Thursday, June 03, 2010
I'm so frustrated right now. I'm having a tough time on this project at work. I really want some water but the tap water here is gross and I drank what I brought already. I'm beginning to get a headache and I still have to go out tonight, for dinner with a friend who has been trying to take me out for awhile for my birthday but our schedules were always conflicted and to a dance party, which should definitely make me feel better, dancing always does. But for right now, with my work day not over yet, I'm frustrated. My neck actually still hurts too, though it has improved with my chiropractor and having a massage. I may have to do that again next week or the week after to help it even more.
I think I need to go for a walk or something but I find it so difficult to just walk away when I'm in the middle of something, no matter how frustrating.
As well, the guy I mentioned earlier in a blog that I met on the internet, he keeps bugging me about meeting and just won't leave it alone. I was going to chat with him more and see but now I have decided I won't be meeting him for sure. Not in person anyway.
We've been having thunder storms too, the last few days, and I usually get headaches from them. We have another one on the way so I'm not looking forward to that. I could get a headache anytime now.
Sorry guys, for ranting and complaining but sometimes it helps to get it out there. At least I'm almost done work. Only an hour left now.
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
I had 2 things happen to me this afternoon that are upsetting. One mildly so the other a bit more. Neither are related to eating though.
First my necklace broke today. It's one that has sentimental value so I was a bit upset. However it was only the chain that broke so I still have the pendant and i can replace the chain. Still mildly upsetting though.
Then I was fixing a drawing at work, a compound layout for a 50m tower. I had missed this one small thing, I had forgotten to move an arrow with an object so it wasn't pointing to the right spot anymore. So I fixed it and went back to the engineer to have him it. He asked me why I hadn't moved them together and I responded that it's easy to miss the small things and I was sorry. Then he noticed a text error, it was a formatting error, I explained I didn't do anything to that part of the drawing which is why I missed it, to which he responded "that's the problem, you didn't do anything" I know I shouldn't let it get to me but he could've been kinder, he could've said it differently, he could've made an allowance for my being a student and still learning. I can be very sensitive and that kind of criticism upsets me, no matter how much I try to not let it.
I do have hapkido tonight so I suppose I can work out any frustration on the guys in class lol.
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
I posted a blog earlier today with this month's goals. Everyone else seemed to be doing and i thought I would give it a try. If you read it you know I have set my goals small with no weight loss goal this month. I have decided this month will be for forming new habits like cooking at home and taking lunch to work. I am off to good start already, I packed lunch for today in my new lunch bag I got yesterday and it only just fit in. This is good though I could have gone with smaller portions still, but I'm not worrying about that this week.
I know I mentioned my neck has been bothering me. It's stiff and sore almost all the time now and I'm seeing my chiropractor a little more frequently right now, and I went for a massage yesterday as well. It was fairly painful but felt great too. Today though I am very tender in my shoulders and neck lol. That's to be expected though. Hopefully it helped, though it's hard to tell right now lol.
I guess I'll leave it at that for today, not too much is new since yesterday's blog lol.
Have a great day guys!
Tuesday, June 01, 2010
Well today I am starting to make plans to do a better job. I was always going out to lunch because I never felt like making it. Today I went out and bought a new insulated lunch bag and I got a smaller one specifically so i am limited to how much I can take, it looks like a purse too lol. I also bought several small containers so I can take the right portions of stuff and not too much. And while I was there I bought some healthy stuff for today's lunch. I'm eating it now and it's really good, and given my calorie range, a lunch of 650 cals is not bad. Even though it's a bit on the high side, I'm eating healthier stuff than I have in a while. I've been on a fast food craze lately and that has got to stop.
Later I'm going grocery shopping and getting lots of healthy stuff for home, and i will also be cleaning and organising my kitchen so I have one less excuse to cook. I think I posted this on one of my team message boards so I apologize for the repetition.
Right now though, I won't really be concentrating on my eating so much, just keeping it in mind. For this week I am concentrating on getting organised and limiting my excuses to not be healthy. I will be packing my gym bag and keeping it in my car as well. I would love some other suggestions too.
When I was getting my lunch today, I bought some mini bags of popcorn and I'm very excited to try them. I got flavored ones lol, salt and cracked pepper and butter lime. I think the lime will be really good ^_^
Anyway, I think that's all for today. Hope everyone has a great week!
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