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Reflection

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

I have accomplished so much in this last year and I do see the success that I have had even if the scale isn't moving down like I would like it to. I have been hovering around 200 now for the last 6 months and I am happy that I have not allowed myself to just give up and watch my weight come back.
I have maintained.
I have a "magic" number that I feel that I should be getting to and by maintaining I am not getting there.
But it feels like I have been in an uphill battle since I finally hit under 200. I was happy and excited that I hit a weight that I hadn't seen since I was a senior in high school. But then my weight loss stopped. No matter how good I eat or how much I exercise it feels like I am not making any progress. I have not given up all together but I do feel how I am not giving it my all anymore and haven't quite figured out how to get back to it 100%.

I am proud of what I have done in this last year which is more than I thought I ever would be able to. I have run a 5K and gotten my personal best pace, I have run a 10K without walking any part of it, I have climbed partly up Mt. Hood and it felt great, I have kept up with my kids and even passed them and having them ask me to slow down....lol

Giving up doesn't feel like an option anymore, so to me that is great progress. So all in all, even though the scale isn't showing what I think it should be showing, I feel that so far its been a great year!
I am looking forward to the remainder of the year being just as great!

  
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BALANCEDLIFENOW 9/21/2013 9:27AM

    emoticon GO PINKIES! emoticon Spark it up this week! You have come a long way..... love that bit about, "giving up is not an option". Way to go!

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MORTICIAADDAMS 9/19/2013 2:25PM

    You are doing wonderful!! This nonscale victories are fantastic and the scale is going to eventually start moving again soon. Keep up the good work! Victory is in sight!

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EBPOOKIE 9/19/2013 1:10AM

    Listen up girly - you can and will get past this it took Krista months of losing ounces just ounces but she got to goal and what she learned though that time was patience and learned to maintain her weight ask her anytime how hard it was and she will tell you the same thing that you just reflected on that you NEVER EVER GIVE UP -- you are no quitter you are a winner you are so much more! You inspire greatness from others!! you are leading and showing and sharing others how to do things you have leanred. You will get to your goal, maybe slower then once thought but challenge yourself to something you never thought you coldn't do before. you are in so much better shape. I inspire to be able to run a full 5k and to woggle the half in december by doing 1/4 mile to a 1/3 mile runs and 3/4 to 2/3 walking the whole way. my training for the holiday will begin next week a few days after my half i challenge you to start training for the vernonia half in the spring and hoping i can woggle more of it and see you at the end!!!!! you are a CHAMPION!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon time to train for a half emoticon

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NBARNES 9/18/2013 4:00PM

    You've never lost the battle until you give up - so HANG IN THERE! Glad that giving up isn't an option for you, that IS a huge step forward. We're behind you 100%

Take care...and take care of yourself because you're worth it!

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ROBBIEY 9/18/2013 2:49PM

  Keep Moving Forward!!!

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Obstacles

Wednesday, April 03, 2013



Obstacles will ALWAYS be there. I am in a good routine of exercise and eating right and that has felt really good! Then BAM......emotional stuff with family comes up and since I am an emotional eater, my first instinct usually is to eat my way through the emotions......I am VERY happy to say...NOT THIS TIME!!!!
I cleaned, I talked and I prayed through the issue. Unfortunately, the issue is still not resolved and I will have to ride through it, but I am prepared to say ALOT of prayers through it and find other outlets to work through my emotions.
I am finding the older that I am getting, the less tolerant I am getting with people and maybe that is one thing that is helping me to not eat through the emotions this time. I see the gossip and lies as petty and immature. I want to just get away from the drama instead of allowing myself to be a part of it. The hardest part is when it is family, how do you remove yourself from it.
I am pretty proud of myself that I have found a strength in myself to not allow my emotions to take over and not to punish myself with eating! It feels good!
This too shall pass and I will become a stronger person because of it!

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 4/4/2013 5:45PM

    I can totally relate to how you feel. We can't afford to let stress derail us and I get plenty of it. I also prefer to avoid drama and have a nice peaceful life. I am to the point where I insist that my family doesn't give me grief. Family illness is enough to deal with. The rest is unacceptable. I'm sending a prayer for you.

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NBARNES 4/3/2013 9:18PM

    You're definitely making moves the right direction. Keep plugging away on those good habits, keeping to the plan during those times of stress is a true sign that you're on your way!

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LITTLERLINDA 4/3/2013 9:16AM

    Way to go! I am an emotional eater as well. It is just too easy to stuff food in and stuff down emotions and stress that I don't want to deal with. Blessings to you for actively praying about the situation and those involved. You have taken an amazing step! Keep going!
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Another month goes by......

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Not much has changed in the last month.
I am back to running every other day. I will be doing a 5K with a friend in a couple of weeks. And I am actually in "training" now for a 10K at the end of May. We are on week 8 of the couch to 5K and then we will start the 5K to 10K program. We are swimming as our cross training and I want to start biking too. I am feeling good about the amount of exercise that I am getting.
My eating has been pretty good. Not 100% like I would like but I am back on track as a friend and I have a reward set in place to work towards now and that seems to always help me keep focused.
The scale seems to want to keep messing with my head. Its fluctuating within 2-4 pounds but isn't consistently going into Onederland like I would like and stay there. I keep teetering in and out of onederland!!! But I am feeling good that I am getting to see it more often and I know its just a matter of time before I will be there and stay there :0)
All in all life has been good! There is the normal things that go on like financial issues, cars breaking down, kids misbehaving but it seems like when I have my life in order and my thoughts in a good place, those things don't get to me like they usually do!
Feels good to be on track!

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 3/26/2013 10:02PM

    Sounds like you are really nailing the exercise. Good job!!

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STLADEE 3/26/2013 3:24PM

    Well things sound great! Well with the exception of the flucuation 2-4lbs. Now ikf you can figure what's up with that I would say things are going darn well copasetic!

Look at you! almost done with the C25k and gonna start on the 10k training! Go woman! You are on it! Life does happen and looks like the normal things have been happening for you.
emoticon and you will be in ONDERLAND permanantly!

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JOYFUL78 3/26/2013 3:22PM

    what a wonderfullllllllllllllll post and you are right.... life is good and things dont bother us that much.


I am soooooooooo PROUD of you!!!!

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NBARNES 3/26/2013 2:48PM

    Wowza - sounds terrific to me girl! Good for you for taking on a 10K!

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Where has the time gone......

Monday, February 25, 2013

I can hardly believe that its almost March!
I have been working dilegently towards my goals, unfortunatly my weight hasn't seemed to want to move much lately. I know that I am doing things correctly and I take solace in the fact that I know my body is changing and I am getting stronger. And I see growth in me because the old me would have given up by now and said it wasn't worth the hard work. The new me is saying, just stick with it you will see the results you are looking for soon.
The hardest part sometimes, is being in a weight loss group like TOPS, the scale is how things are measured whether you are doing good or not. I am learning to not let the scale define how well I am doing. I am now looking at my healthy eating, my exercise and my water consumption as whether or not I am doing good.
Right now I have been doing Jillian Michael's 30 day shred dvd. Its a hard workout, but I am loving how it is making me feel. Just in 3 days, I feel like I can feel my body changing and gaining muscle. And the first day I thought I was going to die, but each day it has been getting a little easier.
Other news of my life.......
My son is looking to sign up with the Airforce this week. He goes to do his testing this week and then decides if he will sign up. He won't leave for bootcamp until after he graduates high school and actually we are hoping he doesn't leave until September so we can have the summer with him.
And today we have a French exchange student coming to stay with us for 3 weeks. We have hosted MANY Japanese students, but this will be our first French student. He will be shadowing my son at school during the day.

All in all, been a good year so far. I am looking forward to what the rest of the year has to offer.

  
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SEWINGMAMACDS 2/26/2013 12:52PM

    I quit my TOPS group after 10 years being with them. It became more of a social club than a weight loss group. Plus, it added stress and not so good eating habits because I would eat crazy the day after TOPS and not eat at all on the day of TOPS. Plus, I had only lost 10 lbs in the 10 years I was with them. Not a good record.

I love SP though!

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MORTICIAADDAMS 2/25/2013 9:03PM

    It sounds like you are making a good effort and eventually you will be rewarded.

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NBARNES 2/25/2013 5:16PM

    Good for you, don' let that darn scale define you, perhaps look to it for some guidance, but not definition!

Glad you're sticking with it and its good to see you in the next BL challenge! It's been tough going for many of us, but I like you, am determined to make this work!

Hang in there girl - you're in good company! emoticon

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CARLENLLOYD 2/25/2013 12:12PM

    I love SP, don't you? :)

Way to go in keeping up the motivation. It is not easy, but it can be done. Hugs!

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My 2013 Goals

Monday, December 31, 2012

My goals for 2013:
1. Continue to eat healthy…..for me that means limiting white sugars and white flours and staying within a good calorie range.
2. Continue to make exercise a priority
3. Work on getting debts paid off this year (we have a great plan in place….just have to see it throughthis year)
4. Work on my self image……I would like to get to a point that I am happy with the way I was made and not compare myself to others which leads me to unhappiness
5. I would like to lose at least 30 pounds this next year.
6. I would like to participate in at least 5 events this year, so far I have 4 lined up…….March with my cousin in a St. Patricks Day event, June will be a half marathon with a friend, August is Portland to Coast and December is the Reindeer Run. I just need to find one more.
7. I would like to continue growing closer to God in my prayer and reading my bible and possibly find a church family.
8. Finish at least one of my many projects that I have started but havent finished.

  
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JOYFUL78 1/1/2013 5:56PM

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STLADEE 1/1/2013 5:24PM

    They all sound like SMART goals! Specific, Measurable, Attainble, Relevant and Time Based! YAY!

Much success to you in the year to come!

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NBARNES 1/1/2013 12:13PM

    You've started the year with some great goals - and how refreshing that so many of them are about being HEALTHY in all aspects of your life, and not JUST about weight loss. I find that sometimes I get too wrapped up in thinking about the "goal" that I forget to "live" the journey.

emoticon , all of your goals are realistic and I'm 100% positive that you'll be able to tick each one off the list. And with many of these just getting started on a plan is a win/win situation.

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EBPOOKIE 12/31/2012 11:41PM

    You can do it~

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MORTICIAADDAMS 12/31/2012 10:56PM

    Good luck with your goals!

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