flat-screen TV for their students, it was going to take up the whole wall.
I said: "Instead of encouraging them watch TV, you should give them something to really think about." They said: "Like what?" I said: "Put up The Treachery of Images." They said: "What's that?"
What is it? It's a painting of a pipe, with the words "this is not a pipe" beneath them.
They both laughed when I told them, and joked about the irony. And it hit me, that's not irony, those are words to live by! That image might be a perfect representation of a pipe in one moment in space, from one angle, but it's not the whole thing, it can't be touched, or smelled, or tasted!
To all my Sparkfriends, remember that those pictures you have on your pages are nothing more than images of you, not the whole you! I wasted too much time in my past avoiding cameras, hiding pictures, missing out and not capturing precious moments because I was afraid of my image. But that's not all I am, and it's not who I am....never forget that you are more!!
In honor of my latest epiphany, I have decided that I will try to capture more of my life, so that I will have the images to provoke memories. Here is the first: a picture of me with my two best friends over Labor Day weekend.
Yes -- I'm wearing my glasses instead of contacts. Yes -- my hair is up in a very messy mess instead of styled. Yes -- I'm wearing a big baggy hoodie. Yes -- my face is bare and free of make-up. So what? I'm not a supermodel, and this is closer to the real me than any of the pictures where I'm dressed up and my hair is done!!
Wednesday, September 07, 2011
My BFF moved back to the states with her new hubby about a week and a half ago, and they came to see me over the holiday weekend. There was a part of me that thought it would be just like old times....we'd hit a few dance clubs, bars, drink a lot, sleep past noon. You know, the old college days.
I guess we all have to grow up!
On Saturday, we went to Adelino's (only tapas place in town). We ate a lot of good food, drank a great bottle of wine, and chatted a lot. And of course, reminisced about the foods we used to eat.
Eating back then was, well....atrocious! We had an open campus lunch in high school, and every day we would go to a very cheap Chinese buffet or to Mad Mushroom pizza. We'd haunt the coffee shops on campus, drinking about a gallon of milky chai apiece, and then we'd go to the Purdue union (back in the days when they had a real pool hall) and munch on nachos or more pizza and guzzle red cream soda while we played.
Living in the Netherlands and having a hubby that cooked was what turned her eating habits around. She laughed when I told her I made everything (even marinara) from scratch now. Three years ago, when she left for Amsterdam, I was still in my whole "I'll never cook, that's so antiquated and anti-feminist" stage. Even when my friends and I got together in the kitchen, it was boxed mac n' cheese (which I usually burned because I forgot about it) and pizza rolls.
I hadn't really thought about how much my diet had changed...or how much my habits had changed. I knew I was eating healthier, but I had never realized just how bad I used to eat!
We also talked about exercise. Moving to Kentucky from Amsterdam, my BFF was used to walking, riding her bike, or taking the train everywhere. Not so much where she is now. She was complaining that she was starting to get lazy, since she never walked anywhere and didn't even own a bike (they bought new stuff when they moved back here) -- luckily for her, our other BFF from high school owns a bike shop here in town!!
She asked how I exercised, and said it was "obviously working." Coming from an August where I was working all the time, pretty much didn't exercise or cook any of the fancy, gourmet dishes I used to cook, I laughed and said thanks. Her response: "You were always skinny in high school, but you didn't have those kind of muscles back then!"
All this time, I was worried about the fact that I weigh more now than I did back then. I was worried because my cup size had gone up, and I was worried that my metabolism had slowed down and I wasn't losing weight as fast as I used to.
We all grow up, though. And I grew into someone who takes care of herself, has muscles, cooks healthy and gourmet foods from scratch, and at the end of the day loves herself and her life!
My friends are lucky, they've really grown into the same type of people. They eat healthy, they exercise, they take care of themselves. Far from our usual routine back in the day, on Sunday we took a hike through Happy Hollow park, then walked around campus for a few hours before heading over to the pedestrian bridge. On Monday, we grabbed a couple of coffees from our old haunt and played with my other friends daughter (who just turned 1 year on Sept. 4!!), and just talked.
When my BFF was packing up the car and getting ready to leave, I asked if she had had fun, seeing as how we had a pretty slow and lazy weekend. She told me that she had slowed down too, and that the lazy weekends are the ones where you really get to know each other. E.g. -- I had never known before that she was allergic to bananas and melons. We never really ate healthy food back then.
It's good to stay grounded as you grow into the person you want to be. Remember where you came from, visualize where you're going, and love yourself every single step of the way, even on the hard steps. There are times when it's easy to feel like you're losing ground, or at least not gaining ground....and those are the times to get together with old friends and remember who you used to be!!
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Yesterday, I was having one of those days. You know what I mean -- you feel fat and bloated, you're freaking out about the zit that appeared on your chin once you were in the office (where you don't keep a cover stick), you brought a salad for lunch but your co-worker ordered pizza and you're fighting the temptation to have just one slice!
I kept trying to talk myself up, and pull myself out of it. I didn't completely succeed, but I also kept myself from eating that pizza by telling myself I'd regret it at the hot yoga class I signed up for --only to get a call that the class was canceled! I kept myself from completely giving in and just having a miserable day right up until 5 or 5:30, when I finished up a meeting on a very low note. But at 6:00, I finally left the Indy office knowing that I had to do at least a couple of hours of work when I got home (which wouldn't be until 7:30) -- and I was slumped and trudging when I left. I knew I had to work very late the next day too, and I was mentally giving in to a horrible Wednesday.
On the hour and a half long drive home, I decided that I was not giving in! I was NOT letting the rest of my night be ruined because of one bad day, and I was not having a bad day tomorrow too! So I called up my parents, told them that I had some work to do still but I wanted to have dinner out. I had resigned myself to the inevitable and comforting Taco Bell, and the guilt that comes after, so getting someone to go out with me was a good first step.
After dinner, headed to the office and finished up the last of my work. Then, with 20 minutes left before the mall closed, I decided to treat myself! I wanted to get a new top to wear the next day...which is already starting off as bad as the other, so the special treat is helping me keep my spirits up somehow!
I found a pair of white slacks for $10, and a gorgeous blue-violet top for $6. Whole outfit, under the budget I set for myself! I was practically skipping out of the store!! Big deadline today, extra work tonight, and an even bigger deadline on Friday -- PSHAW!!
So even though I'm literally the only one in the office today, I dressed up, did my hair and makeup (which happens maybe once a month when I have an important meeting, so if any of my co-workers decide to actually come in today, they'll be shocked!) and I'm ready to face the world! I really suck at those bathroom-mirror photos everyone else seems to be so good at, but here is me smiling through another long day!
Sometimes one little thing is all it takes to head off a bad day before it starts!
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
I know I tend to write longer blogs, but I honestly don't know what to say today! But I still feel compelled to say something...so here it goes!
Losing the warm summer weather is always hard for me, and I find myself in a very pensive mood today. I'm going to be starting P90X on Thursday (working late yesterday and today, and going to Indy tomorrow, so realistically not sooner). I cooked a lot this weekend, so I've got tons of healthy and delicious foods in my fridge. And I have the cutest kitty in the entire world cuddling up on my bed (until about 4-4:30 every morning, this morning she made a loud crashing sound and scared the heck out of me!)
What more could anyone want? Life is good, even if it is starting to feel like I need to pull out my sweaters and sweatshirts.
What's good in your life right now?
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