Thursday, February 04, 2010
I had today off from work, so I spent the day cleaning instead...lol. I slept in a bit, got in a great workout with Jillian (BFBM) and then cleaned. I did my kitchen, my DD's room, vacuumed and ran stairs with the laundry. More to do tomorrow and next week though.
I'm having some mixed emotions this week about my weight loss. I know where I want to be health wise (125-130) and I'm thrilled with the progress I've made so far, but I'm finding myself sad to be losing more. I have at least 6 really beautiful dressy dresses that I won't be able to wear again. Some of them I've only worn once and they're already big on me. My DH is great and keeps reassuring me that this is a good thing, but I really like these dresses and it just seems so wasteful to me. I'm starting to wonder if I could be happy right where I am, which is only about halfway to my goal, but still the lowest I've been since I was an undergrad.
Today I realized that with this mind set, I've kind of been sabotaging myself nutritionally. My cals are a bit higher this week (though still well within range) and I'm not as focused on when to stop eating. At this point, I'll be happy to maintain last week's weight. Especially with a date Saturday and a party Sunday.
Any encouragement about this clothes issue would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!
Goals for tomorrow:
64+ oz water
In bed by 10