Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Lately I've been waking up most days having this "cloud of doom" over me- making me NOT want to get out of bed in the morning. I just feel absoultely miserable. I hope its just a phase! I did talk to my pastor about it and he said I might want to consider trying to see a therapist about it. He thinks there may still be some stuff from my past that hasn't been uncovered or delt with. I'll probably look into it, it couldn't hurt. In the mean time he gave me some scripture to help me out.
Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. 8 Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. 9 Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.
: In other words I ALWAYS having something to be thankful for and God has done so much for me:)
On another note I'm pretty sure I've gained several pounds. I've barely been to the gym and I've been really slacking on getting back on track with my eating habbits. Which I need to get back to it since my wedding dress has already been ordered and I'd be DEVESTATED if it didn't fit, haha.